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 Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:11 pm
I don't like crying.
Recently, It's come way too easy. I used to never cry, and then once I hit a depression phase, I cried for nothing at all.
When that blew over, the tearful me sort of stayed behind. I guess I'm just a little weaker neutral
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:14 pm
.Sodomy.On.A.Stick. Funkyblueeyes IY_and_MCR Luckily, the woman doesn't throw anything. The majority of the time she's awake some kind of yelling is going on, but I pretty much learn to ignore her and she usualy just tires of it and learns to be quiet. You are my favoriteMy mom doesn't even yell. Unless I'm depressed or pms'ing, I don't cry ever xd But my mom, all it takes is for her to tell me she's disappointed and I can burst into tears. She has a way of saying it, it's like torture. She IS torture itself! It almost seems like it would be easier if she threw plates and stuff. But not my Mom, no. She'll be perfectly happy and peppy, and she transforms into satan! edit: heehee hair change
And the only person who really ever made me cry was my ex-girlfriend =O
Not my mom.
-shrug-
-sigh-
Parents, parents, parents.
Can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em xPWe're less of the throwing type and more the direct fighting type. Though, I haven't accualy hit back in five years. I used to, but then I had a theipist for awhile. Anyway, I'd hate to waste engery fighting back. Not worth the effort. I found out during the weekend I can still almost fake cry if I try really hard. I haven't accualy cried in over a year. I'm not going to make it
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:18 pm
My mom and I have never hit each other.
It's ony her and I living here, so we can only get at each other's throats xD
She's nearly hit me before, but never gone through with it.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:20 pm
@ Funky: I had a really bad time in grade school...
I went through an extremely depressive seventh grade where I nearly killed myself, and I almost murdered someone the same year >.<
((I know it may sound hard to believe coming from me, but 'tis true X.X))
And that kinda sadness, depression, and hatred still lingers in me =/
It's like a side of me I just can't kill.
@ IY: No real fighting here.
I've never truly been in a fight before, and I'm kinda glad.
I'm not the fighting type, really.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:21 pm
Funkyblueeyes My mom and I have never hit each other. It's ony her and I living here, so we can only get at each other's throats xD She's nearly hit me before, but never gone through with it.
Just me 'n' my mom, and we've never hit each other.
If I hit her I'll be sent to military boot camp >.<
Or at least disowned Dx
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:23 pm
Funkyblueeyes My mom and I have never hit each other. It's ony her and I living here, so we can only get at each other's throats xD She's nearly hit me before, but never gone through with it. I guess we're just violent. Eh, it doesn't bother me it just occasionly gets on my nerves. I think it makes her feel like she is still the head of the house. Because of her job I basicly controll what goes on, the boys listen to me more than her sometimes, I've never really listened to her, and I regularly go against her orders. Not just to be difficult, but because I know more about what is going on in the house. So, I've kinda taken over. I live with the woman (mother) and my two brothers. Like violence you kill me
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:25 pm
I push my mom sometimes.
That's because day after day I take what she puts on me, without ever argueing. Then finally she'll say soemthing that will make me feel fat or ugly or stupid and I'll snap.
One time I'll never forget is when she told me I shouldn't put that much McChicken sauce on my burger cuz I'll get fat. I know it doesn't sound big, but when it's MY mom?! Hah, that's saying something.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:29 pm
Funkyblueeyes I push my mom sometimes. That's because day after day I take what she puts on me, without ever argueing. Then finally she'll say soemthing that will make me feel fat or ugly or stupid and I'll snap. One time I'll never forget is when she told me I shouldn't put that much McChicken sauce on my burger cuz I'll get fat. I know it doesn't sound big, but when it's MY mom?! Hah, that's saying something. I don't do anything physical because if I started to fight I'm not sure how well I'd be able to stop. I know I could win a fight with her, but I'm not all that anxious to show her that. It would be a waste of energy. I've always been bigger and I remember she has made some comments, but not many of them have stayed with me. I usualy tune out when she's acting like that so I can usualy forget. Start it all over
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:30 pm
My mother constantly bagged on me because of my ex, and it made me feel terrible D=
Here I was, thinking I was in love with this girl, and my mother was making her out ot be the devil himself Dx
But the problem is....
Now that we're broken up, I see that everything my mother said was true.
