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 Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 6:35 pm
Like a thief in the night..."Now now...there's no need to cry. Accidents happen. Anyway, you still have me...and, soon, Jun." he said, voice both soothing and demented. No matter how much Naoko cried for Ryu, nothing changed. The violinist just lay there, face down in a pool of his own blood. All the while, it was obvious that Hayato really didn't give a damn either way. Lifting Naoko up by his arms, the man wrapped his arms around the small blond, holding him as though he cared, though he really didn't. "Come along..." he said, a quiet order, as he pulled Naoko away from Ryu's broken body, carrying him up the stairs. Once in the attic again, he tossed the pianist back on the mattress, where he proceeded to roughly undress him, discarding his now bloodstained clothes, using strips of the fabric to bind Naoko's hands and feet. "It'll all be ok...eventually. You'll get used to it here. I can't ever let you go, now....but perhaps Jun will prefer it that way." he said, meaning it to be of some consolation to the weeping man. Going back down stairs, he picked up the body of the dead violinist and hauled it upstairs, sitting him down in the corner, his head lolling unnaturally to the side, eyes wide open, glazed over and unblinking, and mouth agape. Obviously, Ryu was quite dead. "Sorry...but I don't exactly have anywhere to put him at the moment..." Hayato said offhandedly. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to go take care of some things downstairs." With that, he headed down, shutting the broken door behind him and locking it. Bound as he was, Naoko wouldn't be coming down again. I am come to steal it all away...
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:07 pm
There was no moving... no fighting...
Just tears...
He didn't care anymore... so what if he was stuck there forever? Why did it matter what happened to him now? Who would grieve his death?
Who would weep for a murderer?...
Naoko lay limp in Hayato's arms, amber gaze glassy as he stared ahead, unblinking. It was as if someone had turned the man off... like he was a lifeless porcelain doll...
One of Hayato's pretty dolls... bared and bound for the world to see...
Laying there on that mattress, hands bound behind his back, feet tied together... all the pianist could do was stare blankly at the corpse propped up in the corner. Even after Hayato had left... the blond lay there staring... never moving... silent tears streaming down his face.
Then... as if on auto pilot... Naoko sat up, hoping to his feet and making tiny jumps to get across the floor. Soon, he was in front of the dead man... and he dropped to his knees, eyes taking in every inch of his beloved akuma...
Softly... not knowing what else to do... the blond began to sing...
Goodbye, my beloved, precious one.
Tears spill and turn to snow.
Goodbye, myself who cried until yesterday.
Quietly now, close your eyes.
Brushing past my shoulder
You leaned against the window.
With a little bit of bashful behavior,
I was smiling
Slightly you kissed my cheek,
I was staring at you,
as you walked away
Goodbye, my precious loved one.
Teardrops turn into snowflakes.
Goodbye, myself , who grieved until yesterday.
Now just close my eyes...
Sitting at a small table together,
we shared our dream together.
Even though our future was uncertain
I was not scared at all.
Because, looking at our first album together,
you seemed so happy in it
And I was just staring at you.
Goodbye, my beloved, precious one.
Only my love to you will remain forever.
Goodbye, myself who cried until yesterday.
It's a quiet night, wouldn't you say?
~ ~ ~
sayonara, aishita, taisetsu na hito
koboreta namida ga yuki ni kawaru
sayonara, naiteta kinou maden o boku
shizukani me o tojite
sarigenaku kata o yosete
madobe ni motareta
sukoshi tereta shigusa de
boku wa waratteita
karuku hoho ni kisu o shite
aruite yuku kimi o
zutto miteta
sayonara, aishita, taisetsu na hito
koboreta namidaga yuki ni kawaru
sayonara, naiteta kinou madeno boku
shizukani me o tojite
chiisame no teeburu de
futari dake no yume o...
mienai mirai sae mo
kowaku wa nakatta
hajimete no arubamu ni
ureshisou na kimi o
sotto miteta
sayonara, aishita, taisetsu na hito
kimi e no omoi dake wa kitto nokoru
sayonara, naiteta kinou madeno boku
shizukana yoru dane...
