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 Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 7:23 am
Adrian wondered what that was all about, but he went to join Arrow. Automatically, it seemed, his arms snaked around the younger male's waist, pulling him into a hug. "I need to practice lifting. It won't hurt your feet much since I'll be supporting you, but it'll be fun. Tempted?" he asked, laying his chin on the mute's shoulder.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 8:21 am
(((last post then I'm waiting for Bill)) Louie had closed the door and was sitting in his room on the bed. Suddenly he found himself crying he grabbed a pillow and threw it against a wall and screamed loudly. "What the hell!!! After all this I'm not good enough for you!!!" he then proceeded to tears his room apart. He threw down all his awards for dancing even broke one of them and broke all his pictures even going as far as throwing ever picture of him and Adrian dancing together in the trash. He plopped down on his bed and wailed loudly crying his face smushed into the bed. His muffled voice could be heard. "Why...why am I not good enough..why..don't you..like me anymore." he whined.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 6:52 pm
Bill saw all events develop standing from outside the half open door.
He felt like.... he was in but somewhat not entirely, and he was not of those who push their way into events. I that matter he preferred to look at it all develop from the side. In a way, he felt it was such a great honour to be there but that he was not worthy, yet, of such comradery. And Louie was the person he admired the most and well... he liked him.. He had gone to all the plays of the troupe he could afford only to watch him dance.
He saw Adrian and Arrow go to a training room and he also saw Niko exit from Louie's room, and how the Prince of the stage excused himself saying he was going to bed.
Bill stood against the wall for a bit and then decided to head back to the room that had been asigned to him. But halfway the hall he heard the crashing noises from Louie's room and turned around.
Again the sounds of crashing and breaking and he ran to Louie's room, panicked. What if....
No... Louie would never..... wouldn't he?
"Louie?!" He said opening the door and looking around the havock caused. "Louie are you...? What are you doing?!"
((sorry for the absence people, but university and family matters got me tangled))
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Posted: Sun Oct 10, 2010 10:38 am
Louie looked over at Bill his face red with anger tears running down his face. He sniffled a bit and forced a smile he was very embarrassed now. "Bill..I'm...ok..I.." he whimpered. he looked at the destroyed room he knew it was obvious he wasn't ok. "I'm...not good enough Bill..I know it..Arrow is going to replace me I'm...not going to have a partner." he started crying again. "He chases me down for years..worships me...and finally when I'm starting to like Adrian..I'm replaced..by Arrow so easily all those years of us dancing together. Of us sharing the stage meant nothing..nothing." he balled his fists up in anger. "Please..leave Bill..I'd rather you not see me like this."
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Posted: Sun Oct 10, 2010 12:14 pm
Niko was standing outside the training room, fiddling with his fingers and staring at the floor. He only glanced up when Adrian and Arrow passed him, then again when he heard crashing somewhere. The sounds worried him but he didn't move from where he was standing, feeling as if he didn't belong again. What was he doing? Why was he here? The Japanese boy slid to a sitting position, sighing lightly. Now wasn't the time to be a depressed idiot. He pulled out a piece of pocky and nibbled on it, hoping it would cheer him up like it normally did.
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Posted: Sun Oct 10, 2010 7:37 pm
Adrian had, of course, no idea that Louie was upset, let alone that he had caused it, but if he had, it was a cointoss whether he would immediately return to his original love, or be utterly disgusted that it took his interest dropping for Louie to care.
But he didn't plan on giving up dancing with Louie, he was definitely an excellent partner, so really, it was a bit of an overreaction.
Back to the non-hypothetical, Adrian had by that time turned on the music, so he didn't hear the crashes.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 10:16 am
"I'm not gonna leave and let you alone like this...." Bill said taking a step into the messed up room. He came closer to Louie and helped him walk out of the more messed up area, where broken glass, bent metal trophies and shreds of cloth pillow plume and even wood where all around him.
Bill turned a chair on its natural position and helped Louie sit there. He noticed Louie's hands were trembling.
"Please.... don't cry..." he said with a soft sweet tone, the same you use on a crying little brother/sister "I... I don't know what happened to have put you into this colleric madness.... but nothing can be done now... what's done is done and there's no way back... but there's one thing I can guarantee to you... whatever has Adrian done he'll never refuse to be your dancing partner. I could feel his eyes stabbing daggers at me back when I did my entry exam here.... and the way he talks and looks at me... I can say he sees me as a natural enemy although I have done nothing besides trying to be nice to him."
