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 Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 5:53 pm
Nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
Ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru--- 
Chiyou laughed at the things Izzy spoke of.
He really had been so much trouble. Constantly rebelling. Constantly seeking attention.
"Mmm...remember the pizza incident? You told me I couldn't have dessert first and I hit you in the face with a slice of pepperoni? I was awful! And then you turned me over your knee, right in front of Koyasu-sama who was passing by. He laughed at both of us, I think. You had a pepperoni stuck right in the middle of your forehead, sauce smeared all over you, and I was screeching like a monkey, snot running all the way down my chin as I kicked and screamed. I'm amazed you didn't give up on me a thousand times over in all those years...but I'm thankful you didn't. It's because of you that I'm ok today. If you hadn't been so strict on me, I'd probably be on the streets now...or worse..." he spoke as he washed and rinsed his own hair.
Izzy then stood and hopped out of the tub, Chiyou watching as he did so.
The young man had accepted their relationship for what it was, but he couldn't help but feel a slight stirring as he looked at the manager's naked body.
It wasn't that he directly wanted to think about that sort of thing, but he was young, and hormonal. It was an uncontrollable reaction.
The blond sighed and ignored it, letting the water out of the tub and climbing out himself, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around his waist.
Unlike Izzy, Chiyou didn't have any clean clothes with him, and the clothes he did have had gotten soiled on the bathroom floor.
The kid never did think things through. Now he was stuck naked, except for his towel.
Oh well...
---Mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa glaring one way
Kogoe sou na boku wo terasu
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 6:16 pm
Let the Memories of the Evening be...
the first think that you think of------------------------------------------------}:-  Tanaka Michi
Physical Therapist
Fingertips...walking up your spine...a tongue sliding right behind..
"Even if you knew he was an a**, you didn't know he'd do this." Michi could hear the sobs and wanted to hold Aki but then again Aki needed to work some of this out. Coddling him wasn't a good idea right now. "Sounds like you were playing out your stage role at the wrong time. Look Aki, I don't know everything about your situation with these people so if I say something off base please forgive me." He took a breath then let out his thoughts.
"I think that you're fault is only being too much your stage name at times and not being the man you are. And maybe the more I listen I realize that you've been alone for a long time...too long. You're not used to having someone who cares so much at your side like Ishi-san does. What happened is a harsh lesson for you but your manager is alive and you can change and help him recover. You've already changed some, you're thinking a lot about him rather than your own well being."
However, he had to stop again because a part of Michi was getting a little frustrated at Aki's self abuse. "Aki, just stop it now. You would have cared had you been assaulted like that. Stop trying to tell me that you wouldn't have cared. That's BS! Even if it has happened before, you're are a Man. And it would have been beyond hurting Aki. He was ripped up inside and outside. I know you want to defend him but stop treating yourself like trash that can be used and tossed aside without mention."
He stepped forward into the shower getting his clothes soaked and pulled Aki to him. "I care too much about you, Aki to see you ripping yourself up like this." He kissed the wet forehead. "I can't stand seeing him like that either but...we will work on it. It will be alright."
-:{------------------------------------------------when you open up your eyes and see me.
...Dark Star.
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 6:50 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:-  Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
........I remember.........
"Yes...I remember the Pizza. I think that was the last time I got Pizza for you." he grinned for a brief moment. "I swore I would never give you pizza again! And your butt was red when I was done." Yes, those were Troublesome days! With a very very naughty boy.
"I'm lucky you came out so well because it would be hard to get you over my knee now!" The thoughts did bring out the more pleasant happy manager side of Izzy. Those had been rough days but now he might be reaping a few rewards. Chiyou was turning out to be a much better young man!
"I'd do it all over again if I had to. But I hope I never do." he said just before getting out of the tub. "You're special to me Chi-kun." he said before slipping into that towel and walking out.
Of course as he dressed, his mind drifted to Narcissus and he wondered how the man was doing. He wanted to...No he didn't want to think about that. Slipping on his pants, he realized that it was odd to have a little family...he and Chi....and..." He stopped, no that wasn't exactly right. Well, it was a family of co-workers.
Leaning against the wall, he sighed slowly. Once he got through a few sessions with the psychologist, he'd try dating again. He had to work through is his current issues so he wouldn't be worrying his co-workers so much. Narcissus also had problems. He had been hurt recently too. These thoughts hung heavy on the man because he wanted to help Narcissus recover. He wanted to see the man put on a great show!
Wait, he did? But he hadn't wanted to go to the show. It was then he realized that wasn't true. He did...but he was afraid of being in the way. However, Aki..nn..Narcissus wanted him to go. And...he...he would go.
Stepping out of his room in a clean suit, he slipped down the the stairs and knocked on Narcissus' bedroom door.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 6:50 pm
Turning, Akihiko wrapped his wet arms around Michi, just letting the other man hold him for a moment.
