I has a goal too. -journal-

[Munkers]

Yay! You're journaling again!  

[pigeonsoup]

Yes I am! haha.

I thought I was doing good today until I realized I'd only eaten about half of what I should normally eat gonk Lots of snacks for Chai tonight.
At least I'm not overeating, right? Haha.  

[pigeonsoup]

105.8 lbs~ 4laugh

I'm happy that I've lost some weight. my tummy hasn't been to happy lately and I still haven't been going poop as much as I feel like I should >.> I know, I know, wayyyy TMI. Hehee. Onward Nessy, to the fiber farm! Even though I've actually been eating a ton of fiber. I think my digestive system is just still mad at me for not eating and making it semi- shut down. Or something. Oh well.

ANYWAYS. My pants don't fit me anymore D: I wore one pair yesterday that literally slipped off my butt everytime I stood or sat. It was really annoying, but cool to see how much progress I've made. I'm in desperate need of new pants though for real.As much as I'd love to wear skirts all the time, I really don't like shaving my legs almost EVERY day. /lazy.  

[pigeonsoup]

ALSO. I'm beginning to realize that I'm actually pretty comfortable with how I look in clothes. But once the clothes come off I'm like, UGH.
That's not to say I'm 0 confident with how I look in clothes, I'm still not totally happy with how I look, but it doesn't bother me as much anymore. 3nodding  

[Munkers]

laurenwithoutsound

Yes I am! haha.

I thought I was doing good today until I realized I'd only eaten about half of what I should normally eat gonk Lots of snacks for Chai tonight.
At least I'm not overeating, right? Haha.

I got into that mindset for awhile and went for awhile when I wasn't eating too much. I was actually starving myself or anything and if I felt hungry I ate, but then the scale stopped moving. My body was telling me to knock off this lack of food thing and feed it. Once I started eating my points again, the weight started coming off again. xp  

[pigeonsoup]

@Munkers yeah, I notice I feel more stuck in place if I don't get all my points but if I get just exactly the correct amount, I feel all proud and... weight-loss-y. Hahaha.

ANyway your friend Chris just offered to give me money to buy all new pants since I don't fit mine and more and I was like NO! *stubborn face*. I hate taking monies from nice people. I'm dependent enough as it is. :c I was like no really it's not big deal ;___; I can get pants when I get a job.

Which I need to actually go tomorrow and be like GIMME JOB PLZ.  

[pigeonsoup]

104.5 lbs~
4laugh
Every lost pound feels like such a major success to me. And I'm soooooo clooooseeeeeeee to being where I want to be [as in, GTFO fat!]. And thennn I can tone up and build muscle, and not worry about the scale numbers going up from muscle weight. Squee!
I can't really see how close I am when I look in the mirror but, I can tell that I'm getting there at least. 3nodding  

[A Touch of Evil]

Wow you are doing so good! Keep it up! heart  

[pigeonsoup]

Thank youu 4laugh  

[pigeonsoup]

104.4~ Not much of a difference at all, but you know, just thought I'd throw it out there. Thinking it's a good way to start journal entries from now on.

I ate the most awesomest Greek foods today. Om nom nom. And apparently most of it wasn't actualy too bad, calories wise, and I had mostly just grazed the food as opposed to stuffing my face. Done good. 3nodding  

[pigeonsoup]

104.0~! Happyyyy.

I haven't really exercised in the last few days but, there's been lots of walking around stores and such (went to a museum yesterday!) so, I've still been somewhat active. In my opinion, anyways, haha. And clearly I've still been dropping weight so, it's cool.

I can't wait to get to the wonderful 100 lbs mark. keep in mind that I am super short and just... tiny, in general, and 100 lbs is still in the healthy weight range for me. ALSO keep in mind that weight will go up when I begin to work harder at building muscle and toning up. 3nodding  

[pigeonsoup]

I thought I'd post some pictures. sweatdrop

Starting point 115~ http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/53/l_aa8df438c18b446bb2c8972bcc3c3e9d.jpg

At or around 120lbs~ http://hphotos-snc3.fbcdn.net/hs547.snc3/29950_425247383763_613398763_5462481_7152042_n.jpg

http://hphotos-snc3.fbcdn.net/hs180.snc3/20762_1110735147626_1804296831_219715_4626443_n.jpg

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash1/hs280.ash1/20762_1110732747566_1804296831_219712_1322146_n.jpg
That last one is to show how big my upper arms had gotten. >.>

Current! 104~ http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs235.snc4/39065_1251107616850_1804296831_484179_8252337_n.jpg

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs235.snc4/39065_1251107376844_1804296831_484173_3727649_n.jpg

Not that you can see how much thinner I am in those pics but you can tell in my face and my arms for sure.

Anyways. Once I drop these last four pounds I will take more pictures, and then again as I work on toning up. Eeeee!  

[Sunsway]

You look great! You looked really thin at 115 too even though it's like a 10-pound difference. o_O

Are you still waiting to grow (you know, taller) or are you done? xd  

[A Touch of Evil]

I think you are absolutely beautiful! Congrats on losing so much weight!  

[pigeonsoup]

Sunsway- I wish I was still growing, but alas, I stopped in like, middle school. haha.

Oblivion- Thanks!