SCALPELS AND SEX TOYS
Ugly is all I will ever truly be
My eyes only can see the darkness around me
Choking on the things you have shoved down me
Fifty-two holes stabbed inside of me
Exhausting my last breath to lament my pain
Losing everything and nothing to gain
Reminiscing times when I used to be sane
Now I've exploded and cannot be tamed
Bleeding everywhere (Flopping around as you stare)
Bleeding everywhere (Flopping around as you stare)
Bleeding everywhere (Flailing about as you stare)
Bleeding everywhere (Flailing about as you stare)
Bleeding everywhere (My outbreak of pain as you stare)
Bleeding everywhere (My outbreak of pain as you stare)
Bleeding everywhere (Twitching about as you stare)
Bleeding everywhere (Twitching about as you stare)
Bleeding everywhere - bleeding everywhere
Bleeding everywhere - bleeding everywhere
Bleeding - bleeding
Bleeding - bleeding
Empty
When you're ugly, everything hurts
When you're ugly, objects feel so sharp
My infections itch, my skin burns
Cast away, you could say 'abstract art'
Criminate my attempt to taste beauty
For many, I am the only reality
In my life there's nothing more
All I am is something less
Feeling a mirror and tasting a face I abhor
All I've got is this big ******** mess I call a mind
Numb and skinned alive, this is the day I wish I wasn't blind
Without control I can't fight back
I'd hit you with a ******** sneak attack
I want to burn this place to the ground
I'd happily share my wounds with you
Now you can't silence my every sound
I'll gladly waste these bullets on you
Dissect me to look inside
Rip open my innards that in which I hide
Eat me limb from limb until I abide
Rape me once I'm dead
Rape me before I'm dead
I don't know why I look this way
All it does is make me hate
Make sure I'm dead and see all this nothing no longer
A collection of infections underneath my skin
Everyday it's getting even stronger
And I'm painfully diminishing from within
Enslaved to a world that would throw me away
I don't know what the hell it is but I want to break it
I don't know who the ******** you are but I want to cut you open
Laughing at me with your pretty face
Douse the wounds of my disgrace
Where the ******** am I?
Where in hell is this place?
How the hell did I get here?
Now I'm trapped here looking at my ugly face
I'm a ******** scalpel
No one wants myself
I'm a ******** scalpel
No one wants myself <******** everyone of you s**t-stained gorgeous plastic sex toys
Falling down an abyss of piss
Falling down an abyss of piss
Falling down an abyss of piss
Everyone in my life is gone
But no one in my life I miss
Falling down an abyss of piss
Falling down an abyss of piss
My toy is fixed
So get the ******** out
{ I'm a scalpel! } - [x2]
{ I am a scalpel! } - [x4]
Falling down an abyss of piss
Falling down an abyss of piss
Falling down an abyss of piss
Everyone in my life is gone
But no one in my life I miss
Falling down an abyss of piss
Falling down an abyss of piss
My toy is fixed
Falling down an abyss of piss
Still falling...
Falling...
Falling...
Falling...
Falling...
Falling...
Falling...
Forever...
Falling...
Finding...
Finding something...
Finding someone...
Living for someone
Living with someone
Abandoned by someone
Killed by someone
