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[Tirissana]

For the love of...


for the past week I kept thinking that I would have Friday but noooooo apparently I have to work on Thursday. My mum bursts into the room in her usual fashion and asks me how I would like to work on Thursday. Then she goes "Oh you have nothing planned or you're not doing anything". She flat out assumes that I have nothing to do. I was planning on going to ******** Gamestop and replacing my ******** PS2. Get a few books, and get a better ******** sketchbook because the crappy cheap a** one I got at Walgreen's sucks ******** a**. No I'm not spoiled. The one's at Micheal's are a) better for me to draw on, and B) are easier to rip the pages out of. Just because you don't have s**t to do, doesn't mean ******** torture me. For the love of the ******** Gods entertain yourself. Sure I may be on the computer doing nothing but at least I'm entertaining myself instead of spending the day laying out in the sun.

Also, last I checked, I have nothing to do at work. Doing Data Entry doesn't count as doing anything. So ******** use your brain before you make hasty assumptions about me and deciding to ruin my vacation. Again.

As a personal memo, remind that working with family members is a bad idea. -.-

Edit:I'm adding onto this

Just because I don't like a shirt doesn't mean I'm acting 12 years old. For the love of God stop ******** picking out things you like. You don't know what kind of style I like or what I'm into. If you like a shirt that ******** much then wear it yourself. It's a ******** shirt for ******** sake. Stop having a ******** temper tantrum because you thought I might like it.

I personally don't care if you call that s**t hole we both work in "an office environment" it may look like that to you but to me it's a s**t hole. It's a black ******** hole. I do not want to dress presentable because I'm afraid I'm going to get attacked or mugged or worse. I'm really ******** sorry that I actually care about my personal safety whereas you don't give a s**t about it. You can dress how you want, and I'll dress how I want. you're not the ******** dress code police, and you're not one to even talk about how I dress.

Also, we don't work in an actual office. Last I checked an office is run by more than 2 people and that the boss is there constantly and is focused on that one office and isn't off doing something completely different. What we have going on is a ******** joke. I don't see it as an office. Like I said it's a hole. If it were an actual office, we would have other people helping us. We would have a receptionist.

Just because you make me act like your ******** secretary doesn't mean I'm an actual one. I don't get paid enough to answer the ******** phones while you sit on your ******** a** and bullshit with people on the phone or to look at ******** jokes. And I sure as hell don't get paid enough to sit in the front and deal with the people that walk in the office. Again, we work in a downtrodden city where people look like they've lived in the streets. I'm sorry if I have the fear of getting attacked. I am not going to put myself in harm's way and you sure as hell shouldn't. Aren't you supposed to be a mother or does that get shut off when we get to work? Cause if it does, I'd appreciate it if you didn't introduce me to people as your daughter. In fact, by doing that I feel less safe.

I know you want me to move out badly and what not, but you better rethink that, because when I leave I swear to whatever God or Goddess that is out there, that I am never coming back under any circumstance unless you are six feet under. Because the moment I walk out that door you are pretty much dead to me. Sure you may have provided me for the past 19 years but that doesn't mean you should treat me like I'm lesser than you or try to justify your actions. Motivation my ******** a**.

Also, before you ever try to tell my own grandmother that I need to be fixed why don't you try looking at your own damn shortcomings. If anything, you're the one who needs to be fixed. Before you make any such comments try making sure your own damn house is in order.

I think I'm done for now...Imma play Perfect World for a bit maybe.  

[Fiddlers Green]

Taliah

I've found the perfect picture for several people.



Sorry if you already have it, or seen it, but it reminded me of many people here and gave me the giggles.

eek whee surprised biggrin heart  

[Aino Ailill]

I'm happy that class will start soon. Entering into college, living primarily on my own, will be a large change. I don't deal with anticipation well and so I'm glad that it is finally upon me.

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My Great Great Aunt Luella died. E had been hanging on by a thread for half a year. I knew Aunt Lue rather well. None-the-less, I feel nothing. I don't feel a gaping empty-ness, an overwhelming urge to weep, or any other such sign of grief. I felt nothing at the death of my Great Grandmother or for the deaths of all those who died the day the Towers fell. I had reasoned my lack of feeling in these instances were because I did not know these people well or at all. When my cats died, I was severely saddened and, thinking back on it, the sadness is re-awakened. I don't understand why I lack a comparable emotional response to someone whom I claimed to love.  

[rmcdra]

rmcdra

I also learned something about Satanism, Christianity, and Wicca.

Quote:

I was hoping to leave Satanism out of the discussion because of the fact that it is only religion on the left hand path. Satanism has no consequences at all for human actions, no afterlife,(this also includes re-incarnation) and no higer power than ourselves.

however, the similarities between Christianity and Wicca are alot closer than people might think.

I've bolded the new information I learned.

*HEAD-DESK*

Quote:

I don't count the Crowley groups or the Devil worshipers on the grounds that they are simply using christian morality and putting effort into undermining it. Never heard of the Temple of Set so i'll have to look into them before judging them.

The Religions share the same moral deffinitions of right and wrong, the share similar edicts on the treatment of friends and enemies (with love and understanding) they carry the same socialist priciples. these ideas are also prevalent in other religious philosophies.

