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 Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 12:37 pm
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I embrace the torn rose to my chest
And fall into the crimson sea...
The first song came to a close, the crowd cheering, coming alive, girls, and even a few boys, screaming his name.
In the crowd, he noticed even a few fans with old Hikari ya Yami t-shirts on. How very touching.
The second song came in immediately as the first ended, his drummer going berserk on his set, the beat driving all of them, as he broke into a whisper over and over of 'Do you love me?"...the breathy beginning of the piece.
It was odd...when he had written these songs, he had thought they were just pretty pieces of poetry, random words to make him money....but these song, these lyrics....it was as though his subconscious had penned them, singing out his past, his desires, his love...
Thing Hayato hadn't even been aware of until moments ago.
Do you love me?
Don't want to lose anything
It's entirely important
That I protect it all
The dizziness of my heart
When you and I exchanged words
The consciousness starts to change
Thoughts waver and fade away
Savor the moment
The words I repeated and the heart and the body and this thought disappear
To be able to meet you without changing time, leave it as it is
If it's possible, are you happy?
Will we make it to the end?
Time continues to smolder
The sense is beginning to loosen
The warped love passes us
A good old song plays
In the far-off memory
The eyes wish that I won't change
Say goodbye
A flood of tears
Surely it will not drain now
To see the sky
From now on
We begin to walk in the future
Of light
From here
I will get away
A white room with spiraling karma
A sigh to release
But as for playing it
I cannot do it
At least not by voice
I wish that I could be on Noah's ark
Do you love me?
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Do you love me?
nakushitai mono nado nakute
subete daiji de
nanimokamo mamorou to shita
boku no kokoro no memai
anata to kawashita kotoba
kawari hajimeru ishiki
yurameki sabitsuku omoi
kamishimete
kasaneta kotoba mo kokoro mo karada mo kono omoi mo kiete shimau
anata to kono mama deae ta koro to kawara nai mama de
iretara shiawase na no kana
subete owari ni shiyou ka
kusuburi tsuduketa jikan ga
hodoke hajimeru kankaku
hizumu ai ga surechigau
natsukashii uta ga hibiku
tooi kioku no naka de
kawaranai ne to negau hitomi
wakare o tsugete
afureru namida o
nagasu toki ha kitto ima ja nai
sora omite
korekara bokura ga
sorezore aruki dasu mirai ni
hikari are
koko kara
nuke dasou
shiroi heya to rasen jou no karuma
shizumu toiki
kanaderu koto shika
dekinai
semete boku no koe ga
hakobune to nare to negatte
Do you love me?
(Song: White Room Artist: Nightmare Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kz5UzdB5qrI )
I continue dancing upon
The piled bodies until I die...
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Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 8:07 pm
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"Yamada-san filled us in in regards to our schedules. We were hoping to get the photo shoot finished first, then make it to the interviews." Naoko spoke up, seemingly quite happy with how things were going.
Even when Shou asked for his agreement, the blond didn't miss a beat as he nodded. "The chaos is gone and now it's just time to do what we love, ne?" the pianist asked with an excited smile.
Even if inside... he just wanted to run away and bury himself from the world...
Brightening, Narcissus nodded. "I think Ishi would like that, Shou-san. After the concert, I'll ask him. A little time away from the world would do us all some good, I think." he laughed slightly, "Lately I haven't been running him ragged... but the poor man doesn't know when to just stop and get some rest. Guess he's a lot like us in that respect... wonder if he can sing..."
Of course the musician was teasing.
Or was he?
Could Izzy Lucky carry a tune?
This was something that Akihiko now, desperately wanted to know...
Suddenly, Yammi had run up to the young Koyasu and was showing his coat. Smirking, Narcissus took the tail in one hand and used it to pull Yammi closer. "A devilish look for a demonic musician, don't you think?" he asked before laughing softly. "I like it, Yammi-kun. It suits you. Glad as hell I don't have one though... I'd likely trip myself." he teased before releasing the tail.
He clapped his hands together, "Let's get these pictures taken before..."
And then... well... Chiyou found them.
Turning and resisting the urge to groan, Narcissus looked over at the younger man. "Flattery will not get you in my pants, Chiyou-kun." the musician spoke, waving an admonishing finger at the kid. "And I'd best not look 'scary'... I have a woman to woo after all."
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 6:47 am
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Do you know what you got into
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do------------------------------------------------}:- 
SHOU
No escaping when I start .traeh ruoy nwo I ni m'I ecnO
Charity Event - Back Stage
"Then, lets make it happen. It sounds like you both could use time to just hang out and relax. You've not been his star for too long. It might be nice to get to know him better. Of course, well any one working this close to a star has to have some aspirations to greater heights even if it isn't on the same path we take. Mmm...but as for the singing...Why don't I bring the karaoke machine and we can loosen him up over a few beers then you can test your theory." Shou laughed for a moment with the thought, "But if he can't sing you're cooking dinner on the boat." His playful spirit would have continued had it not been for the company.
