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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 8:48 am
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maenad nuri Recursive Paradox maenad nuri Recursive Paradox It's been nonstop since the symptoms of ADD started manifesting visibly to other people. There has literally been no break except when I isolate myself or go places where it's less visible (like at a movie or something) I wish I could say it gets better, but it's more you make others get used to it. I used to be able to go to parties...now I have to avoid them. The combination Introvert/ADHD does not go well. Being an extrovert has helped, but I still can't catch a break in any professional or class situation. I've had to shed friends too, for mocking my distractability and my hyperfocusing. I'm just done with people downing me. I stick with friends that downing is part of friendly teasing and if it goes too far, it stops with a word. My best friend has an LD and we seriously tease each other back and forth. But we also back each other up. (Know what makes it REALLY difficult? Since Philip is autistic, and it runs in the family, I have a few tendencies. The resistance to change in plans is one...)
It's very rarely friendly teasing anymore. If they stopped when I called them out for going to far, it'd be okay. But they don't, so they're gone.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 10:55 am
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Recursive Paradox It's very rarely friendly teasing anymore. If they stopped when I called them out for going to far, it'd be okay. But they don't, so they're gone.
Good. Cause that's just manners --
Story: Today, a few friends and I were hanging out at a restaurant, in one of those corner style booths. Another friend was trying to get out and R just sat blocking her. We are a very physical group, the type of friends that slap and hit and pull. It's expected, and if there are problems, we handle it.
I pulled his hair by the mohawk to get him to move. He grabbed my hand, and made me let go, growling, "never do that again."
He looked so shocked that I just said, "okay" and "I'm sorry." that it took him a few moments to apologize for grabbing my hand. Because a lot of people just get defensive trying to say that they didn't do anything wrong, whereas I know I did something wrong because I didn't know his boundaries. The two are not exclusive.
We're all good, of course, because while we are that physical type of group, we know that when someone has their boundaries, we honor them.
Now I just have to get him to stop seeing feminist as a dirty word, and stop saying the r-word and we'd be all cool. I cringed several times during our meeting today.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 11:38 am
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 11:52 am
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CuAnnan Most of my social circles are tactile. Like we were in Washington tactile. Huggy, cuddly, hand-holdy. However, if someone grabbed or tugged my tail there'd be a painful wristlock and an apology forthcoming before I know what's going on. Muscle memory's good that way. Just for future reference. .... now that I think of it, that's what set my teeth on edge that time.
See, this is all fighters -- we're play violence tactile. And that's the sort we are, but each person has their areas where it doesn't fly. For me, I can't be picked up off the ground. The last time someone did that, he also turned me upside down. He was kicked in the face, because I was panicking. I can't stand either of those.
...That's also my "I beat up a marine" story.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 2:11 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 4:13 pm
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Most of our recent fights begin because of your unabashed bigotry. You have problems with every group of people, if they are not cisgendered, white, and Christian. You've even expressed problems with my bisexuality, though of course not if it benefits you in any way. You express these problems as generalizations and refuse to admit that they might be wrong - and then you say, "It's true; ask my dad!" Hun, your dad isn't a sociologist. He didn't go to college. He doesn't have any credibility on whether or not, for instance, the majority of blacks are bad people. In fact, he's kind of a bigot, too. It's getting to the point that I can't talk about certain things - like my sister or people I know - without it turning into a fight, because you say something offensive and I call you on it, and instead of saying, "I'm sorry, honey, I won't say that again," you get angry at me like I'm in the wrong and tell me I have a "saving the world" complex. Wtf? No, I don't give a s**t about saving anyone, I just don't want to be married to an ignorant bigot.
If this tears us apart, I swear, I'll kick your a**.
And the funniest ******** thing is that you have black family members that you have no problems with, and your former best friend was openly transgendered.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 5:15 pm
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maenad nuri Story: Today, a few friends and I were hanging out at a restaurant, in one of those corner style booths. Another friend was trying to get out and R just sat blocking her. We are a very physical group, the type of friends that slap and hit and pull. It's expected, and if there are problems, we handle it. I pulled his hair by the mohawk to get him to move. He grabbed my hand, and made me let go, growling, "never do that again." He looked so shocked that I just said, "okay" and "I'm sorry." that it took him a few moments to apologize for grabbing my hand. Because a lot of people just get defensive trying to say that they didn't do anything wrong, whereas I know I did something wrong because I didn't know his boundaries. The two are not exclusive. We're all good, of course, because while we are that physical type of group, we know that when someone has their boundaries, we honor them. Now I just have to get him to stop seeing feminist as a dirty word, and stop saying the r-word and we'd be all cool. I cringed several times during our meeting today.
I'm tactile in that I'm huggy and I'll poke people but any of the slap fighting pretend violence stuff just bothers me way too much to do with anyone.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 5:31 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 5:49 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 6:01 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 10:18 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 02, 2009 6:52 am
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Posted: Mon Nov 02, 2009 8:36 am
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Posted: Mon Nov 02, 2009 8:55 am
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maenad nuri Recursive Paradox I'm tactile in that I'm huggy and I'll poke people but any of the slap fighting pretend violence stuff just bothers me way too much to do with anyone. Difference between folk. I mean, this group of people routinely go around beating each other with padded sticks. Our level is going to be calibrated different than others. It's more like the horseplay with my brother. I'm not that way around the bellydancers, for example, nor when I was at Re-Con.
Yeah definitely. I don't hug folk unless I know they're okay with it.
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