I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
"I'm very comfortable..." he answered with a warm chuckle.
"Matter of fact, I don't think I could possibly
be any more comfortable."
Sunrise with the one you love...it was romantic, even though they weren't really a couple, and it was from the back of a limo in a hospital parking lot.
"If I had to guess, things have probably stayed the same. Nobody has tried to call either of us, and nobody has come out to the limo. Not even your busy bee Yamada-san." Hayato relaxed, gently massaging along Shou's lower back.
Dare he go lower?
Slowly, slowly, he did dare, his fingers ever-so-sneakily making there way down Shou's back until he was just about to get a luscious handful of the angel's a**...and then his phone rang.
"Ah...jeeze...excuse me..." he apologized, blushing ever-so-slightly as he sat up, maneuvering Shou in his lap so that he was still holding the petit tenshi when he dig his phone out and answered it.
"Moshi moshi?"
"JunJun?" came the satisfied-sounding voice on the other end.
JunJun? Hayato froze, blinking, an icy shiver running up his spine.
Only one person in the world had ever called him that...and he was dead.
Nobody even knew anymore that his real name was Nagasaki Jun. No one!
"Wh...who is this?" he asked, voice quivering, obviously caught off guard.
"Who do you think, JunJun? It's me....Hayato-niisan."Jun's face immediately went three shades of pale, a sudden cold sweat breaking out all over his body.
Surely this was some really sick joke. Somebody had just found out about his past...somehow...and they were ******** with him, right?
But...no...
He knew that voice. That voice that had terrified him his whole childhood, haunted his every dream.
How was this possible? He had...he had taken him down with his own two hands!
"Ah....what do you want?" was the only thing he could think to say. He didn't want to alarm Shou, who was cuddled warmly against his chest.
"I miss you, JunJun..." Hayato sounded so very sorrowful on the phone.
"I'm not angry about what you did....I want to apologize to you. Little brother...would you at least come hear me out?""I can't do this...." Jun answered immediately, contemplating just hanging up right then and there.
"Please. At the old country house where Grandmother used to live. Just south of the city. Come and hear me out, then you can choose whether or not you ever see me again..."Jun fell silent, thinking it over.
Really, he should know better...but what if things were different now?
He was at least curious how his brother had survived.
"Ok. Give me an hour, hour and a half maybe."
With that, he clicked the phone shut without even a goodbye.
It took him a moment to really grasp what had just happened.
Reluctantly, he slid Shou from his lap onto the plush seat.
"I'm sorry, Shou...I have to go deal with something important, though believe me when I say I'd rather not..."
He'd rather this never happened to begin with. He felt absolutely ill even thinking about it.
Pulling out his wallet, he handed Shou enough money for at least two fine meals.
"I promised you at least some coffee when you woke up, and I'm sorry I can't join you for it, so here. Take care of yourself..."
Sliding over to the door, he opened it, about to get out, when he turned and looked back at Shou.
What if something happened? What if...this was the last time he ever saw his angel?
No...he was being paranoid. He was a grown man now, and such fears were childish echoes.
Even so, he slipped back inside and took Shou's face in his hands, claiming those pouty, perfect lips in a sweet, shameless kiss.
"I'll see you soon..." he smiled, trying to act like everything was alright, as he let himself out of the limo and took off around the side of the hospital, hailing a cab to his house, where he would pick up his car.
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Like a thief in the night..."Well, I have to thank you for your brilliant little idea, kitten. He's actually coming." he beamed, snapping the phone shut.
"So...any suggestion on what to do once he gets here?"
I am come to steal it all away...
Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...