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 Posted: Thu Dec 10, 2009 1:25 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 10:04 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 10:10 am
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Breakfast: Bagel w/ cream cheese, salami (thin sliced! Yay! ) two rice cakes, one banana, slice of pound cake (I took the smallest from the package, the other slices were almost twice the size)
Snack: rice cake, one munchkin, one raspberry gummi, one fun size crunch bar
Lunch:
Snack:
Dinner:
Comments:
1:06pm: I've finally started my period. I've been waiting and waiting and waiting and today, the real cramps kicked in and I'm like YES!! HALLELUJAH!!
Now, only a few more days before I finally drop the water weight. I look and feel so bloated. My sugar cravings are definitely kicking in today. I'm trying so hard to control it but it's difficult, it really is. I'm going to go take some Mydol now. I'm in pain but it's not as horrible as I've had it before. I never know what to expect during my period. Sometimes, the cramps have me bedridden. Sometimes, I don't have any at all. D:
My cycle's messed up again. Now it's back on track because I'm starting on the same day I started last month. I wonder what I'm to expect next. -_-
I'm getting vitamins today! I've been out. lol, so yeah. I'm happy about that. I'll update later, for sure. Off to vacuum, watch Harry Potter, and drink water. I'm really thirsty >.>
1:07am:
Today wasn't as bad as yesterday, but it was bad enough.
I think I had munchkins for lunch. We've had junk food lying around the house ALL DAY.
We had a reasonable dinner and I exercised portion control. No doubt about that.
I snacked far too much today. I think I ate random things, little bites here and there. Always something sugary and processed. Rice cakes were the only think one could deem acceptable in this situation.
Tomorrow will be better? I don't know if I can say that. But I can try. :/
REALLY want a wii fit. D:
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 12:14 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 1:35 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 1:38 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 14, 2009 11:01 am
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Breakfast: two eggo waffles, drizzle of syrup, mini chips ahoy (140 calories)
Snack: a few sips dark choc. hot cocoa (mix made w/ water)
Lunch: two sandwiches, a handful of chips, cup a noodle (broth drained)
Snack: :/ My snacking was out of hand. I'm too embarrassed to even recall any of it.
Dinner: Wolfgang Puck frozen pizza. (AMAZING, btw.) lol
Comments:
1:59pm: I'm hungry but I want nothing. I'm depressed and I feel like absolute s**t.
This morning, when I bent down to zip up my sisters' boot (left knee on floor, right knee bent) a pain shot into my lower back, started to burn and feel like it was spreading. Now, I'm in pain. I can't walk, sit, lay down, bend over and pick something up without feeling pain. I've taken Motrin, tried some extra strength painkillers, nothing's helping. I don't know what I did, can't tell if something's really wrong or if I just pulled something or tore something. But, seriously, wtf could I have done by just bending down. It made no sense.
I can't go to the doctor either. I don't have insurance. I'm not going unless I'm half dead or paralyzed. It's not worth the bills. I've got enough of those.
11:33pm: Still in a huge amount of pain. Nothing's working to relieve it. I've tried Motrin, Mydol, and Icyhot patches. It hurts to walk, sit, stand, lie down, nothing I do is pain free. :/
I really hope that with time, this passes. And soon. I don't need another medical bill. And MRI's cost a fortune. That's one bill I never want to see. :/
Here's to hoping tomorrow'll be a better day. I'm right now on Tylenol Extra Strength.
I'm usually not much of a wuss when it comes to pain but this is basically making me into some kind of cripple. I have to walk like I have a stick up my a** or else my hips will move back and forth and cause me a lot of pain. >< I'm not having fun with this.
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Posted: Tue Dec 15, 2009 9:04 am
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Breakfast: leftover Wolfgang Puck pizza from the night before, Hawaiian Fruit Punch
Snack: Smartfood popcorn clusters (chocolate cookie caramel pecan) 120 cals (extremely filling but expensive...) 5g fiber per bag. 3nodding
Lunch: cup a noodle (half cooked, broth drained), two salami sandwiches, handful chips, snickers (240 ish cals)
Snack: Lorna Doone 100 cal pack, two crackers
Dinner: tba
Comments:
12:03pm: >< I need to go find a decent snack. And I want to take a walk. But I don't know how cold it is or if I'd like being out in this weather.
And I have to groom my cats. And draw.
I don't want to do anything today. Nothing. Nothing whatsoever.
Back pain is still here. :/
12:38pm: Just tried some exercising. About 10 minutes of dancing around like some nutter in our kitchen to Amy Winehouse. It's partially an attempt to alleviate the backpain. It's not helping but I got my heart pumping. I'll take that over anything anyday. 3nodding
12:50pm: Finally took pictures of myself. Ya know, to track progress with. Until a major change has been made in my appearance (weight wise), I won't be posting pictures. It's just too much for me. I hate them, I hate the way I look right now. So, until I can come on here and be like, OMG 30 pounds down, there won't be progress pics. :/
Santa, I want a scale. kthnxbye.
4:31pm: I was severely hungry at lunch. :/ I always get that way.
Um, back pain, still not gone. I haven't taken anymore painkillers. When I lay down, it feels funny. I mean, it hurts, but it feels tight or like something's there. I can't tell really. >.>
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 12:14 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 8:23 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 8:25 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 12:29 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 17, 2009 12:59 am
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Posted: Thu Dec 17, 2009 10:59 am
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 11:22 am
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