The Official Rant Thread

[Jennoasis]

Iyamashi

No one here cares about double post, unless there are b!^chy people in this guild that I don't know about. stare
But yeah, dial up is scary. No cable is even more scary though. sad

Why is cable more scary? *Has cable*  

[Syrotek]

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

No one here cares about double post, unless there are b!^chy people in this guild that I don't know about. stare
But yeah, dial up is scary. No cable is even more scary though. sad

Why is cable more scary? *Has cable*

No cable is scary. I have no cable and dial-up, oh yeah, I'm living in luxury. blaugh  

[Jennoasis]

Iyamashi

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

No one here cares about double post, unless there are b!^chy people in this guild that I don't know about. stare
But yeah, dial up is scary. No cable is even more scary though. sad

Why is cable more scary? *Has cable*

No cable is scary. I have no cable and dial-up, oh yeah, I'm living in luxury. blaugh

Ooh! Oops. I want to rant that I have to go! crying You win posts tonight Iyashi-chan, but I shall be on in the morning and beat you. *Insert evil laughter* Uh...Laters all!  

[Jhi-Jhi]

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Good for you. It'll hurt like hell for him at first, but I'm sure he'll survive. wink

And maybe in the future, you guys will be able to talk to one another once more.

Definitely. 3nodding 3nodding

Thanks you guys! I talked to him for a little while last night....but I didn't get the chance to tell him...he was talking about how he was going to start his own restaurant. sweatdrop
BAD IYAMASHI!! Detention is bad, mm'kay?  

[Jennoasis]

Jhi-Jhi

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Good for you. It'll hurt like hell for him at first, but I'm sure he'll survive. wink

And maybe in the future, you guys will be able to talk to one another once more.

Definitely. 3nodding 3nodding

Thanks you guys! I talked to him for a little while last night....but I didn't get the chance to tell him...he was talking about how he was going to start his own restaurant. sweatdrop
BAD IYAMASHI!! Detention is bad, mm'kay?

Didn't tell him? xd Sucks. Yep Iyashi, bad.  

[Dariram]

WAH!~ I keep missing peoples calls!~ SORRY! crying  

[Jennoasis]

eek  

[Syrotek]

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

No one here cares about double post, unless there are b!^chy people in this guild that I don't know about. stare
But yeah, dial up is scary. No cable is even more scary though. sad

Why is cable more scary? *Has cable*

No cable is scary. I have no cable and dial-up, oh yeah, I'm living in luxury. blaugh

Ooh! Oops. I want to rant that I have to go! crying You win posts tonight Iyashi-chan, but I shall be on in the morning and beat you. *Insert evil laughter* Uh...Laters all!

*Doing a victory dance* blaugh  

[Syrotek]

Jhi-Jhi

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Good for you. It'll hurt like hell for him at first, but I'm sure he'll survive. wink

And maybe in the future, you guys will be able to talk to one another once more.

Definitely. 3nodding 3nodding

Thanks you guys! I talked to him for a little while last night....but I didn't get the chance to tell him...he was talking about how he was going to start his own restaurant. sweatdrop
BAD IYAMASHI!! Detention is bad, mm'kay?

crying crying crying Must you rub it in? crying crying crying  

[Syrotek]

Jennoasis

Jhi-Jhi

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Good for you. It'll hurt like hell for him at first, but I'm sure he'll survive. wink

And maybe in the future, you guys will be able to talk to one another once more.

Definitely. 3nodding 3nodding

Thanks you guys! I talked to him for a little while last night....but I didn't get the chance to tell him...he was talking about how he was going to start his own restaurant. sweatdrop
BAD IYAMASHI!! Detention is bad, mm'kay?

Didn't tell him? xd Sucks. Yep Iyashi, bad.

Et tu, Jenno?

To the Jhi: So when are you planning to? You know, leaving a mail message might be good. Agh, what am I talking about...don't listen to me.  

[Jennoasis]

Iyamashi

Jennoasis

Jhi-Jhi

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Good for you. It'll hurt like hell for him at first, but I'm sure he'll survive. wink

And maybe in the future, you guys will be able to talk to one another once more.

Definitely. 3nodding 3nodding

Thanks you guys! I talked to him for a little while last night....but I didn't get the chance to tell him...he was talking about how he was going to start his own restaurant. sweatdrop
BAD IYAMASHI!! Detention is bad, mm'kay?

Didn't tell him? xd Sucks. Yep Iyashi, bad.

Et tu, Jenno?

To the Jhi: So when are you planning to? You know, leaving a mail message might be good. Agh, what am I talking about...don't listen to me.

Et moi quoi Iyashi? Qu'est-ce que je fais?  

[Jhi-Jhi]

Sorry, Iya...I didn't mean to rub it in... crying

Jenn...I think a message would be nice to send to him...but the problem is what if he gets it and doesn't reply back? Or he doesn't get it? Or he gets it and deletes it with or without reading it? THe anxiety would kill me...I think AIM is better...or MSNM...something like that...tonight hopefully.. 3nodding  

[Azrael the Mad]

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Jennoasis

Jhi-Jhi

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Good for you. It'll hurt like hell for him at first, but I'm sure he'll survive. wink

And maybe in the future, you guys will be able to talk to one another once more.

Definitely. 3nodding 3nodding

Thanks you guys! I talked to him for a little while last night....but I didn't get the chance to tell him...he was talking about how he was going to start his own restaurant. sweatdrop
BAD IYAMASHI!! Detention is bad, mm'kay?

Didn't tell him? xd Sucks. Yep Iyashi, bad.

Et tu, Jenno?