But the time he was finishing the last line... he couldn't hold himself together anymore.
Pitching forward, the pianist buried his face in Ryu's chest, the violist's hair cascading down, creating a soft and oh so familiar pillow.
It was there, that Naoko stayed... covered in his lover's blood, curling against the very last thing in all the world that brought him joy...
If it had occurred to him, the young man would have bit his tongue off and bled to death right then and there... but in that moment... that heart wrenching second... all Naoko wanted was to be held in Ryu's arms once again...
(((OOC: Song used is "Sayonara" by GACKT. The RRII Re:Born version is really the one I liked to use because it has this stepping on wood attic-y feel to it.)))
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:36 pm
Like a thief in the night...Looking over the mess in his living room, Hayato frowned. From the laundry room, he grabbed a scrub brush and some carpet cleaner. Working hard, he was able to get the blood out of his carpet, though it took him a good bit of time. Once everything was cleaned up, he had a seat on the sofa, putting his feet up on the coffee table. Pulling out his own cell phone, he regarded a certain number for a long while. No...he wouldn't call Jun just yet. He had been putting that off for a very, very long time...a little longer wouldn't hurt. After all, he was still rather curious about why his beloved little brother had been so enamored with the little blond pianist... I am come to steal it all away... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~  ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~
~( Try again ) Nando datte~
~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
Ryu wasn't there anymore... There was nothing...just the shell of the man who had loved Naoko so very much, with all his heart and soul. If he could have a regret...it would have only been that he hadn't been able to save Naoko from the terrible fate that had befallen him. As Naoko threw himself against Ryu's body, the violinist's arm fell across the pianist, as if even in death he wished to hold and comfort his one and only love. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~
~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~
~Shinjiau koto....~
~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:43 pm
Exhausted.... frightened.... grieving.... and now, apparently, quite mad himself... Naoko smiled softly as he leaned against Ryu's corpse.
Snuggling against the dead man, that fallen arm around him feeling like a safety net, the blond closed his eyes.
"You were always there when I woke up screaming..." Naoko whispered, talking to the corpse as if he were still alive. "Always there to calm me down... I never wanted you involved in this nightmare... you were innocent... pure... and the things I made you do, Ryu-kun..." the blond sniffed, trying to keep from bursting into tears again. "Gomen ne... This was supposed to be our night of celebration... your violin... my piano... we were going to make beautiful music together forever... weren't we?" he whispered, tilting his head back to look up into the corpse's glassy gaze. "I... I wanted Sai to get to know you, Ryu... to see I'd made a good choice for once... I wanted him to be proud of the love we share but... now..." shaking his head, Naoko choked back a sob, shivering in fear. "I'll die here too, you know... I won't be far behind... because no one will ever find me and... sooner or later... Hayato will destroy me too... just... just like I... I.... I did you..." that last word came out in a sob as the pianist closed his eyes and leaned against his lost love.
"Don't leave me alone here, Ryu-kun... I'm so frightened without you..." Naoko whispered brokenly, unable to stop a new torrent of tears.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:52 pm
Like a thief in the night...Quietly, Hayato slipped back into the attic, regarding Naoko silently. It was interesting, he thought, watching the poor little thing cry and quiver in a dead man's arms. He hadn't expected that...at all. Somehow...it was oddly sexy. "Oh kitten....holding on to him isn't going to bring him back..." he said, walking over to Naoko and the corpse, crouching down beside them both. "Death is a part of life. It is beautiful, in its own way. Now...come here...let me console you..." he pulled Naoko from Ryu's cold arms, the violinist's body slipping to the side a bit, almost as if he were reaching for the pianist, not wanting to let go. Hayato didn't ask, didn't care, didn't even regard the fact that they were right beside a dead man....he just began kissing the pianist, tongue delving deep into the blond's mouth, hands roaming the bound blond's body. He had to know...what was so damn good about this one? After he was done...then he would call his brother back home, to where he belonged. I am come to steal it all away...
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:55 pm
A soft yet urgent whimper escaped Naoko, and the blond struggled against the hands holding his body.
