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 Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 3:13 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 8:16 am
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 4:38 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 7:46 am
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Date: Thursday March 10 2010
Day: 95
Weight:163
Breakfast Calorie in take:
go up late again....
Lunch Calorie in take:
330
Dinner Calorie in take:
580
Snack Calorie in take:
65
Daily Calorie in take:
975
Water in take:
1 cup
Exercise:
swimming for 40 minutes
8 minute abs day 10
Just For The Funs of It!
Gold Saved: 157,980
Tarot Card Daily Reading:
question: how will he like me when i loss the weight?
Queen of Cups, The Star, Ace of Pentacles
answer: the cards are telling my our relationship will grow closer
My Thought on the Day: i've been at 163 lb all week even know i've been working out really hard....
i need to stop watching the food channel
I sit alone in darkness, with only dim light from an old laptop lighting my ghostly complexion. the sound of rain and racing traffic, filter in from the dark world out side, beyond the closed blinds. that never open. the gentle hum of the computer and the quiet clicking of the keys under my fingers. echo dimly in this realm i call my prison.
for no good reasons my heart has saddened and my mind has darkened. because i'm all alone. not in the since of the lack of love or friends or family. but in the since that i'm alone, in a dark room with only the sound of rain telling that there's a world beyond this walls.
I yell out works of angry and sadness, love and regret, longing and fear. but they only echo dully as nothing more then clicks and taps. only seen but never heard, by people to far away to care or think. to far to touch, to far to hold. they are an enigma of every thought, believe, theory, disagreement or arguments. that was, is or will be. with no ending but ever changing as the youth over take the old.
wisdom is lost, forgotten, forsaken, misunderstood then use to mislead the masses. to lead them to hate those who are blessed to be different. whose who see the world for what it should be, not for what it is. a place of love, trust and caring. not one of bloodshed and hate.
but the world is what is because it is mislead. blinded from the truth. be the lies of their leaders, their faith and their fellows. that are missed shaped and held as truth. so they feel no wrong in their hatred for those who are different from themselves.
so i lock myself away and sit all alone, to myself, with the truth of the world sitting upon my shoulders. it cries for me to tell that is the reason why it rains. but i know even if i speak the truth, it would never be heard for what it is. but twisted, manipulated, and misused like the words i spoke before.
until the truth is know and truly taken for what it is. there will be only sadness in my heart and for the people of the world.
( have you ever gotten that smell voice in the back of your head? ^^^ will this^^^ is what happens if you listen to them.)
Cousin's Wedding Count Down!
Date: June 12 2010
Goal: 140 lb or under
Day Left:94
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 6:59 am
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Posted: Sat Mar 13, 2010 7:46 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 14, 2010 1:37 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 15, 2010 4:35 am
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Stars in my Pocket Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 15, 2010 9:55 am
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Posted: Thu Mar 18, 2010 4:54 am
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Posted: Thu Mar 18, 2010 4:57 am
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