"I wouldn't have cared..." the musician whispered. "I would have just been Narcissus... Just like I was with the kidnapping... I was Narcissus. Not Akihiko. But... but being me just... I hate it."
Odd words to be sure, but it was the truth.
"I hate who I am, Michi. I don't hate Narcissus. Being me it..." sighing, the young Koyasu closed his eyes and just focused for a moment.
"When I'm Narcissus, I can do anything... Everyone loves me, except my enemies, and I've just got all this confidence. But... it's hard to turn it off. I can turn it on but the other way around is tricky. I... Ishi somehow... he somehow makes me turn it off and I hate that. But... at the same time..."
At the same time he loved that.
He couldn't be himself...
But with Izzy Lucky...
And well, apparently the same could be said of Michi, who was turning out to be a psychologist as well as a physical therapist.
"I hate who I really am. That sad pathetic little boy who was always alone, who everyone expected to just be perfect at everything! I don't want to be that... That's why I don't care who screws me, Michi-kun." honest blue eyes opened and focused on the masseuse. "Because they're screwing with Narcissus. Not me. Everyone lets me bang them because of who I am or because of the favors I can do or the attention they can get or a million other reasons." the musician shook his head. "And it was Narcissus' fault that this happened to Izzy. Sure, you're right, it wasn't my fault... but in a way it was. if I'd just stopped being such a ******** a**, this wouldn't have happened!"
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 6:58 pm
"Pretty guy like you... hell no way you're cramping my style." Nakai teased with a smirk, trying to sound all street and ghetto.
Which he failed at because, well, he wasn't.
He was the more high dollar, expensive wine, sort.
Lithe fingers trailed down the to hem of Hiroki's pants, slipping just beneath to give the man a taste of what was to come. "So... want to give me a few hints as to how you like it, Hiroki-san... because to be honest... I've never done a businessman before."
Which... was perfectly 100% true.
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 7:12 pm
Nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
Ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru---
Picking up his damp clothes, Chiyou stood in the bathroom for a minute, contemplating what to do.
Ishi had already gotten dressed and left the bedroom, and here he stood, in a towel, with nothing to wear.
Always the careless one...
'I've really got to work on that...' he thought to himself, frowning slightly.
Perhaps Izzy would need to turn him over his knee after all, even though the kid was grown.
The idea made Chiyou blush. Realizing he would enjoy such a scenario...it hadn't really occurred to him before.
Putting it out of his mind, the young star began trying to figure out a way to clothe himself.
Couldn't really wear Izzy's things...
Looks like he would have to wander Akihiko's house in a towel again, on a mission to find some coverage...
---Mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa glaring one way
Kogoe sou na boku wo terasu
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 7:19 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
........I remember.........
As he knocked and no one answered, he walked in. The door wasn't closed anyway and it was possible the man was still in the shower. But then he heard conversation...Michi was in there and from his discreet view, they were in each other's arms. But by the sound of the conversation it wasn't quite lovers talk...it was something else.
It was a good thing that Aki was releasing some of these deep rooted feelings. The man must have needed this for a long time. "There's nothing wrong with being you with those you care about. It's healthy, Aki." He kissed the man's forehead again and rubbed his back gently.
"You're not alone either nor pathetic. And you don't have to be perfect. You just have to be who you want to be. And you know, you've got Ishi-san and me when you want me around." He tilted his head and kissed Aki's lips tenderly, "I care who screws you, Aki....Even if you're Narcissus, he's still you. I'm betting that your manager wouldn't like you thinking like that."
"Mmm....and I don't think your manager thinks that way when you make love to him." He smoothed Aki's hair for a moment then looked into those blue eyes for a long moment, "Aki, just take things one small step at a time. This is the first time you've had a manager to care about, right? So...you're going to make mistakes. Just pick yourself up and never make that mistake twice. He's alive and you're here. Think of that as a good place to start. Rather than dwell on Narcissus' failures think abou Aki's successes. Here you are not alone and you've a few things you're really happy about in your life. You can't tell me that he doesn't make you smile when he's in better spirits. Just help him get back to his old self. That's a job for you Aki. Not Narcissus." His fingers massages down Aki's back and butt as he had spoke wanting to relax the stress he felt flowing off the man.
It was then, Izzy made his presence known, "Akihiko..." He said slowly, feeling it almost impossible to say his stage name. "I've missed you." He wished...at that moment he was the one holding Akihiko than Michi. Even if his fears of being touched still gripped him...right now his mind was more focused on someone he cared so deeply about. He couldn't start out with all the right words because his mind still had a lot of things swarming around in it. But, it was so hard on him to just be a manager when he hears those words.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 7:50 pm
Nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
Ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru---
Padding down the stairs, Chiyou made his way to what was apparently Akihiko's bedroom.