To the Jhi: So when are you planning to? You know, leaving a mail message might be good. Agh, what am I talking about...don't listen to me.

Et moi quoi Iyashi? Qu'est-ce que je fais?

xd Actually, Et tu, in Iya's case, is Latin. As in Et tu, Brute? "You too, Brutus?" What Cesar said when Brutus struck the final blow that killed him. ::is too lazy to translate what Jenn said, even though he can read it.::  

[Azrael the Mad]

Jennoasis

Jhi-Jhi

Jhi's going to rant. This subject she hasn't ranted about in a while. 3nodding
This was posted on the 4th of Feb.

Jhi-Jhi

I will tell you the story of a young girl of 14 who fell in love and got her heart broken.

Jhi was stupid. She fell in love with someone she could never have. She fell in love with someone she didn't even know. She fell in love the second she meet him. She spent her whole entire summer on the computer talking to him. Someone who not only was 19 but lived in Australia and had a gf....but Jhi had already fallen in love and she didn't want to give him up even if he wasn't entirely hers. She talked to him, they traded pics. She was always there for him. Her feelings were so strong for him. When he found out his gf was cheating on him, he was crushed. He didn't know at that time that Jhi had serious feelings for him. He talked to her about it. How he couldn't believe his gf was cheating on him and how he had always been faithful to her. Which was the truth because there was nothing between him and Jhi until after they had broken up. Jhi was there for him and comforted him and confessed her feelings for him. He thought she was just trying to make him feel better. He wouldn't believe that Jhi actually loved him. But he accepted it after a while and they had a nice relationship going. Well Jhi was so obsessed with him. He was all she thought about, all she dreamed about, all she talked about and her friends were getting annoyed.
Jhi was upset and sad all day if she didn't talk to him. If she did talk to him she was uber happy. He controled her whole life without even realizing it. Then he told her he really loved her and he needed her and that he couldn't live without her. Jhi couldn't have been happier, but then more that day on...he didn't act like normal. He was distant and it hurt Jhi, she went through hell, for him. And he tossed her aside so easily. She was so hurt...she couldn't seem to stop thinking about him still. She was still in love. She wanted to hurt him like he hurt her, she started to ignore him and then talk to him randomly, confusing him, playing with his feelings. She wanted him to know what it felt to be played with. She made him cry. She thought it would make her feel better, but it made her and him feel worse. Jhi still hasn't recovered and is still going through it now.

And that my friends is the story of Jhi.

Wow that was long... sweatdrop

That person as some people already know goes by the name of David. 3nodding I've decided to say his name now instead of saying that guy and such, he's not really on gaia anymore anyway and none of you know his screen name anyway and if you do please don't say anything to him about this. It will make him sad and possibly mad at Jhi.. ;-;

Anyways he made me cry alot. I used to always think that the pain he caused me was worth it because he made me so happy. I thought the happiness would outweigh the pain...but it didn't and it wasn't worth it. I was trying of playing him I was tried of hurting him. I just wanted to be through with him. Starting in January I didn't really talk to him anymore, so naturally I didn't talk to him in Feb either. He contacted me the day before Valentine's Day and it made me sad. We didn't talk again for a while after that...then he started talking to me a few days ago..we're straight now, I'm starting to forgive him, but I'm scared that if I let him back in my life, then he's going to hurt me again....I wish he would stop talking to him and just leave me alone...
I know I sound selfish and all but I'm so tired of getting hurt... crying

What a long rant...

Oh Jhi, how so many people can relate to that. I personally can understand that so, so well. I know you might think I'm saying it just because, but I can understand it so much.

I am very sad to say that many men are like this. Some of us just don't deal well with excessive amounts of affection, and we really don't know how to properly let our emotions be known. I feel sympathy with Jhi, because every single one of my relationships have been like this, but reversed. I, a dude, was always in Jhi's place, and girls always hurt me. They destroyed me, and completely ******** over my perceptions of love and women. That's half the reason that I'm bi. This kept going on. First time was at ten, and it's been like that ever since. Maybe it's just something about me that makes girls do that to me. The last time was worst. I was ready to die. I actually did hang myself, but a friend cut me down. I cut myself frequently, and was always in my room. I never even ate. Well, to make a long story short, a girl came along that fixed my perception, and we had a wonderful relationship that lasted for years. We separated, unfortunately, but it was for the best. She was moving and we both knew that we couldn't handle the distance. Well, I hope Jhi can find a better guy. A guy who'll love her with all his heart, and will never hurt her, and will refuse to ever let her go. That's my hope, anyway. ::shrug:: Not all guys are like him. I'm certainly not, and there are probably some other good guys on Gaia, or anywhere else if Jhi will just look. I'm sorry for talking so much. I'll stop now. sweatdrop  

[Syrotek]

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Jennoasis

Jhi-Jhi

Jennoasis

Iyamashi

Good for you. It'll hurt like hell for him at first, but I'm sure he'll survive. wink

And maybe in the future, you guys will be able to talk to one another once more.

Definitely. 3nodding 3nodding

Thanks you guys! I talked to him for a little while last night....but I didn't get the chance to tell him...he was talking about how he was going to start his own restaurant. sweatdrop
BAD IYAMASHI!! Detention is bad, mm'kay?

Didn't tell him? xd Sucks. Yep Iyashi, bad.

Et tu, Jenno?

To the Jhi: So when are you planning to? You know, leaving a mail message might be good. Agh, what am I talking about...don't listen to me.

Et moi quoi Iyashi? Qu'est-ce que je fais?

You rubbing in the facts that I've been a bad lil boy. xp