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 Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 4:45 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:-  Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
That part was true and maybe just a little Izzy regretted keeping this Narcissus in the dark. But even Izzy had to take care of himself at times so maybe he should have been so bothered by the thought. Beingpuhsed as he was he tried to find something to hold on to but Narcissus pressed in.
He stumbled and actually hit his head as he was pushed back into the bookcase feeling the hard surface of bound books and he outcrop of shelves behind him.
For a moment he did have an answer to those words, he knew that Narcissus did have a variety of partners prior to meeting him. "Ok so maybe I was wrong about types you find attractive. Maybe it was just me at the time. I didn't think I should be attracted to you because you were my JOB. I knew I shouldn't have let you kiss me. I knew I should have just kept everything on a professional level. But you were persistent and wouldn't take no for an answer. It was foolish of me I know...but..."
He didn't finish the sentence as he was forced back.
"You were happy!" he responded defiantly while holding that cruel gaze upon his own steeled one. "There's nothing wrong with being happy and opening up a little. And sometimes I was more than your manager to you.. Even if you find that hard to accept." Izzy put his hand on top of Narcissus' to keep himself from being choked by the collar.
But then the next line, he had trouble answering because after his was slammed hard against the book shelves, it knocked the air right out of him. He gasped back the breath and looked up into those eyes. There was a bit of softening in his gaze as he looked up at the face before him.
"No...it's not that....Narcissus. It's not about you at all. Narcissus will always be Narcissus." He reached up and stroked that soft cheek so close to those cruel eyes. "Without you, I'd never have learned that there was so much more...that Akihiko was the man behind you. Someone who's dreams and desires filtered through you. So yes, I do want someone back but that person is Akihiko. And I can't help but care for you...because you gave him a means to express himself."
Izzy prepared himself for the next onslaught, he realized that his back just earned another round of bruises. He didn't want to hurt Narcissus because he was his star but he had to stop the man if he went any further.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 4:52 pm
Let the Memories of the Evening be...
the first think that you think of------------------------------------------------}:- Tanaka Michi
Physical Therapist
Fingertips...walking up your spine...a tongue sliding right behind..
"15...20...ah.. sure. Well ok but I'm still not sure I'm really singer material. I don't know anything about music not like the people I'm helping out here. It's not like I've studied or anything." Michi couldn't understand what Nezumi saw in him when to Michi, his talents were in his hands.
Of course, the fingers clasping his own and that squeaky voice with a blush was just cute. Michi had to smirk and wondered if the man was coming on to him again. Probably? Oh and those cheeks became even a much darker red. Michi leaned in and whispered in Nezumi's ear, "Are you sure its my voice you're wanting to hear...or should I be looking forward to a more vocal performance from yourself. His breath just warmed the lobe of the man's ear teasing it slightly.
-:{------------------------------------------------when you open up your eyes and see me.
...Dark Star.
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:02 pm
He was trembling now, nervous, absurdly anxious, and...a little bit turned on.
"Ah...ah...ah...ah.....I...want to hear you sing. Because...you...you have a great voice, and it needs to be heard...I..." his sputtering was cut short by what the masseuse whispered in his ear just then.
Tanaka thought he was inviting him...to bed!
Well...the man was good looking.
So good looking, in fact, that, perhaps, he could put aside the fact that he was a company employee, and a "he", and just....go for it.
His family would frown on such things, though...he knew that. Hence...his constant denial of what he really felt and wanted. Nezumi had always preferred...men. It was just an issue...of shame. Probably a huge cause of his tension and stress, as well.
Leaning back on the table, the mousy manager looked up at Michi from beneath his eyelashes, his glasses slipping down his nose cutely.
"Wh...whatever do you mean, Tanaka-san?"
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:12 pm
Let the Memories of the Evening be...
the first think that you think of------------------------------------------------}:-  Tanaka Michi
Physical Therapist
Fingertips...walking up your spine...a tongue sliding right behind..
Dang, this guy was a triple tease leaning back like that after such a stutter of cute words from those thin lips. Yes, Michi was sure there was interest there and the body seemed to be saying more than the mouth was letting on. But surely the mouth had to be the one to say...yes...Right?
Ok...so Michi instead of taking chances with his new career, he lifted the manager's knee and kneaded into the calf. "Yare Yare...you're a minx if I ever met one. But alright, you can here my voice for now but one day, I want to hear 'yours'." he winked and then popped the kneecap back into place while the man was distracted. Oh, yes, Michi also knew how to distract to get the job done and it was a heck of a lot of fun with the right men. Nezumi appeared to be one of those. But Michi guessed that Nezumi would start feeling a bit of relief in his body soon enough.
"So...I've got an hour open just before I've got to run off to Narcissus. But...I don't know where to go here. I just started at the main offices recently so I don't know my way around."
-:{------------------------------------------------when you open up your eyes and see me.
...Dark Star.