"The demonic look suits you Ryuukaze-san." said Shou with his angelic smile. "Thank you for the complement.I'm sure that the fans will be enchanted when your strings strike the first few notices. Or should I say lured to temptation? Mm... yes...that might be more appropriate at the time. I'm relying on Naoko-san to show the lambs back to the fold." he grinned and winked at Naoko.
"Yes, then we can get those done...reasonably quick then you can go back to the interviews. I'm sure that Narcissus and I will have plenty to do here for awhile." he answered as he almost sparkled with exuberance. "Thank goodness you agree. I was hoping that I'd have one night without something going a foul. Tonight will be that night!" He was sure of it...at least mostly sure of it.
"Doing what we love...that's what the music industry should be about." He answered but that statement was another conversation of thought that he had buried within. One he couldn't really broach with the company at hand.
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Yammi smirked as his tail was pulled and let himself be reeled in. "Nah you don't need a tail, I don't wanna have to drag you out of the fans arms if you go flying off the stage! Man, I'd jump in for ya...all those girls swarming around. Geesh...I need a cig."
He popped open a pack and smacked it lightly on his knee until one slender cig slide out. Lifting the pack up he pulled the cig the rest of the way out with his lips. He didn't light it but let it sit.
"Yeah, I'm not going to light it. Yamada-san ninja-ed all my cigs when he caught me smoking in costume! The Man's stealth! It's the second time he's caught me! Had to bum these off the janitor!"
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Shou couldn't help but be amused by Yammi's comments but he didn't say anything. Hamu...was the most meticulous detailed oriented man he knew. Scary at times in a way, even so...Shou could see him watching them from the wings and noted that those eyes from behind the glasses had flicked in to focus on Yammi's unlit ciggy.
But then of course, there was another question asked of him and it took him a moment to remember why this question had been asked. "Dance lessons..ah yes... Chiyou-kun, Mm... yes I suppose I could do that one day. I did say I might do that. You look actually more the part of a dance partner tonight." He chuckled then said, "Of course, maybe I should dress you up as a doll and create a perfect Broadway setting." He winked with a playful smile at the boy. "But, that will have to be after I reassess my schedule once this event is over."
After he spoke he couldn't help but hear the sounds of Hayato-kun's voice filling the venue beyond the curtains. "Troublesome man...but such an alluring voice." With that he turned as the photographers called out and started asking for him, Narcissus and the Heaven and Hell band members to pose. "Ah...time to get back to work!"
-:{------------------------------------------------Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here For Your Entertainment |
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 5:49 pm
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Nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
Ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru---
Chiyou brightened even more when Shou said he would, eventually, give him that lesson that he had offered.
Being told that he might be dressed up as a doll, though, made the kid giggle like a little girl. Something about Shou, the way the man addressed him, made him act in a way he never would toward another.
It really was adorable. Obviously, Shou made the blond feel like a cute little kid again.
"Dress me as a doll? I really wish you would. You're so cool, Shou-sama!"
Of course, Narcissus had to be a jerk then...
"I don't want in your pants, Ni-san. That's just gross!" he stuck out his tongue playfully, giggling and grinning.
"Really though, you look awesome. I bet you could woo any woman...unless of course Shou-sama was the other suitor." he teased Narcissus relentlessly, just like a younger brother.
It was time for their group to head out for their photo shoot, and Chiyou completely understood that, stepping back politely to let them go.
"Ganbatte!" he cheered Shou, Narcissus, and the entire group as they headed off. Shame he hadn't been able to speak to Naoko....he had really liked that one, the pretty princess pianist from the party.
Anyway...it was almost time for him to go on. Right after Nakai, so not long at all...
---Mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa glaring one way
Kogoe sou na boku wo terasu |
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 5:54 pm
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I embrace the torn rose to my chest
And fall into the crimson sea...
Second song over, third song coming in strong, Hayato was in the zone like he had never been before, his voice ringing out as though every word were part of a prayer, some holy incantation that only he knew.
Ahh traversing over many nights
Frozen dreams and fading tears
Warm me, warm me, wrap me
Once, I had forgotten everything, however
I hate this body that cannot love anymore
No matter how far I walk, I cannot see the end
Dragging along memories of the past
I wonder what color this body will be tainted by
I search for that answer
I can no longer return to those days free of bloodshed
These deep scars rooted within me will not disappear
Hide it, hide it, hide me
With these marred hands extended towards a discarded star
Alone, once again alone, I must return it to the sky
Even though I'm weak and miserable, I'm alone, just like that time
I am unable to signal here with my short breath
That's why I will always see a dream of tomorrow
While counting my caged fingers
It's alright to stay the same, without knowing the meaning of living
One day, I will do what I can to obtain those days of laughter
On that day, your words alone
Made my decision to become stronger
"No matter how much you change, you're fine the way you are now"
Now, because you're here, my heart has returned
I leave to walk ahead, only to be lost
Even though I cannot see the end, I think it's alright
I will leave on a journey at range, it's alright if I don't know the answer
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Ah ikutsumono yoru wo koeta
kootta yume to kieyuku namida
Warm me, Warm me, Wrap me
ichido subete wo wasureta hazu na no ni
hito wo aisenai kono mi ga nikui
dokomade aruitemo owari ga mienai
kako no kioku wo michizure ni
kono mi wa nani iro ni somariyuku no darou
kotae wo sagashiteiru
mou modoranai ketsubetsu no hi
fukaku nezashita kizu wa kienai
Hide it, Hide it, Hide me
ryoute ni mochikirenai hodo no hoshikuzu
hitotsu, mata hitotsu sora ni kaeshite
yowakute mijimena jibun wa ano koro
nani mo shirazu ni ikiteita
soredemo itsudemo asu wo yume mite wa
yubiori kazoeteita
ikiru imi nado shiranai mama de ii
itsuka waraeru hi ga kuru naraba
ano hi, anata no kotoba hitotsu de
tsuyoku nareru kigashita yo
"nani mo kawaranai de ima no mama de ii"
imademo kokoro no dokoka ni anata ga iru kara
mayowazu ni aruite ikeru
owari ga mienakute mo ii to omoeta yo
tabi yuku ETORANJE kotae wa shiranakute ii
(Song: Raison D'Etre Artist: Nightmare Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kc9b6gYgVh0 )
I continue dancing upon
The piled bodies until I die...