 

[Nattfodd]

No clue where someone would get such a ridiculous notion of Thelema from.  

[Kuroiban]

So, in no particular order over the last week I...

*Had to brake up with my girlfriend of five and a half years...

*Had to move out of my g/f's place and back in with my parents.
eek

*My computer broke

*Had to cancel the engagement ring layaway...and found out that the money I need to fill up my pantry will be tied up for 2-4 weeks "at the most" stare

*Had to defrost my refrigerator because the freezer had a chunk of ice held over from the paleolithic era and the fridge was about as cool as a picnic cooler...it's since been fixed but it was still annoying. rolleyes

So it's been a banner week for me. If I'm on even less then usual for a week or two, it's because I'm still waiting for 800 some dollars to come in for me to replace my computer.  

[Tirissana]

All I have to ask is what the ********? I don't get how people are saying Lupis is trying to mess with me when he apologized to me. I don't get how people expect me to tell him ******** off when I've accepted his apology. What ever happened to forgive and forget? What happened to forgiveness? Has humanity gotten that spiteful or is just that those I call friends are just assholes.  

[Nattfodd]

This isn't really anything I'm angry about, but I suppose it is a rant.

I'm glad I'm now labeled as a member of the M&R clique, the PFRC clique, and what else. Apparently trying to intelligently discuss something gets you lumped in with everyone else who tries to intelligently discuss... things.  

[IH_Zero]

Prozac ended up making me sleep roughly half the day. I hope it's just a case of me getting used to it, because being alone most of the day with a five year makes being passed right out for half the day not a good thing.  

[FlySammyJ]

Today a guinea pig that I adopted at the beginning of the summer died of lead poisoning. It was very sudden, and if I hadn't rushed him to the vet after hours (accumulating about $150 in vet fees), I probably would never have known what killed him.

I cannot for the life of me figure out how the creature got into lead, of all things. I haven't changed his environment at all lately, and I always watched him closely when I let him run around. It's driving me crazy.

Anyway, his name was Stu.  

[Shearaha]

I'm so sorry. For me loosing pets hits harder then loosing people.

Does that make me a bad person?  

[Calixti]

Today in things that piss me off: four teenage girls taking up the only bench and the only shaded area at the bus stop while a blind man with a cane and an elderly woman with a walker stand out in the heat.

BUS ETIQUETTE. LEARN IT.  

[Namikikyo]

Today, at lunch, I was talking about how I'm afraid of going to the UU Church and seeing someone destroy something like they always do during any Pagan gathering.

I believe I was talking about how someone might obscure a rune to the point of no return. I was laughing, thinking it would be such a silly mistake.

Then, S turned to me and said something along the lines of, "Why do you always do that? If they get it wrong, so what? Religion is all about belief."

To where I said, "It's not about belief, It's about not trying to rape a culture and bastardize it."

"No it's not."

"Yes it is, It's disrespect to the Gods and the culture behind it. For example, If I call Odin with an Kemetic ritual, I'd be ******** my blood pressure rose when she said "It's always about you. It's like you are trying to squeeze everyone into your own religion, Shelby. You can't do that. It's wrong trying to push everyone to follow what you think is right, when it's not. Stop it."

"What? I'm.. What?" I was so struck by that..

"What makes you so right, Shelby?"

"Facts! Facts, make me right, S!"

Then Ana stepped in while I was starting to shake and said, "That's like trying to say Paganism is Wicca when it's not."

I turned to her and wanted to slam her face into a wall. "What? No it's not. They're the same thing!"

"No, they are not. They are different."

I didn't have time to explain anything to anyone because S grabbed my hands and tried to calm me down. She said; "I know you sit on your computor all day, I know you are there just looking up facts and ..learning.. But we need to drop this.. Religion is what you make it, Sugar"

"What? No.. This is wrong, What Ana said is a lie! It's pure ignorance!!"

At this time Ana is just yucking it up, laughing at me because she thinks I'm wrong. I see her, laughing so hard she wants to fall out of her seat..

"Drop it, Shelby." S says.

I lost it, I felt trapped.

"No! Because Ana has no right to call her self a Wiccan and teach others her lies! What she thinks Wicca is, is false! Can you not see this?! It's one thing to personilize your religion by bringing peices of you to it, But it's a total different battle field when it's based off ignorance. " And then I walked away..

I was going to apologize for saying her beliefs were false when I saw her today, because I know they are not false.. Just mistitled. I really felt bad for saying it and I knew that the moment it left my lips I should have kept it in my head.

So then,

S comes to me and says how I've hurt Ana and how she and Ana have decided that I shouldn't talk about religion anymore. I am not allowed. Never mind how I was hurt.

They forbid me from talking about religion. Her and Ana talked behind my back and decided this for me.

I saw red.

I'm still seeing red, But it's more along the lines of crying from frustration. I don't know what to do anymore.. I don't know how to combat this situation or fix it..

I still plan on apologizing to Ana for saying her religion was false tomorrow when we get on the bus. It's still not Wicca, But I feel like I was totally out of line for that, But I cannot rewind time or take it back. So I will make ammends instead.

 

[Gho the Girl]

*reads over the page*

A lot of people here need a hug. sad  

[maenad nuri]

Is your friend secretly my husband. Because I had that argument the other day.