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Suicide is basically saying, "You people don't love me. I hope you feel bad." People most likely do it because they think they're underappreciated, as mentioned before. However; I believe something beyond this:

People will do it out of spite. I know I've felt the urge on numerous occasions, thinking, 'Just take a knife and kill yourself. Then they'll feel so bad.' Why? Because I never get noticed, and when I am, it's a blame or a punch.

A least you're not the weird kid in the corner who wants to be a corner when she grows up. Or working on a corner... If you get my drift...

lol xd

I truly doubt your going to burn in Hell---What? just because you spectilate if God really exists?

thats not a good enough reason, as far as i see it, to burn i hell for. There are far 'worthier' people for that to happen to.

I've said this before, but my opinion stems from personal experience. When I was going through the "I-hate-myself-and-I-want-to-die" stage of puberty (and when I ruined a good friendship between a girl and I,) whenever I asked for some help, someone's shoulder to cry on, all I was told was to suck it up and get over myself, even by my parents (though "suck it up" is probably the best advice I've ever gotten). Then again, I probably shouldn't of asked for help over the Internet.

Seriously, though, go on the main Gaia forums and post some heartfelt speech about wanting to die. You might get one or two people who'll feel sorry for you, but the rest will call you emo and tell you to get over yourself, especially if you're a guy. They'll tell you to film yourself cutting your wrists and put it on YouTube so they can all laugh at you (an exaggeration, of course, but my point still stands.)

People don't care when you kill yourself. They look down upon people who can't sustain themselves without using other people as crutches. That's why I don't confide in anyone anymore, not even my parents. People are just going to laugh at you and call you names or feel ashamed to be around you (or to have given birth to you, in the case of my parents). Or maybe I just need to grow a thicker skin and stop being a wuss.

Don't get me wrong. I feel bad for Dammie, even though I don't know his relation to "Cassie" or whatever her name was. When someone offs themselves, especially if they don't tell you anything, it hurts, and you feel it's your fault and that you could've done something to prevent it. But the reality is there was nothing you could do in the first place. If people are so bent on killing themselves, they'll refuse to listen to anyone who cares enough to convince them to do the contrary.

Also, I assume Dammie thinks my comments were directed toward his dead friend. They weren't. I was speaking about suicidal people as a whole.

So, to conclude, you people call me "insensitive" because of what I said (Mobius even goes as far as to call me immoral.) Fine. I'm an arrogant, cowardly, miserable son of a b***h. I see the glass as completely empty. I hate everybody and everything. Sure, fine, whatever. You have a right to believe what you want about me. I'm used to it. But there's a reason some people call suicide a coward's death.