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 7:02 pm
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(((OOC: Because I'm too lazy to do separate posts for Koy and Naoko)))
~ ~ ~
Sighing, Akihiko grabbed a nearby unopened bottle of water, unscrewing the cap and drinking down about half the bottle on the spot.
"Photo shoots always make me thirsty." he smirked to Shou as the Heaven/Hell group finished their moment of photography. Then, strangely, he reached over and put an arm around Yammi. "So... have any more cigarettes? Promise I won't let Yamada-san lecture you." the musician teased with a wink.
Meanwhile, Naoko was walking ahead of the group, seemingly not paying much attention.
But he was...
Only, he was paying attention to Hayato's voice.
A voice that... had once... held his entire world...
Amber eyes closed for a moment and he forgot himself. When the group caught up with him however, Naoko put a hand on the pianist's shoulder.
"Daijoubu ka, NAKO-san?" Narcissus asked, wondering why the younger man was suddenly pale, even with the makeup.
Smiling, the blond nodded. "Daijoubu. I'm just trying to focus myself. I know we don't go on for a bit, but listening to the music of the others kind of helps."
"Really?" Akihiko replied with a raised eyebrow. "Hayato-san's good... but he's rusty. Out of practice. It's easy to tell when you listen closely." and as quickly as his focus had switched to the pianist, it went back to Yammi. "Come on, Yammi-kun. I haven't had time to buy tobacco today. I REALLY need one." and the musical prodigy was back to teasing.
Naoko however, only listened closer to Hayato's song...
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 7:20 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 7:42 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 7:56 pm
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(LOL...I'm just too lazy to do decorations too today. too much homework)
Haru sighed as he looked at Narcissus trying to choose the lesser of two evils. Then he touched a button at his ear to open up communications. "Bring an Ashtray down here ASAP. Yes, I know. Bring it anyway." He clicked the button again and then looked back at Narcissus for a second then walked off to only come back a minute later with a small fire extinguisher. Setting it down, he glanced around and called over another man that started moving a few things away that were possible fire hazards.
Finally, a young man rushed in as if a fire was in his pants carrying a stand up ashtray. "Yes sir! Yamada-san, I brought one from the basement!" The young man set it down right in front of Narcissus and Yammi when he saw that they had the cigarettes.
It was then Haru spoke, "Alright, Narcissus-san, I've created for you a smoking area. Please do not light up anywhere else." With that, the Hamu, started to walk off then stopped, clicking the button on his ear. "Matsumoto-san, Indeed, I'm back stage. Mm....Yes, Asato Hiroki is back stage at the moment. Of course, I will inform him. Box 3? I'll have him escorted."
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 8:01 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 8:19 pm
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"Douitashimashite." Haru answered although he would have rather not have the cigarettes in there at all. This was better than sending Narcissus outside. Not as if he could go that far with the wings. "Yes, that would be like throwing you to the wolves and well we can't have that just before the show." A small smirk on his face before he turned away.
But then even before he could head off and manage the tasks at hand Narcissus added a couple more questions, "Eh? Ah...Izzy Lucky?" He looked down at his ipad and opened a list. "Mm..Jaz-san gave him a ticket relegated to your guests and thus special privileges. Mm... your seats are..." He thumbed through the Ipad, "Yes, he's got a seat in Box 3 currently. Is there a problem with that? They are good seats."
As for the next question, Haru touched a button, "Location, Asato Hiroki?" He waited for a moment then glanced back at Narcissus, "Looks like he's just finished a conversation with Nezumi-san. One of Ohayou's managers who is supporting the staff today. Privately? Mm." He started to talk again but this time to his receiver. "Please, ask then bring Asato Hiroki up to the back stage area."
Touching the button again to turn his mic off, "He should be here soon but as for privacy that is difficult at best but that corner behind Heaven might work for a bit. You can't really go off back stage with the wing rigged up." He pointed to a slightly secluded spot.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 8:23 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 8:29 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 8:31 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 8:42 pm
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