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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 8:21 am
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My last ex... was really hard, to put simpley. He was the first guy I ever loved. He was really sweet, he loved me ever since he first laid eyes on me. He was going out of country to do an internship, we were going to move in together when he came back from the internship... But things took a turn for the worst. He started telling me I couldn't say I had loved him and I later found out he had been cheating on me. I was still willing to take him back, but he had fallen in love with the other girl. He said he still wanted to be with me, but I could not share him like that.
But now, I am currently engaged to one of the most amazing men on this earth. Sorry, girls hehe. We met because of a mutual interest in music. I really liked him, but there were a few reasons why I was positive he could never like me and we would never be a couple. He kept sharing odd music with me... like Marry Me by Ellegarden and he would specificaly state how he was giving this song to me and he kept asking what I thought of it and such. He then started playing teasing games with me and he kept telling me his favorite parts of me; like my eyes he finds the most beautiful and he likes my childish, sweet sense of humor. He is from China originally and he began telling me about important romantic dates in China like the Chinese Valentine's and Septermber 9th means forever. He even started bringing me a single flower every time we met... But I was sure he could never like me haha. The night he told me he liked me though, I at least held the hope that he liked me. He kept dropping hints, like what I thought about boys who were too nervous to ask out the girl that they had been dreaming of. I kept getting so excited, but then he'd stop before telling me his feelings. I thought he probably meant another girl and I was getting ready to leave because it was late and I was tired of playing these games. He stopped me though and told me he was so happy that I had no love to call my own, no matter how cruel I may think it is and he hoped I understood his intentions. After the doubt was removed, my feelings poured our from me. We fell in love so quickly and I have been swept off my feet ever since.
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Posted: Fri Nov 20, 2009 4:29 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 23, 2009 1:18 am
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Posted: Thu Nov 26, 2009 8:38 pm
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Ooooh, I usually don't like to talk about relationships, but I guess I could make an exception. (:
Okay so a long time ago, I changed schools [my dad is in military, we move to different places every 2-4 years] okay so i changed schools, I say this guy during lunch, it was "crush at first sight" he found out a few days later that I like him, he didn't seem to care though. I tried to ignore my feelings, but I didn't succeed. So, throughout that year, I tried to avoid him. Then, the next year after that, we were still in the same school, trying to avoid him became harder and harder because almost all of my classes is with him. I finally decided to tell him in person how I feel about him but then everytime I try to talk to him, I get nervous and just walk away. Then all of a sudden, I didn't know that he's moving in 2 months, I didn't have the nerve to tell him so I just wrote all of my feelings on a paper. I gave it to him before he left. I wonder if he just threw it away. >__<
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 10:54 am
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Well, I WAS in a relationship. I edited this little opening thing btw. I did have a bf when I first posted this... Buut now I don't .-. Because I broke up with him... But that's besides the point... Currently I REALLY like my guy friend... And I know he likes me ^ 3 ^ Sooo... I'm hoping that'll go somewhere...
But past breakup's/heartbreaks? I'd have to say the most painful breakup was my first boyfriend, his name was Jeremy. I was inexperienced and shy, but I loved him a lot, and he loved me. Of course, since I was shy, we were moving really slowly in our relationship, no hugs, kisses or anything after 2 months. I didn't notice, but he did... And he broke up with me >.< I cried for 3 days... And it took me a LONG time to get over him, that was 2 years ago.
The most painful crush I've ever had would be when I fell in love with my best guy friend, Joe... You wouldn't believe how much I loved him, I've NEVER liked a guy that much. Well, I loved him a lot, but he didn't like me, he liked my best friend instead =.= And he would ALWAYS ramble to me, everyday, about how much he loved her and how beautiful she was. And a bunch of stuff like that. This went on for about half a year. He asked her out, she turned him down. I kept thinking "he'll like me sometime, right? I mean we've been friends for 2 years... He has to notice me that way sometime, right?!" Well, he got over her, fell for some other chick, and so on. This went on for another year until I decided to just get over him already because he'll never like me the way I like him. So, after like 2 years of constant of hopping and crying, I got over him. He's still my best guy friend... And I still love him SO MUCH. I don't think I'll stop loving him, I just love him as a friend though. But love is love, I found out a couple days ago that he's moving to Texas in a couple of weeks... And I don't know what to do, it hurts like hell, I don't want him to leave me. ...It doesn't seem real...
Long I know.... Sorry.... Needed to vent...
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Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2009 11:08 am
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Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2009 6:12 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 7:14 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 4:30 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 2:08 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 11:38 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 4:32 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 8:55 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2009 8:56 pm
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