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No...please... Abrecan pushed himself onto his knees gasping at the sharp ache in his shoulder blades. They can't see me like this; I won't let them! There was a sudden blinding flash of light and when it faded the wings were gone. The red haired man was left hunched over and breathing hard surrounded by a mess of feathers. Wincing, the man got to his feet and shook the wet hair out of his eyes. These have to go.

Polaris sighed as he grabbed the boy by the waist and rode a wave back to the point. "Captain...he has no home..I'm letting him stay on the boat." he called out. He searched for the half breed going into the hull. "Its..alright...you can come out..we arn't going to judge you...for goddess' sake we are far stranger then you are." he said in the same monotone. "You're behavior is irrational the captain sees you as a brother..I see as an asset just come out."

Polaris grabbed him by the arm his hand incased in ice as marking appeared on his face. "Never...Ever act like I don't understand! You didn't ever bother to try...or wonder how my life might of been! Do you think you are the only one who has suffered..I'm human..do you think humans are supposed to be like this! Do you think this is normal..that I was born this way! Well it isn't and I wasn't..and I do understand." his eyes flashed blue and it felt like the boat shook suddenly a look of anger on his face real anger not faked. He quickly released his arm and pushed him aside storming a head of him and shutting himself into a cabin.

Abrecan felt a foriegn sense of guilt wash over him. He'd had no right to say those things to Polaris who was only trying to help. Of course he knew he wasn't the only one to suffer in these hard times, but he just felt so alone.

Shaking his head a low growl rose in his throat; it wasn't like him to experience so many weak moments in one day. He tensed slightly when the captain touched him, but did not pull away. Looking up to meet his eyes he felt the guilt seep in again and dropped his gaze.

So stupid... why should these two make me feel like this? "If it's all right with you, Captain, I'd rather not discuss it."

"All the advice I can offer is that you should not run from what you are. If you don't understand it then I can teach you. I can show you how to use the power that you have and control it." His hand moved to lightly brush the half breed's hair, his own eyes locked onto the man that was close to what he was.

"Polairs, who's the new kid?" Loki was sitting closed to them, his eyes full of wisdom and yet lies all at the same time.

"Do not speak of me as if I'm an animal." he growled, narrowing his eyes further at the Ice Mage. "I have a name, as well as a place here, among you. I have my own issues as well, and do not think of me as merely a nuisance." his voice had grown cold and gloomy as he spoke in response, already feeling more of an outside than he had on the island. Grinding his teeth in seething anger, Liam moved over to the side of the ship, looking out onto the sea's dark waters. Closing his eyes for a moment, he took in a few deep breaths, the muscles in his body tightening.
His anger was always something difficult to control, and had always been ever since he was abandoned.

Abrecan hesitated than nodded slowly. "Thank you sir. ... I think I'm going to go find Polaris now." He needed to apologize. This apathy of his seemed only to make things worse and he'd used to to hurt someone who'd only been trying to help.

Stepping back from Nefreous he turned and headed back to the deck. The captain brought out a strange feeling he didn't understand. It unnerved him. He saw the ice mage standing a few yards away and approched him cautiously. "Polaris."