Paranoia Anxiety Disorder. :/

[alicupcake]

The nurse heard i was cutting my wrists(i guess my friends were talking about it), and so i got called in.
Then the school psychiatrist said that she would have 2 call
my parents and i was like s**t.

I Then found out that I have Paranoia Anxiety Disorder
and that I have a severe case of Paranoia.
like i'm extremely scared of the dark
and i constantly think i am being stalked
and watched and whenever i close my eyes
i think someone is above me ready to stab me.
it's very depressing
and i need a psychiatrist and medication.
I'm a freak :/

 

[alicupcake]

bump damnit bump.  

[PinkSpider]

Wow... I feel almost exactly the same way that you do. O_o
I am constantly freaking out about people "following" me. It's creepy. I can't sleep with my bedroom door open and there has to be some sort of light/music/tv and the windows have to be shut too. It sucks. haha  

[aikoislost]

Hmmm.Dont think about it too much.I walk on my own but never thought about it.And I ain't scared of the dark.I really don't believe on the supernatural/ghost whatever until I see one.Oh well.Good luck then. Just try ti firgure out a way like go out with a company of friend instead of having a walk alone.And if you're in the dark make sure you're with someone.  

[alicupcake]

PinkSpider

Wow... I feel almost exactly the same way that you do. O_o
I am constantly freaking out about people "following" me. It's creepy. I can't sleep with my bedroom door open and there has to be some sort of light/music/tv and the windows have to be shut too. It sucks. haha

oh wow, thats like the exact same thing.
we can be paranoid buddies(:  

[alicupcake]

Aiko-kawaii

Hmmm.Dont think about it too much.I walk on my own but never thought about it.And I ain't scared of the dark.I really don't believe on the supernatural/ghost whatever until I see one.Oh well.Good luck then. Just try ti firgure out a way like go out with a company of friend instead of having a walk alone.And if you're in the dark make sure you're with someone.

Thanks for the advice, but i'm a big believer
of the supernatural.
but it's not only ghosts, like real people also.
molesters/rapists/serial killers/etc.
It's hard to think about it
and i'm crazy scared of the dark.
haha i'm like a little girl.  

[LoversRequiem]

Quote:

Then found out that I have Paranoia Anxiety Disorder
and that I have a severe case of Paranoia.
like i'm extremely scared of the dark
and i constantly think i am being stalked
and watched and whenever i close my eyes
i think someone is above me ready to stab me.

Don't worry, i cut my wrists, too. My parents found out and attempted to send me to a therapist. Never worked. i never talk. and i always feel like someone is watching me, too. The dark, not so much, but sometimes, yeah...i get scared. I can't go to sleep in hotels, cars, airplanes, or anything public like that because i'm think that someone will kill me when i'm not paying attention... ninja  

[alicupcake]

Valosgurl92gothacked

Quote:

Then found out that I have Paranoia Anxiety Disorder
and that I have a severe case of Paranoia.
like i'm extremely scared of the dark
and i constantly think i am being stalked
and watched and whenever i close my eyes
i think someone is above me ready to stab me.

Don't worry, i cut my wrists, too. My parents found out and attempted to send me to a therapist. Never worked. i never talk. and i always feel like someone is watching me, too. The dark, not so much, but sometimes, yeah...i get scared. I can't go to sleep in hotels, cars, airplanes, or anything public like that because i'm think that someone will kill me when i'm not paying attention... ninja

Oman, i'm glad to know that there are people
that go through the s**t that i go through.
Everyone at my school is like.
Preppy. and perky and crap.
except my skater/emo friends who are cool about it and understand.  

[xdownwithxtheshipx]

Don't forget your tinfoil hat when you go to bed, the NHL is monitering you through satellites hidden in your fingernails.  

[alicupcake]

bassmule

Don't forget your tinfoil hat when you go to bed, the NHL is monitering you through satellites hidden in your fingernails.

Weirdo.  

[Corpse_Bride_131]

Dude! I have the same thing! I am so paranoid about everything! Whenever I go out in public I think that someone is going to take me, rape me, and murder me, or that everyone is staring at me. It's really scary, because you feel like your seeing something about someone else that nobody else is. Like when you bring it up and you're all like, "Oh my God." everyone else is just like, "Get a life. Nobody cares about you enough to be staring at you.'' But I swear they do. I hate it. It really scares me. It's not fair. Damn brain.......  

[LoversRequiem]

i am soooo self-concious too. Like, i'm afraid of doing anything in public because i'm afrais someone i know will see me, or that like Corpse_Bride_131 said, like everybody is staring at me.  

[HopelessTMA]

Your not a freak. Im pretty paranoid myself alot of people are.

But honestly its not a bad idea to see a therapist. I just started seeing one. Shes really nice and helps me as my parents say "better myself". They can help, just dont rely on medication.

I used to cut, and my parents never even got around to sending me to a therapist for 3 years. I just started yesterday.  

[alicupcake]

just saw a psychiatrist
its pretty severe :/
prolly will have to rely on medication

thanks for your kind words though(:

 

[Amai~Kawaii]

Whoa, good luck with that. D:
I hate the dark too ._.
I refuse going out as soon as it gets dark outside. D:
I fear getting raped. ; - ;

And I was forced to go to the school psychiatrist once too O:
I fell into a rough depression in May last year.
*Shakes head*

I hated it, so I don't see her anymore. <3

Hopefully you'll feel better soon though. :3