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:19 pm
Pulling into the Ohayou parking garage, Kai turned off his car and moved in his seat so that he could fully look at Chiyou now. "It'll be cold, even at the beach... we'd need to bring plenty of blankets, especially if we go at night." he teased.
Nakai reached out one hand, cupping the younger man's chin and tilting it back slowly. "I think a rub down would be just what the doctor ordered..." he whispered, before placing his lips against those of Chiyou, kissing him teasingly... tenderly...
He just wanted the vocalist begging for more.
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:22 pm
There was a pop in his knee, and suddenly his whole leg felt relaxed, loosening up immediately.
Letting his head fall back, Nezumi moaned in pleasure. Perhaps, a bit too much pleasure, as there was obviously something to be seen now in the front of his pants.
"Minx?", he asked, crossing his legs demurely, obviously trying to hide himself, "I'm just a manager..." his blush was practically burning him now.
"Um...tell me...where do you need to go? I can get you there, easily. Do you have the time right now to come with me, though, or was there an appointment first?"
After all, the mousy man knew these halls like a maze with cheese at the finish. He could get anyone anywhere in here, be it now, or later.
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:24 pm
Naoko couldn't help but laugh softly, "Yeah... mommy does like it..." he teased, wrapping his arms around Ryu's neck.
The blond threw a smile to the small puppy, who promptly jumped off the bed and ran to get in her own. She curled up after nesting in and, seemingly, fell asleep, her back to them both.
"Looks like our baby's angry..." the pianist smiled, pulling his akuma close just before those devilish teeth sank into his neck. Amber eyes widened for a moment, before a soft moan escaped him.
"Ryu-kun..." Naoko whispered, his hands linking together behind the violinist's neck. "It's dark in here... are you trying to devour me?"
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:30 pm
Angrily, Narcissus slapped Izzy's hand away, releasing the man and stepping back. "Means? You're a piece of work, Izzy Lucky... thinking that appealing to the man beneath the mask is actually going to work. Of course I damn well know that Narcissus isn't me. What do you think I am, insane?" he laughed, putting his hands on his hips as he paced away then turned to glare at the megane-clad man.
"You're all wanting Akihiko. You're all wanting ME. I don't ******** want to be ME! Don't you get that?! You think I'm Narcissus out of some grand fun game?! You'll never SEE the real me, Izzy Lucky. Because I ******** HATE me."
Enraged, Narcissus grabbed a vase sitting on one of the bookshelf shelves and hurled it across the room. He was so damn angry... wanting so bad to just take it out on the man standing but feet away.
Yet he knew what Hiroki would do if he did...
Hell, maybe pushing the man had already been too far.
"I don't want your pity or sympathy or anything else for that matter. I don't want to be happy like that. I want to just BE Narcissus." turning to his manager, blue gaze cold, he shook his head. "I don't want 'Akihiko' on that damned DVD. Do you understand?"
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:32 pm
Let the Memories of the Evening be...
the first think that you think of------------------------------------------------}:- Tanaka Michi
Physical Therapist
Fingertips...walking up your spine...a tongue sliding right behind..
Well something gave Michi the answer he was looking for especially when those legs moved. His eyes just wandered over Nezumi and realized he'd probably have to get this one out of the office in order to eat the cheese that hung before him like bait!
"Manager..yeah alright." he grinned as he let go of Nezumi's leg. "I'm needed at Norita Sando's office. He sprained his ankle the other day so I'm suppose to do an eval since he's got a young star he's in charge of. So I was looking for his office. Should take me about an hour then I've got my open hour." he answered then started gathering up his gear.
-:{------------------------------------------------when you open up your eyes and see me.
...Dark Star.
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:33 pm
Nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
Ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru---
"Huh? But I though Okinawa was having a warm spell for this time of yea..." Chiyou was cut off as Nakai's lips found his, and he began to kiss back, slowly, sweetly, passionately.
Wrapping his arms around the older man, he let one fall, and his hand went down to the side of his seat, searching around until he found the lever to let his seat back down. With his seat reclined, Chiyou wrapped his other arm around the guitarist again and leaned back, pulling him out of the driver's seat and on top of him as he playfully wrapped his legs around the man's hips, pressing his lips against Nakai's and kissing him over and over, his slim body writhing around like he couldn't stand not being touched by the older blond.
---Mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa glaring one way
Kogoe sou na boku wo terasu
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:52 pm
 ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"Mm...baby will get over it. Mommy and Daddy need their time to themselves, ya know." he looked over at the dejected little girl, then slipped a leg over his lover, making sure the covers were over them securely. "There is no try, only do." Ryu joked, referring to that silly Star Wars movie he had loved so much as a kid. Even with his teasing, he didn't hesitate to turn Naoko's head to the other side and sink his teeth in there, licking and suckling against the tender flesh. Oh, but how he loved to make his "wife" moan and shiver. It really was delicious. Truly delicious...every time he tasted the pianist it left a sweet taste in his mouth, something akin to a caramel apple, or a sugared pastry. Looking down at Naoko in the dim light beneath the blankets, Ryu's eyes seemed to glow like two red stars, giving him an eerie, demonic look as he licked his lips, fingernails clawing down the blond's sides. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 5:56 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
Izzy's hand didn't reach the bookcase fortunately because Izzy surely had enough with getting injured. He straightened his suit as Narcissus finally set him free and then he stormed over and picked up the remote.