For a moment, he intended to enter...but he heard voices...Akihiko...Michi...and Izzy.
Standing outside, he listened in, not making a peep.
The things he heard...they were sad, and hopeful.
Akihiko was hurting so terribly...as was Izzy. Now Izzy knew, at least, how his most favored star was feeling.
A slight twinge of sadness came over the boy...
Izzy and Akihiko...they were going to be growing ever closer, and very quickly. It was...meant to be.
Whatever made his Ruki happy, though...that was all the boy wanted.
Ishi and Aki...they both deserved to be happy.
And...Ruki deserved to be able to have some alone time with his dear star...
"Michi!" he called out for the masseuse, "Could you come here please? I've got a sudden terrible cramp...sorry to come bother you!" he acted as if he hadn't heard a word.
---Mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa glaring one way
Kogoe sou na boku wo terasu
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 5:55 am
What wouldn't I do for King and Country...
Yes Sir!------------------------------------------------}:- Asato Hiroki
Chairman's Secretary - Ohayou Productions
.....bad habits
"Are business men any different from other men?" he teased back, "Or is it the suit that makes it more difficult? Too many buttons?"
That's when he had to grin a little broader, "Mmm..." Leaning forward, he kissed Nakai's lips lightly then flicking his tongue just at the edge of Nakai's mouth as he pulled away., "Now if I told you what I liked, it would take all the fun out of your adventure to find out. Think of it as a puzzle to challenge you."
He couldn't say he hadn't had a musician before...unfortunately. But he tried not to let that thought intrude while he enjoyed this moment. Nakai really turned him on much more than he had expected. Doing this was really sudden on his part but damn the man and those silk boxers. It really had been way too sexy to pass up.
-:{------------------------------------------------No Sir!
...Where you Lead - that is the Path I Follow.
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 9:16 am
Narcissus wanted to tell Michi that he was wrong. He wanted to lash out and feel anger over what the other man was saying...
Because, maybe more than anything he just needed SOMEONE to blame.
Sure, he could lay blame on Matsumoto... but he couldn't do anything about that. If he blamed himself, he could take action. If it was just mental reprimands...
But the musician hadn't been given the time to reply, but suddenly, there was a voice behind him.
Turning quickly, still standing there wet and naked from the shower, long dripping hair whipping around when he stopped moving, his blue eyes focused on Izzy Lucky.
There was something in those eyes... something vanurable, that Izzy had only seen when the man was very sick.
And then that look was gone, blue eyes steeling up as Akihiko strode over to the towel rack and wrapped a white fluffy towel around his waist.
"I missed you as well, Ishi-san." the musician spoke as he grabbed Michi by the arm and pushed him out of the bathroom.
It was at this time he heard Chiyou and practically growled. "Has my bedroom become Tokyo Station? Everyone out!" he shouted, directing this mainly toward Chiyou... though in part toward Michi as well.
However, he blocked Izzy from leaving.
If his manager left now...
Waiting for both Chiyou and Michi to depart, Akihiko then went to his bedroom door, closed it, and locked it.
Sighing, the musician turned and looked back to Izzy. "What did you hear?" he asked seriously, his gaze hardening.
Everything about the way that the man moved screamed that he was Narcissus. Each hand movement, every inflection in his voice... his eyes a dead give away.
To Akihiko... Narcissus was a defense mechanism.
And if Izzy had heard things... if the man knew how utterly pathetic Akihiko really was...
Well...
The young Koyasu didn't think he could live with that.
"What did you hear, Ishi-san?"
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 4:46 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
........I...I...I'm going to tell...a lie.........
Michi glared at Aki but didn't say a word. He already knew how bad this probably would go but he'd confront Aki later because Chiyou-kun just made it impossible for him to reach the man. In fact with Ishi-san as he was, he worried when he heard the door lock behind them.
"Chiyou-kun, you've got terrible timing do you know that?" he said quietly as he headed up the stairs. Michi was frustrated and it played across his body physically as he finally made it to the first floor. He couldn't yell at Chiyou-kun. The young man didn't know Aki well enough to make wise decisions. Heck Michi was still winging it himself.
Izzy saw that look and knew what it was right away. And he wanted to step forward towards Akihiko in that instance and hold him. But then he shouted and Izzy flinched. Narcissus had returned and locked the door behind them.
There was an immediate shift in Izzy when the probing question came. His fear rose a little within realizing that all he had hear, Akihiko didn't want him to know. That harden gaze and those serious words...maybe he had read everything wrong? "I just heard...Tanaka-san say something about a Job for you....not Narcissus. I'm sorry for interrupting, Narcissus-san." he said quietly and looked at Narcissus' feet. "You said I could come down here before. I..I just wanted to tell you I was done dressing."