D=
-sigh-
Oh well.
And since this is the ChatBox, I believe I have the right to be random =3
So I was thinking...
Maybe we should make a guild birthdays list?
No years or anything.
Just days, so that you know who's birthday it is when, so you can get prezzies or something =O
What do you guys think?
((If you like it, I'm up for facilitating and updating it =3))
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:30 pm
Funkyblueeyes I push my mom sometimes. That's because day after day I take what she puts on me, without ever argueing. Then finally she'll say soemthing that will make me feel fat or ugly or stupid and I'll snap. One time I'll never forget is when she told me I shouldn't put that much McChicken sauce on my burger cuz I'll get fat. I know it doesn't sound big, but when it's MY mom?! Hah, that's saying something. If you said that to someone in my family, we would either: A) Punch you in the face. B) Take your food, and put the sauce on it. then give it back. C) Punch you, take your food, put sauce on both meals and eat them. I wouldn't be able to put up with that kind of thoughts coming from me mum >.<
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:31 pm
IY_and_MCR Funkyblueeyes I push my mom sometimes. That's because day after day I take what she puts on me, without ever argueing. Then finally she'll say soemthing that will make me feel fat or ugly or stupid and I'll snap. One time I'll never forget is when she told me I shouldn't put that much McChicken sauce on my burger cuz I'll get fat. I know it doesn't sound big, but when it's MY mom?! Hah, that's saying something. I don't do anything physical because if I started to fight I'm not sure how well I'd be able to stop. I know I could win a fight with her, but I'm not all that anxious to show her that. I've always been bigger and I remember she has made some comments, but not many of them have stayed with me. I usualy tune out when she's acting like that so I can usualy forget. Start it all overNot physically push, emotionally push.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:32 pm
.Sodomy.On.A.Stick. My mother constantly bagged on me because of my ex, and it made me feel terrible D=
Here I was, thinking I was in love with this girl, and my mother was making her out ot be the devil himself Dx
But the problem is....
Now that we're broken up, I see that everything my mother said was true.
D=
-sigh-
Oh well.
And since this is the ChatBox, I believe I have the right to be random =3
So I was thinking...
Maybe we should make a guild birthdays list?
No years or anything.
Just days, so that you know who's birthday it is when, so you can get prezzies or something =O
What do you guys think?
((If you like it, I'm up for facilitating and updating it =3)) Yeah, sure, I'm game, I can always send some random stuff in people's direction. And it's all for a good cause biggrin Wow, I still can't believe I turn 18 in just over two months.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:32 pm
Hello, Macabre.
How are you?
I was only dreaming
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:32 pm
Macabre_Cogitation Funkyblueeyes I push my mom sometimes. That's because day after day I take what she puts on me, without ever argueing. Then finally she'll say soemthing that will make me feel fat or ugly or stupid and I'll snap. One time I'll never forget is when she told me I shouldn't put that much McChicken sauce on my burger cuz I'll get fat. I know it doesn't sound big, but when it's MY mom?! Hah, that's saying something. If you said that to someone in my family, we would either: A) Punch you in the face. B) Take your food, and put the sauce on it. then give it back. C) Punch you, take your food, put sauce on both meals and eat them. I wouldn't be able to put up with that kind of thoughts coming from me mum >.< off topic, but I like your head, macabre xd Yeah. I could even understand her comment if I was overweight, but I'm actually mysteriously LOSING weight, without diet or excersise or anything!! I'm approx 5'3 I guess, 110lbs, down from 120 a few months ago
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:33 pm
Macabre_Cogitation Funkyblueeyes I push my mom sometimes. That's because day after day I take what she puts on me, without ever argueing. Then finally she'll say soemthing that will make me feel fat or ugly or stupid and I'll snap. One time I'll never forget is when she told me I shouldn't put that much McChicken sauce on my burger cuz I'll get fat. I know it doesn't sound big, but when it's MY mom?! Hah, that's saying something. If you said that to someone in my family, we would either: A) Punch you in the face. B) Take your food, and put the sauce on it. then give it back. C) Punch you, take your food, put sauce on both meals and eat them. I wouldn't be able to put up with that kind of thoughts coming from me mum >.<
And my mom is in NO position to talk, let's just say.
Sooooo.
And how are you today?
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