He wanted to go back to Ryu... wanted to be beside his akuma... but instead this hideous monster was kissing him.
Turning his head to the side, Naoko leaned his body toward the corpse, wiggling in Hayato's grasp.
How could this man think he would just start kissing back?! The one person Naoko loved most in the world was dead... he only wanted one thing... one thing only...
Finally wrenching his head to the side, amber gaze on Ryuukaze, the pianist spoke softly, "Don't make me leave him... please... I don't want to leave him like this..."
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 8:37 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:-  Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
........Just Shoot Me.........
Izzy sat there and listened to the doctor. His eyes never really looking up while the man spoke. He wasn't crying just absorbing the information and trying to digest the future of his star a little at a times.
When he looked up, although he had red eyes, he held everything together and asked serious questions. "So what is the real outlook? Will he wake up, will he truly be able to perform again? He's a very stubborn man so I'd like to know what to expect. I understand a bit of what you're saying but some of the terms are a bit difficult for me."
He didn't want to have to be the one to end up telling Akihiko bad news like it was possible he'd not perform again. Of course the man did say that it was possible he could perform but Izzy also knew that sometimes people put forth small bits of hope to cover up more bad news.
But then Chiyou came in. How many times did he have to be interrupted? How many times was he not left alone with his....star. But he bit his tongue and didn't say a word as the boy spoke and got the information he needed. For once, Izzy just wanted to be Alone with Akihiko...how difficult was that to get?!
However, he didn't say a word for awhile. His frustrated thoughts were truly selfish ones. It wasn't the right thing to say and he knew it. Chiyou had every reason to be concerned about Narcissus too. Finally, he spoke softy choosing better words...the right words to say, "Thank you Chiyou. I'll be alright. Thank you for helping Narcissus-san too. You did quite a bit for him."
He relaxed a little as Chiyou held him. His eyes closing as he rested there. His breathing slowed as he just let himself drift for a short time. Chiyou was warm...and now Akihiko's hand was warmer in his own. Why couldn't that warmth just flow through them all and make everything better?
But at least...Izzy did realize as he was held that no matter what happened, he wasn't alone. Even if he felt alone. He had a family of sorts...an odd one...but...it was ok.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 8:44 pm
The doctor nodded, "I've given you the fact, Lucky-san. There is a slim chance of brain damage if he wakes... and his chances of waking are about 85% at this point, so we're rather optimistic." he tucked the chart under one arm. "I would like to point out though, that he might suffer from temporary amnesia if he regains consciousness. But if this happens, we have trained staff ready to aid you. It should only be his short term memory... the last few months mostly, if anything at all." smiling slightly, the doctor thought he was reassuring the man. "He'll know who he is, he just may not member recent events."
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 8:46 pm
Nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
Ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru--- 
Chiyou didn't move for a long while, just holding on to Ishi, trying to breathe, trying to gauge everything around him.
For now...for now, everything was ok. It was just fine. For now.
Though...he wasn't sure if he was reading Izzy right. A part of the manager seemed withdrawn.
"Ruki...if you want to be alone...just say the word. I won't let anyone bother you." he whispered in Ishi's ear, loosening his hold on the man and leaning back to look him in the eye.
Though eh wanted to give Izzy his full attention, he couldn't help but glance over at Akihiko.
What the doctor said...it worried him terribly. What would become of Akihiko, then, if he didn't remember everything. Even worse...what would become of Izzy?
He just hoped the man would get well...
He looked so peaceful...though Chiyou wondered if he were dreaming, if he felt any pain...
The childlike part of him really just wanted to crawl in the bed with his big brother and hold onto him until he was all better...but he knew he couldn't do that.
Instead, he just waited to be told what to do by Izzy.
---Mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa glaring one way
Kogoe sou na boku wo terasu
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 8:53 pm
Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do------------------------------------------------}:-  SHOU
No escaping when I start .traeh ruoy nwo I ni m'I ecnO
Hospital
Shou didn't stop the boy as he sneaked off to try to get in the room. He didn't know much about the relationships of the Ohayou stars so there was little he could do. He wasn't the ring leader of this bunch although it seemed he got put in those shoes right away.
