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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 10:09 pm
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TeaDidikai Illiezeulette Calixti I do not feel welcome here. I do not feel safe here. My mother is expecting the impossible of me, and being angry when I fail to measure up. I want to go home. crying I want to go back to school and away from my mother as well, though my mom and I have different issues. When you return, we should get together again after you have decompressed.
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 10:39 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 5:28 am
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CuAnnan Shearaha Before her declaw my Shearaha was a holy terror at the vets. We were asked not to return to 3 different offices, 4 if I include the clininc that did her declaw. She still bites, but our current vet is willing to work around that, provide I'm the one holding her head. Even as difficult as they are I still really enjoy working with cats. I've thought about volunteering at one of the non-profit spay/neuter programs so I can work with cats more often, but I just don't have the time right now. Houdini is the nicest cat I have ever been the human of. He never bites or scratches, even the vet. When I take him to the vet, he just tries to climb back into his cage. My Beau was like this. Not a mean bone in his body, Havens I miss that cat. I keep hoping that he's doing well with his new family and that they love him as much as I did.
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 11:12 am
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 11:15 am
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 11:17 am
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Cyrus the Elder Collowrath What else would you call Ghaza and the West Bank? "Forcibly closed communities from which you are not allowed to leave, where you must work where no work is to be found, with no electricity or running water at the whims of the regime, subject to random bombing and shelling campaigns targeting civilians and UN observers, also subject to random bulldozing to make way for better settlers?" Politically appeasing fronts. I'm talking blatant shipping of Palestinians into camps with the words "Death Camp" at the entrance. They'd likely think they could get away with it ********, let's be honest, they likely really could. Quote: Yes, very depressing and enraging. sad Yup.
Since this has come to light, I'm just not sure what to think anymore.
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 12:42 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 1:22 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 2:16 pm
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TeaDidikai Recursive Paradox It's real now. It's actually real. I'm honest to gods exiled from my family. They've tossed away their child like trash. They aren't letting me back for Christmas. I want to hate them for this. I hate that I can't hate them for this. My solution for this is that there's the family you're born into and then there's the family you choose. It doesn't take the hurt away, but it can help strengthen a person so the abuse cycle doesn't continue.
I'm trying. I'm trying really hard. I think it's gonna be a long while before this holiday stops bleeding me, even with the family I'm building here.
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Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2009 2:30 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 7:54 am
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TeaDidikai Recursive Paradox I'm trying. I'm trying really hard. I think it's gonna be a long while before this holiday stops bleeding me, even with the family I'm building here. Don't beat yourself up over it not happening overnight. I don't know what your home life was like growing up, but if it resembles mine in anyway- it's taken decades and further trauma before I could get to a place where I'm even what would resemble "okay".
Thank you. It may not seem like it, but you're helping a lot right now. So, thank you.
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Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 9:20 am
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Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 1:24 pm
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TeaDidikai Recursive Paradox Thank you. It may not seem like it, but you're helping a lot right now. So, thank you. Welcome. I also want to point out that the fact that you are examining your feelings- that's progress. It's really the first step to developing a healthy understanding of the relationship, it's dysfunction and what it will take for you to heal. It sucks. It hurts like hell, and it is a fountain of personal doubt and all kinds of emotions that are very painful. But it is also a turning point. Take pride in the fact that you are working towards healing, working to break a cycle that can utterly ruin people. It's a mark of character that you should cherish within yourself.
Thank you. It does hurt like hell, but it's nice to know that the pain is a part of a path out of this.
Quote: Also, never mention this to anyone. You're going to ruin my reputation for being a heartless b***h.
My lips are sealed. Don't worry, the fluffies would never believe me anyways. XD
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Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 3:05 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 4:36 pm
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