He lied. But inside several things pulled at his emotions. He feared the anger that might come of this. He feared being rejected even though he feared being touched even more. It was safer to be...a Manager. Too many fears but at least Chiyou had found him a reason for living. He couldn't just leave the boy without a family.
Taking a deep breath, he looked up using his own mask to hide the horrors within. "I know you want me to go to the concert so I'll be ready to go when you are, Narcissus-san." his voice almost sounded like his old self. The manger he usually was when he wasn't so damned depressed. "Next week, I'm hoping to be able to go back to more than 1/2 time work after the Charity Event. I'm also seeing a...doctor...so I'm sure everything will be just fine for me in time."
He wanted to let....Ak...no...his star know that things would be smoothed over soon. He wouldn't be a burden anymore to the man. He'd find a new home soon. Yes, everything would be fine again. Then his star wouldn't worry so much.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 4:54 pm
Akihiko sighed slightly and nodded. "Sou ka... Then I guess you didn't hear anything really." the musician replied, moving to the closet and opening the doors.
For a few moments, the man just disappeared, then he returned wearing a silk red bathrobe.
Strangely however, he walked straight up to Izzy, not even saying a word, and wrapped one arm around his manager from behind, tipping him back just enough to tilt the megane-clad man's head back and claim his lips in a deep kiss.
Akihiko somehow managed to avoid every bruise on his manager's body in the process too...
Time passed, and Narcissus held that kiss. Then, slowly, he pulled back, pressing his forehead gently against that of the other man. "I missed you too... Ruki..." the young Koyasu whispered.
Ever so gently, he moved his other hand around to hold Izzy Lucky to him, blue eyes gazing down at Ishi.
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 5:26 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
........Changes like the wind.........
Izzy said nothing in response and wondered if he should leave to let the star go back to his own life. However, the man returned shortly after wearing a red silk robe. Was he not going to get ready for the concert?
"Are you..." However, that moment was lost when Narcissus...no...no this was Narcissus. This was Akihiko. He was surprised when the arm wrapped around him. Suddenly stiffening but then the kiss that followed caused his glasses to steam up just a little.
It felt....it felt...It made every thing melt inside. His mouth responded, his body responded by his fingers finding their way to the man's hips settling there. The kiss...warm and friendly - everything he had wanted to feel moments before was here now.
He took another small breath as his lips re-kissed not wanting to give up that moment but then finally Akihiko pulled away. And Izzy heard the words he had wanted to hear and his name. Strangely enough he felt safe again against the red silk robe and within this man's arms. As his forehead was pressed against Akihiko's, he whispered, "Please don't let me go..."
All he wanted right now was to be just here...just with him...no one else. No masks or shadows.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 6:03 pm
Nigiyaka na hitogomi ni tokeru tsubuyaki ga
Ashimoto ni chirabatta omoide nijimaseru---
"Yare, yare, Mi-chi-kun!" Chiyou chirped happily, heading up the stairs with the soaked masseuse.
"Oi...Michi...why you so tense...and wet?" he asked, giggling a bit as he headed toward the room Akihiko had let him borrow that day he had felt ill, pulling Tanaka-san with him by the hand.
"Relax...they're gonna be just fine. Yakusoku." the young star's voice was full of optimism. Maybe he didn't know the ins and outs of everything, but his gut told him that everything was going to be just fine, in the end.
Might take awhile, but Izzy would find his happiness.
Maybe...somehow, someday, Chiyou would, too.
So...it did kinda hurt...
Ok...it hurt a lot...
Chiyou wasn't going to admit that, though. He only wanted Izzy to be happy, with or without him.
If he weren't the manager's choice, so be it.
So be it...
Suddenly, the young vocalist realized how badly he had begun to shake, his face feeling unusually warm.
'No way, Chiyou! Don't you go melting down now! You've got a job to do, and people to look out for! You've got to be a big boy now!' he coached himself before turning around to face Tanaka.
"Looks like I have a problem, though...got no clothes to wear!" he grinned and shrugged...as his towel fell from around his waist and onto the floor.
'Embarrassing...' he thought to himself, smile still plastered across his face.
Really, he had the worst of luck...
---Mayoi aruku machi no kagayaki wa glaring one way
Kogoe sou na boku wo terasu
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 6:09 pm
Blue eyes closed as Akihiko just held Izzy for a long time, both men standing between the bedroom and bathroom.
"I won't..." the musician whispered, wanting to wrap his arms around Izzy like before... but...
Well... there were certain places that he couldn't touch.
Sure, the man couldn't see those places thanks to the turtleneck sweater... but he knew they were there.
"Gomen ne, Ruki..." Akihiko's deep voice was soft, barely to be heard. "I had so much work to do and had to leave you alone. After the concert... you and me, ne? We'll have the house to ourselves for the most part," Michi was, of course, going to stay until Izzy was better. "I'll take a hiatus for a few days at the least... just to be here. I... I think... we both need it..."
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