Bill looked at Louie's face. He was blushed and Louie's face was still covered in tears. Bill ran a shy thumb over th eprince of the stage's cheek, cleaning tears off it.
"Please, don't cry.... I'm sure that there will always be someone willing to be your partner...." he said this almost in a whisper and his cheeks blushed even more.
"I..I'm gonna clean this up a little bit... I'm sure we can't afford having the most beautiful lead dancer injured and bandaged due to have been cleaning broken glasses from the ground"
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 1:51 pm
Louie sniffed a bit and sat in the chair. He never did like showing..how damaged he really was to people. He was fragile more fragile then he wanted anyone to know. Despite the confidence and strength he projected in his dancing and despite his natural talent he never felt like he was good enough. In all the years he now knew he had liked Adrian he had just been to afraid of getting hurt to allow himself to feel it. Being with Adrian made him feel special and beautiful he loved the way his partner looked at him he was the only one who made him feel like his was worthy to be on the stage. He knew people would line up to dance with him but they wouldn't be Adrian. The one thing that had really helped him through all his pain and fear for years had been that an amazing dancer like Adrian was there..dancing with him and praising him all this time. Now it was too late he had been to scared for too long and Adrian was lost to him. His pillar was gone and he was falling apart without it. He continued to sit there the pain in his heart only growing more intense. "Bill..you don't have to clean up..I made the mess I should do it..I'm fine just please go." he said trying to persuade the other to leave. He was ashamed to have a new member see him like this as was there laid bare and naked and who he really is was shining through. No one..knew the true him the real him behind the smiling mask and graceful dancing. The real him was insecure and frightened child and now steadily growing into a jealous monster. The pain in his heart was steadily growing into anger and hatred for Arrow...for taking Adrian from him.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 3:28 pm
"I know I don't have to clean up after your mess.... but I just want to do it. See to it like my only way of helping you I'm capable to think at this same moment. I feel my words, no matter how sweet, worried or encouraging they are won't ease the pain, the grief you felt to do this."
Bill cleaned the biggest mess of broken glass and ceramics taking the shreds with the remains of a ragged up pillow not to fill his hands with cuts and blood.
"Today, you just managed to make my most desired wish come true...." he said as he kept on working, the door of the room closed now and he picking the mess kneeling on the ground, his red hair managing to escape from the tiny ponytail in which he had tried to tie his hair.
"We all have had, and for sure will have in the future, days in which we have broken all around us in despair.... being refused last minute in a troupe you were at the verge of entering... having lost a dear person to you.... being dumped by the one you love.... But sometimes good things happen like what happened to me today."
He then kept silent, affraid of his own words... not knowing if they were a good or a bad thing or if they were doing any good to Louie.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 3:56 pm
Louie looked away his eyes darkened suddenly and he stood up, "What that I let you in..to this troupe.." He paused a looked at him his whole face had changed the sweet kind eyes were gone all that was left was hatred his whole face looked twisted from what it once was. "I let you in..cause you were attractive...you have little talent..you will never be more then an attractive set piece." he spoke out now his words filled with venom. "And Arrow..is nothing compared to me..the mute doesn't deserve Adrian..he can't give him what he really wants..I'm just going to have to prove it on stage." he smirked almost maliciously. "I will crush him...Adrian is my partner no one else..will dance with him."
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 5:43 pm
((Graah... Lemme know when Niko needs to be important ^^""))
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 6:15 pm
((he will be involved shortly..as soon as this convo is finished up)))
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 6:39 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:43 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:47 pm
Arrow stopped when he felt arms around his waist and looked over his shoulder to see who it was. It took every ounce of his self control to keep his face from going bright scarlet. Adrian was hugging him!! He felt his heart beat a little faster. He thought about the question for a bit before nodding and going into a practice room. The music Adrian turned on was simple music without words, just a beat that fit their practice pace. He only heard a little of the crashes, but dismissed it. Instead he started to stretch. He was incredibly flexible and always stretched a little more each time. Once he was done stretching he started doing basic warm-ups.
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