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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 5:57 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 6:06 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 6:15 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 6:21 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 6:32 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 6:46 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 7:00 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 7:08 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 7:15 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 7:29 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 7:40 pm
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Daniel spun around, now upset and confused.
"What are you talking about? Other language? I said what I said as clear as I am now. But yes, I am alive. Can I enjoy it? No. No, I have to carry on, stumbling in the dark, with the threat of halál und unichtozhenie hanging over my head. And possibly not just my own, but for everyone, and everything."
Daniel's voice was raising now, anger seeping into his face and tone. He spun back away, breathing heavily through clenched teeth.
"And I'm angry. I'm furious! I failed. On multiple occasions, that I get. But I don't what? And I'm angry for that, and I don't why. I just want it to stop!"
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 7:55 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 8:06 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 8:12 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 8:27 pm
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Daniel's entire body shook now. He squeezed his eyes shut, as if that would help to stem the tide of self ridicule repeating in his head. The anger, loathing, the regret. All of it aimed at himself. He looked back up, trembling, eyes bloodshot, and his chest heaving. He felt as if he would burst from within.
"Nadya méritait mieux que moi!"
His eyes shot wide in cold realization of the words he spoke. He still trembled, but he knew the words he spoke. Emotion momentarily drained from his face.
"She deserved...deserved better...than..."
Daniel's hands rose to his head as he fought to regain control. The pain was for a reason. He was uncomfortable around people for a reason. The anguish that began flowing, the sorrow that poured through him, it was all for a reason. Daniel collapsed to his knees, his head spinning. He could see though. Could Jessi there, looking at him in fear. As she should. I'm dangerous to be around. What? With a wordless roar Daniel spun and threw himself through the doorway and vanished. On the floor where he had fallen, lay a single scrap of folded paper.
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