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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2017 8:26 pm
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"Not worried 'bout other people - " their fingers tapped restlessly against the bed (if they closed their eyes they'd drift off; Alexis could feel it behind their eyes, the weight of sleep, real sleep), "don't want -" The words wouldn't come, the words wouldn't ******** come, and it felt like their tongue was so heavy nowadays because they'd search for words where once action would have sufficed. They woke up choking once a week.
"Not. Comfortable w'hospitals." I know how they look at me, I know how they think of me; stupid kid, thrillseeker, idiot, too deep too far, ready to snap and break and break, miscreant, criminal, wasting our time. I know I know I know you don't need to tell me I ******** KNOW. "Know 'm not wanted here."
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Posted: Tue Jul 11, 2017 9:20 pm
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