Anbaachan
OMG, let me tell you that I FULLY understand. I'm an emotional eater, so I know what you mean about fighting the cravings. But writing here has really helped for me. Knowing that other people are checking in on me makes a big difference.
But I hate eating like my friends and being the only one who has gained a noticeable amount of weight. But the point is to keep perspective. Everyone gains and loses differently. You'll soon figure out what makes your body tick, as well as figuring out your body type. Just because your friends are stick think and boobless, doesn't mean you will be too. XD
I think it's great that you want to learn to be healthy. I really wish I would have had the motivation at your age. Especially when I started to gain the weight my senior year. I went from a size 7 to 11 in one year. I blame my husband, because we were dating after I graduated and learned very quickly that the way to my heart is through my stomach... -___-;; I ate SO much food in that year, it's not even funny.
Best of luck to you!
But I DO eat out of BOREDOM.
So I am trying to to better by filling my time, and my stomach, on a more productive schedule.
I've always been "bigger"
I have huge hips, and a moderate bust.
It wasn't even until recently that my waist ballooned out, so I was kind of like a fat hourglass.
Right now I am
43
34
45
I put on most of my weight from 8th grade to now, which is 11th grade.
I hit puberty hard in 8th grade. I had already been menstruating before that, but it was around this time that my hips just...sprung? And my boobs went from a B to a D. I was weighing in around 150, but not bothered by it because I had all these new beautiful curves to enjoy.
But ninth grade came around and I don't think I was ever lower than 160. I got as high as 180. It wasn't so much that I overate, but more that I ate a lot of unhealthy things, and had WAY less activity since quitting Volleyball.
10th grade...I think that was the year I broke 200. :/
The last time I was below 200 was this summer, but not by far. I was in the 190's again, and making progress! Then, I got on the birth control shot...
I shot back up to 208. And in the process of trying to lose, shot up to 220.
It's really challenging for me to battle this weight gain, on top of what's already there. x.x
But I need to do it.
And good luck to you, too!
