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Posted: Mon Jun 14, 2010 1:28 pm
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Posted: Mon Jun 14, 2010 4:07 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 15, 2010 6:13 am
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Stars in my Pocket Vice Captain
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Stars in my Pocket Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 6:33 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 9:30 pm
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Stars in my Pocket Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jun 18, 2010 6:40 am
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IN: Breakfast: -- Snack: -- Lunch: -- Snack: -- Dinner: -- Snack: --
OUT: --
4 Days. 118.8 lbs. +3.8 lbs from goal. +0.8 lbs from travel goal (11 cool .
[ ] 8 minute abs.
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[BLAHBLAHBLAH HAIR] I'm feeling better about myself as of about 7pm yesterday. I only get my hair done about every six months because it's expensive ($75) but I love love love my stylist and she's like a goddess of hair color, so now it's beautiful. I darkened it, not lightened it, for summer, and it's like a dark-cherry-cola-red-brown. You can't see the red until it hits the sun but when you do, it makes my eyes look greener, which is always nice. (:
I was also retaining a lot of food/water weight which is down now. Yesterday I felt terrible about myself because I went shopping and nothing looks good on me so I cried a lot and went home and slept for like 5 hours, which only has a little to do with what I weigh now, I can't even explain it. Oh well, fighting my demons ha. So I ended up buying nothing, I have to go on my own and just take it slow.
Plans for the day: ☆ Draft the fxcking complaint, already! ☆ Tan 30 minutes (15-flip-15) ☆ Clean out the back seats of Volvo ☆ Ride DaVinci
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Posted: Fri Jun 18, 2010 9:07 pm
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EMOTIONAL DUMP:
So I leave on Tuesday morning for a 6AM flight. I'm terrified, I'm excited, I'm queasy. Mostly terrified and queasy. I don't know how this is going to work out and I'm just being really doubtful. I feel like I'm either going to have an amazing time, fall for him hard(er), and everything will work out, or I'll fall for him hard(er) and find out what our mutual friend says is true and that he's basically a womanizer. We'll see. I feel like I have to know, either way, and I keep asserting to myself that that is the reason I am going. As a blank slate, just to see. No expectations, no standards. I think it'll be better that way. I think he has his eyes on other girls though, which is upsetting, but I'm also not a real option to him yet anyway. Gah.
I'm trying still to let myself feel feelings without getting my hopes up too high and all it's doing is killing me.
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Posted: Sat Jun 19, 2010 7:53 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 26, 2010 9:19 pm
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Words cannot describe how amazing this week was. My dear friend boyfriend is fantastic. Ha. C: But the distance is going to be difficult. Hell, he waited 4 years for me, and I waited for him a long time, too. I can just focus on school and riding knowing that I am loved.
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Other than that, my trip was very fun. [insert gushing here]. Ha. (: I ate a lot of fast food unfortunately, like diner-style not McDonald's but still not great. I think I restricted a little too much on calories, but I didn't do anything physical for 4 days, either, so it's ok? I know two wrongs don't make a right but... damage control? haha, I don't know!
I had so much funnnnn! jgdhfgljhdfg.
I weighed myself this morning, 117.2 I need to work out and stuff myself with protein though, 'cause I've been a little lacking in it lately.
I'm surprised though, 'cause I've been really enjoying everything I've eaten. I had frozen yogurt (tart-flavored which was awesome) with strawberries and blueberries for lunch at the airport yesterday. I don't feel like I'm on a diet anymore, so I guess that's the big breakthrough! Ha!
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To do; - read for tuesday AML - do PLA work, get the chapter powerpoints - AML discussion posting - clean up part of my room - do laundry / unpack
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 8:36 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 7:35 am
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118.2 lbs. +3.2 lbs from goal.
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My boyfriend (it sounds so weird saying that again, hah) was let go from his job, and I can't help but feel partially responsible. /; Long story, I know I'm not really to blame but if I hadn't come up to visit he'd still have a job. It could be a blessing in disguise, though, as I think he's got a friend to move in with here, about 20 minutes from my house and about 10 minutes from school. It'd be a big move if he did do it, though, so I don't know, I can't get my hopes up yet. Things are happening kind of fast but I'm alright with it. I've learned to be honest with myself about what I'm okay and not okay with from my last relationship, so I really am okay with this. It won't be easy but I'm up for working for it.
I went run/walking with a friend of mine yesterday and twisted my ankle so all I've done today is eat. /; Tomorrow I'm going to be at the barn from like 2 until 6? So I'll be getting lots of physical exercise in.
Plans for the day: ☆ AML Mod 3 ☆ Ride DaVinci, clean stall, make feed bags. soHOT ;0;
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 9:48 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 8:48 am
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 9:20 am
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