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Unless the anti-christ walks around going on a killing spree to take the "saved" souls to heaven before forsaking everyone else (which I don't really believe in anyways) I'm not going to worry about it too much other than to keep an eye out for crazies at work tonight.

*lol* Or I hear hooves on the pavement. That might actually be kindof neat though to actually meet the four horsemen and see if they live up to any portrayals I've ever seen of them.

*is still a little cranky from a dream involving a church I had*

*starts to piece the dream together a little bit*
There was a reverand that me and my boyfriend had asked to do us the favor of cashing a check (I don't know why we didn't just do it ourselves ~_~). We had asked him to do it on a friday during LARP (live action role playing) so we figured he wouldn't be a complete jerk. Just to be nice, and to kinof remind him he promised to do us a favor we went to his church, though dressed in somewhat normal clothing, nothing fancy but nothing outlandish either. We got quite a few odd stares from the well dressed very very straight laced congregation, and I started to feel a bit nervous.
During the service ceilisidhe got up to use the bathroom, and had something in his hand and he started to denouce us as horrible evil heathens and made all sorts of outlandish accusastions. It was very annoying and the only reason I didn't haul off and slap him was because he still had the check.. in fact he hadn't done anything with it at all, and was just yanking our chain. To make things worse, he wouldn't just give it back, he said he would drop it off sometime.

It was horribly cruel and un-christian like of him to do that in my personal opinion, but it reminds me of the state of mind most people have for some reason. Anyways, those are most of the fragments of it I can remember.

Do you ever have a dream where you don't end up dead?

Yeah, but they arn't that frequent. It's odd.
The ones where I stay alive are typicly the most frightening ones. The death ones have a feel of calmness, but the others have a feel of anxiety to them. I have a few where others kill themseves too, but those are less common.

I know I am all the things they said I was

Ahh, that has to make for slightly restless sleep then if you don't get that calm feeling then I would suppose. (Though I'm the opposite, dreams where I actualy die are far and few between and make me restless not calm).

Ahh, one of the dreams of dying I had in high school I was being chased by a guy with a knife the whole time, and no one would help me... and i woke up in pain right where I got stabbed in the dream. -_-*

I've been killed by a man in a turben with a lobster who was chasing me. People got a kick out of hearing that dream.

I can feel pain in my dreams which can be a good thing or a bad thing. I wake up with red marks on my arms sometimes though.

I've got no soul to sell