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Posted: Fri May 03, 2013 3:10 pm
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Dear A**hole,
You know exactly what you did to me, so stop apologizing. You know exactly what you did, and no matter how many times you say sorry, I know you don't regret it. You just regret the fact that you hadn't done it later, so you could still be f****** me right now. And I was a dumb***. I was an idiot for coming back to you, not only the first time, but the second time too. I was an idiot for ever listening to you, and I'm even more of an idiot for believing you. But after all these mistakes and traumatic experiences, I grew. And I realized that I DON'T need you. I NEVER needed you, and I never will need you, you disgusting son of a b**** ******, you stupid **** ****** you are a pathetic excuse for a human being, a waste of space, a heartless *******. HOW THE HELL COULD YOU DO THAT TO HER SISTER, YOU SICK ****. That's right. You should really hide your tracks better. I know allllllllllllll about you. And now M, L, and J know everything I do. Say hi to your parents for me! Cause--OH YEA, they know too wink Who's the dumb*** now, dumb***. And tomorrow, be prepared for the biggest surprise of your miserable life. There's that saying that you should never seek revenge but in this case it's worth it, and even you know you deserve it. I just wanted to say ******** you, for doing me wrong. But thank you, for making me strong.
P.S.: It wasn't the neighbors who backed up into your new car.
Vroom vroom motherf*****.
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Posted: Fri May 03, 2013 3:11 pm
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Dear Dad,
I heard about your possible plans about sending me to live with my aunt and her partner. Possibly next year. Why didn't you tell me because you know, I'd really have some s**t to say about that situation. Like, I don't ******** don't want to live with you anymore after that big fight where you threw something at me and threatened to kill me with a Coke can, and wouldn't apologise until I had to first even though I was fighting for my dignity because you have no hope in me. Oh, and because mum ******** flip flops in anyway that will make me happy. Like when she offered to get me help with my emotional issues, but when he got angry when he found out, you said I was just being ******** you.
A ******** you for when you said you were cool with not being straight, and then turned around a year later and told me I didn't know what the ******** I was, saying that it's just crushes because I won't grow up. So excuse me~ for not wasting breath by saying "who will I be sexually and/or romantically attracted to next? A boy? A girl? Androgynous? Bigender? Agender?" ******** sake.
So yeah. I'mma confront you, Mum, about the moving thing, because you and this ******** town are going to rot the soul right out of me.
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Kitsune Ametheyst Destiny
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Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 12:42 pm
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Posted: Wed May 22, 2013 1:26 pm
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Posted: Wed May 29, 2013 6:39 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 15, 2013 1:10 pm
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**** YOU. I ALREADY TOLD YOU IT'S OVER STOP SENDING ME THOSE "I LOVE YOU" TEXTS. STILL. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. It was pretty sad when you first started doing it, I wanted to help you but I ******* can't if you continue to tell everybody that nothing happened and we're still together. You ******* think I'm cool with it too? You honestly ******* think I don't ******* CARE ABOUT YOUR ******* LIFE? WHAT THE **** MAN? I've tried okay. I tried helping you, but everything I do for you won't help at all if you don't stop and ******* listen. You think breaking up with this one girl is worth your ******* life? I thought you were better than that, I honestly did. I've been to HELL as compared to your ******* life, you don't see me complaining every single day to you. I don't bring up the ******* topic every night, I don't ******* want to talk to you any more, the only way you're going to move on is when I just stop talking to you. I'm sorry, but I don't want you to hurt yourself. I used to love you, I really did, but I can't if you don't even listen to me. You have to be ******* strong. Please. Every time we talk about it, every time your ******* friends bring up the topic, every time the friends who still think we're still together ask, what am I supposed to say? You can't continue ******* lying to everybody. And you still don't know what has gotten over me and made me want us to end it all? YOU ******* CONSIDER THE ******* A*****E WHO MADE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF YOUR BEST FRIEND. HOW SCREWED UP IS THAT? I STILL ******* CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP BECAUSE OF THAT ******* B*****D AND YOU STILL THINK HE'S COOL? WHAT THE ****. And one more thing. STOP ******* TALKING TO MY SISTER YOU A**HOLE. SHE'S ******* TWELVE. I DON'T WANT A SICK ******* TALKING TO HER LIKE YOU DO. You think I'm into my best friend instead? At least he had the decency to not remind me everyday that I just can't do it, at least he wants me to be happy, unlike you, who just wants me. You think that was ******* true love? I swear to God all I want to do is punch you in the ******* face and tell you to ******* get out of my life if you're going to continue acting this way. **** you.