Oh Izzy just knew where Narcissus wanted to throw that vase, he was just thankful that the man was smart enough this time not to throw it at him. "Oh sure, you hate yourself right now but I think you were learning to Accept yourself then. It took A LOT out of you to be thrown on the streets... No one would take you in. I took you in even with that Foul attitude because I gave a damn about you as a star and a person. In three months you got to see that other people didn't mind seeing glimpse of the real you. And you may not admit it to anyone that you care but You DO! You're not such a cold hearted b*****d that your stage name makes you out to be."
He moved and turned on the DVD letting the song pour into the room. "That...that is Akihiko's heart and soul up there on stage. Your fans may not know it but I do. He's not going to die off because YOU right now are too afraid to be him. And don't give me that crap that you don't want to be Happy like that! Everyone wants a slice of happiness in life. And that happiness you see on this stage was happiness YOU created. Not some shim sham fed to you by money or power. It's what you earned!" Izzy's manager self had a mix of his feeling laced through those comments but he wasn't about to let Narcissus get away with the last few lines that pissed off the manager completely.
"And I DO NOT pity you. I've had a hard life too. Understand? Oh yes, I understand. I understand that you've shelled yourself up again like 3 months ago. That's not your fault because amnesia sucks but reality is, I'm not letting you ruin this DVD with your fears. Yeah, I...care you but I'm not stupid. I'm a good manager and I can see where this DVD is going to rocket your career. So we're going to look at this DVD realistically because we aren't re-shooting. You're going to pick out things based on style and taste not...the 'I'm afraid' line because that isn't going to cut it. Not with me...or with Shou." he stood firm and passionate in his own convictions because he had been pushed to his own edge. His back also hurt and that in itself made the manager cranky and added to his desire to protect the valuable vision that Akihiko had invested so much into.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 6:02 pm
"Norita Sando...it's just a few doors down, right around the corner." Nezumi said as he stood, smoothing out his suit, still trying to cover up his situation.
Quietly, he helped the masseuse gather up his things.
"Um...thank you...for helping me out. You really didn't have to. How much do I owe you?" he asked, not taking into account that the man was probably on company payroll by now. Honestly, he really didn't think much about how that might impact things. Of course, if the higher-ups really saw the talent in the man that Nezumi did, then of course they would take the man off the books as a physical therapist and put him on as a star...but would that be something Michi actually wanted? Well, technically, he could do both jobs...though he would really, really have to love his work to keep doing it after hitting the spotlight, and gaining fame and fortune. Even so, it was an option.
Opening the office door, he motioned for Tanaka to follow him as he started down the hall.
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 6:12 pm
Let the Memories of the Evening be...
the first think that you think of------------------------------------------------}:- Tanaka Michi
Physical Therapist
Fingertips...walking up your spine...a tongue sliding right behind..
"Thanks" answered Michi as they finally got the stuff together and walked down the hall. "You're welcome. Oh nothing, hey remember I'm on the books here now. So it's part of my job." A job he did enjoy now that he worked for Ohayou and Narcissus. So much better than his previous situation.
And who knew what he might think of a life as a singer. Well, he wasn't that confident in those sort of skills. It would take time to learn but maybe someone could convince him that was a fine road to go too.
He walked into Norito Sando's office and waved back at Nezumi before he left. "I'll see you in awhile." was all he said before getting to the matters at hand.
After about an hour, Michi folded up his table and walked out of Norita-san's office, then stretched up against a wall wishing at times he had his own massage therapist. Closing his eyes for a second, he didn't know what to think about what Nezumi-san wanted but..he said he would.
Standing back up, he walked back to Nezumi's office and knocked. "Hello, Nezumi-san, I'm done with my appointment."
-:{------------------------------------------------when you open up your eyes and see me.
...Dark Star.
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2011 6:18 pm
He absorbed...
Listened...
And then...
"Pick out what you want then." Akihiko spoke, his voice calm and cold, frigid as an ice storm. "You're so set on putting out the product. Then do it. But you do it without my consent or help." the musician spoke, turning from Izzy Lucky and leaving the room.
He paused, just in the hallway, and wondered for a moment if the other man was right.
Shaking his head, Narcissus descended the staircase to his bedroom, opened, then slammed the door behind him.
As soon as he was within that small paradise, the sounds of the waterfall hit him and began to soothe the sudden torment in his heart and mind.
He stood there for some time, leaning against the door, just listening.
Then, pulling his cell phone from his pocket, he sent a simple text to Hiroki Asato.
You have got to be ******** with me. Am I the only one who didn't know Izzy Lucky was in love with the REAL me?
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