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[IY_and_MCR]

*Returns from breif absence*

I wish you were queen  

[lurichan]

It seems to be the gathering hour this evening. Greetings to those who have recently found their way here.  

[ieatyourtclol]

lurichan

celebie.exe

ninja

(EF)

What does that mean?

F ... k

I was being polite

However, now that you have appeared before me asking said question, I can now attempt assassination attempt 3

 

[IY_and_MCR]

How are you, lurichan, Dr, and celebie?

I wanna outrace the speed of pain  

[Dr_lecter1988]

assasins are nifty, but bad for one's health  

[lurichan]

celebie.exe

lurichan

celebie.exe

ninja

(EF)

What does that mean?

F ... k

I was being polite

However, now that you have appeared before me asking said question, I can now attempt assassination attempt 3

With the mood I'm in currently I might just stand still and allow you to...  

[lurichan]

IY_and_MCR

How are you, lurichan, Dr, and celebie?

I wanna outrace the speed of pain

I've had better days.... I had a meltdown at work where I devolved into a quivering crying pile of goo.... so right now saying I'm unstable is an understatement really.  

[Dr_lecter1988]

*hugs luri* i hope you feel better. do you mind if i ask what's wrong?  

[lurichan]

Dr_lecter1988

*hugs luri* i hope you feel better. do you mind if i ask what's wrong?

*points upwards* Just a lot of things swirling together into one giant glob of self-hate and self-loathing really. I should really be thinking about things and working through them, but instead I'm trying to numb my mind a little bit. -_-* Ever the procrastinator it seems.  

[IY_and_MCR]

lurichan

I've had better days.... I had a meltdown at work where I devolved into a quivering crying pile of goo.... so right now saying I'm unstable is an understatement really.

I'm sorry to hear that, lurichan.
I wish I could help, but I am useless in the area of comforting and advice.

A pill to make you numb  

[Dr_lecter1988]

... ok. i speak from experience, when if gets to the point of breakdowns, procrastinating becomes very detrimental. the breakdowns after the firstone tend to progressively worsen. well at least for me. *hug* truly, i hope you feel better, and can work things out.  

[lurichan]

I think I just need to find something to feel like I'm actually accomplishing something. I just don't know what that something should be. I don't know.

Don't worry about me too much, I just have to work through it a bit I suppose. I don't have the energy for that tonight though. I don't even know if I'll have the energy for it tomarrow. -_-* I've been kindof without energy for a while now though it feels like overall. Just drained.  

[Dr_lecter1988]

organize the guild?  

[lurichan]

Dr_lecter1988

organize the guild?

Generally speaking re-organizing the guild would just be doing add on work to things already in place, not really doing anything myself.  

[lurichan]

Hmm, doritos... horribly bad for me and stale to boot. -_-*