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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2006 9:46 am
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ok this is in the thread that tells about yourself that should sum up things(it is below). i hope to put things in here maybe to help me remember what i'm trying to get to, to be. i dont want prefection, btw if you think i do.
"Hi. I'm Rose. And right now i'm 15 years old, and 5'6" tall. my starting weight before i decided to lose weight was 165.2 pounds. now i'm down to 147.6 pounds.
my goal is to be around 127 to 117 and hopefully my mom doesnt stop me.
i have problems/symtoms of anorexia and bulimia but i'm trying to fix that and dont worry i'm not going to say it is good to be either. i actually now feel bad i was.. somewhat. and i did not lose like anyweight from not eating a lot because i didnt work out or anything, so it is the completely wrong choice to do what i did.
i have a mom who is completely worried about me going way underweight, so i'm hoping i wont be stopped by here when i continue to lose weight until i'm the right size.
my mom is also losing weight she has almost lost 50 pounds thanks to weight watchers. i also was on that but stop cause my mom look at it and saw the foods.. werent enough. and she has always weighed more then me and now we are in closer range and i dont want to be. she is though 5'3" 3 inches shorter then me.
ok.. i think i said enough. i talking talking to people and helping so you can ask me things like i'll be glad to answer many things.
also i suffer from paranoia (so i have soo many fears, one being.. overweight again, and fatty foods also.), ocd, acid reflex, depression, and other things. "
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Posted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 1:29 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 5:30 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2006 6:56 am
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Moonecho-ok. and thanks.
ok. i havent typed an entry in awhile.
i haven't went on the bike path with the teachers yet.
and i did go away. and i felt like i gained so much when i got back. took two extra days off the scale and weighed 146 when i checked. and i didnt run every morning just random times of the day when friends were running to do something or running up and down the stairs.
at the moment i weigh 147, according to this morning.
but. on thrusday night.. i made myself throw up. but not much, just enough to feel not full anymore.
when friend was glad i haven't cut in about 4 weeks, like actually cut badly. but i still did during those weeks, but smaller than normal.
ok back to throwing up, he told me to never do it again, cause he doesn't want me sick. i just do it when my family isnt here and i feel really full. i mean family as in parents, i've done it with my siblings here.
so.. i need to figure out on what i'm doing with working out. it is dying out and i need to pick it up. i need to set a time for food, and working out. i want to make something to list want i'll eat at certain times, and what i'll do at times. so i want to do that today. sometime today.
also i skipped friday dinner, cause i was too busy remember to eat, and i hate that. i was doing so good on remembering. cause i have this friend that reminds me everytime he comes on. and he comes on twice a day, and i couldn't talk to him yesturday. but i did go 7 hours without eating, and then i had french fries and felt sick.
so yeah i also have a long one. i'm sry.
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Posted: Sun Oct 15, 2006 2:00 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 28, 2006 6:50 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 10:41 am
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 11:50 am
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 12:20 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 4:44 pm
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RoseAintMean The Eternal Optimist Hey Rose,
I was looking at your post about have 200 something calories I was like WHAT!! I could never do that, and i got a little worried about you not eating enough. So i looked at your goals and went 117 she'll be so skinny, but accourding to your BMI that's an okay weight for your hieght.
i can see why your mom is worried though. Just remember food isn't the enemy you have no enemy, food nurishes your body, so 1500 calories a day with lots of veggies and whole wheat bread and grilled chicken and all that is okay biggrin (but i'm sure you already know that)
You can do it biggrin
-Ellesthanks for ther concern and all. oh.. yeah i have an EDnos so that is y... sometimes.. i just wont eat much just so i feel thinner, and i'll make myself throwup too.. so yeah.. but i'll be getting over.. this sometime. i love veggys soo much. but i dont like bread much. and i dont eat meat so no chicken. but i do know they are all good for everyone.
Mmm red peppers biggrin
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Posted: Mon Nov 13, 2006 9:36 am
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Posted: Thu Nov 16, 2006 6:45 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 4:36 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 6:20 am
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