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Posted: Tue Jul 16, 2013 6:20 am
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Posted: Wed Aug 07, 2013 9:44 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 16, 2013 11:00 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 3:33 am
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******** you, ex-boyfriend who still manages to ******** my head up by just existing, even though it's been almost a year since we've even seen each other.
I thought I had gotten it all out of my system already, but you keep crawling back into my head and making me struggle with depression.
You led me on for a year that I KNOW OF, and it's possible for two years out of the three years we were together that you lied to my face about loving me. You were seeing someone else behind my back and I feel stupid about believing you when you were caught with her by my best friend at the grocery store forever ago. I BELIEVED YOU OVER HER AND IT WAS A LIE. That girl was your cousin? No, she was your co-worker and I found that out way after the fact. I bet that's why you really left that job and found another one, because you didn't want to get caught up in "employee relationship" mumbo jumbo.
It was because she already had a kid, wasn't it? You wanted a family one day and I didn't want to talk about having kids because we're in our twenties and I'd rather be emotionally and financially secure before even thinking about pro-creating. You know how OCD I am about messes and, let's face it, children make messes; they are allowed to, it's how they learn. I can't deal with that and don't want to end up starting off a child wrong mentally.
I found out you were with her a month after our last intimate moment. You told me it was the last time you were going to 'fall off the face of the earth' from me, because you already did that twice already. I feel stupid for believing you. I would have been happy being friends with you again, since all I ever wanted was for you to be happy. You couldn't even tell me to my face that you found someone else? That she made you happy? I would have been better if you had the courage to actually tell me that, you low coward.
Worst of all, I found out you both got married a few months ago, that the wedding was in March. You 'left me' in late October; no one plans things that quickly, CERTAINLY NOT YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE VERY DETAIL ORIENTED AND NEVER RUSH INTO ANYTHING. So, you had to been with her when you were with me. Makes me sick.
Worst part is is that with the guy I'm with now, sometime things that happen or are said remind me of you and it just makes me ill. I don't want to think about you, I don't want you in my life, and I don't want these feelings to keep me from being happy.
I'm sick of crying over you when I have someone who makes me happier. I'm sick of remembering all these bad things that happened between us because it gets me nowhere.
You never did return that book I loaned you. Asked you about it for over a year and you 'kept ******** ********. You.
Oh, and ******** you to replying to the PM I sent you on Gaia. I only PMed you because it was eating me alive not confronting what you did and I knew you never check your Gaia anymore. Suddenly, when I DON'T WANT YOU TO ANSWER ME, you do, and it's with all the same s**t you've told me before. "I'm sorry" this, "I'm sorry" that, "You deserve someone better than me" blah blah ******** BLAH! I did find someone better, your hollow words only angered me. Completely soured the wound I was trying to heal.
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 5:53 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 6:19 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 6:52 am
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******** you, random ******** dude that walked into my house yesterday.
Yeah, I heard you knocking on the door, but I wasn't going to answer because I looked and felt like s**t and you woke me up when I dozed off. What do you do instead of just leaving like a normal person? YOU WALK INTO MY ******** HOUSE. WHO EVER DOES THAT? You didn't know if this "Parker" or who/whatever you were saying/calling out was even there. Sure, I may have forgotten to lock the front door the night before and I already beat myself up mentally about that, but that does not give you the right to OPEN THE ******** DOOR. If someone is expecting you over, they would have greeted you or left the door open for you to come in. NORMAL PEOPLE TEND TO CALL BEFORE DROPPING BY RANDOMLY. I'M SURE THAT IF YOU CALLED, YOU WOULD HAVE FIGURED OUT YOU WERE AT THE WRONG HOUSE OR WHATEVER THE ******** THE ISSUE ******** YOU, FOR MAKING ME ABUSE CAPS LOCK BECAUSE THIS SITUATION IS KIND OF ******** TRAUMATIZING AND CAPITAL LETTERS ACCURATELY CONVEY MY ******** you for bringing about this situation that has me bouncing through emotions so quickly, I can't just get over it. It keeps sneaking back on me. One moment, I'm poking fun at myself because of my stupidity, then I switch to being mad at myself, then I burst into tears because this whole thing is just...stupid and ******** you because now every little sound in the house wakes me up. I used to be able to sleep through my cats moving through the house or playing, but now even that makes me flash back to hearing your dumb footsteps in my ******** you for making me feel ******** me, Ingou, because you should have just confronted the guy, because you were still sleep-dazed and didn't think to write down the make and model of the car and make sure to get a good look at the guy to get a description down. You didn't call the police because you feel like there isn't enough there at all and it not like anything happened that they could investigate. You know better than to cower like that; you are so much stronger than this.
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 10:03 am
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