However, as he stood he realized he wasn't even talking anymore. In fact he was blinking...tired. Oh not now. A yawn slipped from his lips and he tried to stop it but with little success. His own need to catch up on sleep hit him like a bus in the streets.
"Oh Kami-sama. I can't be tired right now." he squinted just a bit and took a deep breath. "Coffee...soda...Jolt....I need a vending machine." Actually what he wanted was to just crawl into the limo and try to catch a few Zzz. But with Narcissus in Intensive Care, he just didn't feel right about doing that. Even if he couldn't do...anything.
-:{------------------------------------------------Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here For Your Entertainment
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:04 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
 Shou was very tired...as well he should be after a performance like the one he just gave. He didn't want to be hasty, say or do anything that would make Shou uncomfortable...but he did want to help him out, if he could. "Your wish is my command..." he grinned, offering his arm to the angel. You need to take a load off anyway.There's nothing you can do right this second." he reasoned. "You want to go to the cafe on the first floor?" he asked, trying to think of what would be both convenient and would make the man happy. "If anything happens, someone will get us, I'm sure." Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:10 pm
Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do------------------------------------------------}:- SHOU
No escaping when I start .traeh ruoy nwo I ni m'I ecnO
Hospital
Shou smiles at the offer then looked at the arm. He seemed thoughtful for a moment and then gingerly took it. "That's a good idea, Hayato-kun. Please...lead the way."
If he was still in the hospital, someone would come and get them. He rationalized it out as he yawned while they walked. "I don't remember what I ate last." he frowned a little trying to think but his thoughts were rather cloudy and he decide that for a moment, he'd let someone else figure things out for him.
"What should we eat....drink...oh better make it a meal of some sort." Because right then his tummy growled under the coat.
-:{------------------------------------------------Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here For Your Entertainment
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:17 pm
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear...
Walking along, arm and arm with Shou, Hayato felt lighter and happier than he had felt in such a long time. It was incredibly pleasant. Sure, the circumstances weren't the best...it hadn't been what he wanted at all...but being near the apple of his eye...he'd take it. "Well, I think they have sandwiches and soups...things like that...in the hospital cafe. Salads, even. Or we could go around the corner and grab something from a nearby restaurant, though I know you don't want to be far away from your friend." he said, laying out the options for his angel. Hide it, Hide it
Hide me...
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:27 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
........Just Shoot Me.........
"Temporary amnesia. I see." If that happened...Izzy thought back a few months. He might not remember the times he had shared with him at all. He'd be just another manager. He'd be...just...another...manager. The thought rattled around in Izzy's head but didn't set well even knowing that in some ways it might be better for the star to never remember the times they had. Not to worry about having to come up with some answer to a question Narcissus might not even be able to address. Izzy felt...sad...deeply so but...maybe things would be better this way.
He looked down as all the realizations hit him at once. "I'm glad to hear his chances are good for recovery. His dreams are very important to me. Thank you doctor."
But then, Chiyou asked a question one he hadn't thought the boy would. He was surprised by the words but maybe Chiyou was growing up a bit more by the moment. "I'd...I'd like a few minutes alone. If you understand, Chiyou. I won't be going anywhere so no need to worry. I...I just want a little time with him."
He finally said something...at least he tried not to be cruel or heartless.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 9:32 pm
Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do------------------------------------------------}:- SHOU
No escaping when I start .traeh ruoy nwo I ni m'I ecnO
Hospital
"Mm...ah...I don't know what I want, Hayato-kun. I'm not really firing on all cylinders right now. You pick, please?" he said as they walked. His he'd leaning just a little to the side and onto Hayato's shoulder for a moment before he snapped his head back up.
"Oh my, I'm sorry. Maybe I should go out to my limo and take a small nap. I want to remain close but..I am falling asleep on my feet. Gah! I really need to eat too!" Oh he knew that the order of things were all off. Usually he'd have food not long after the event...then party all night and fall asleep in his limo. But tonight, Narcissus' plight totally sapped his energy down to nothing.
-:{------------------------------------------------Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here For Your Entertainment
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