I need to talk to someone.

[Kiiwii Kisses]

So today was my birthday, and it was all going well, my older sister went to go get the cake and all, while Mom took me shopping. She left at one point and came back seeming upset. When we got home, she told me that my sister was killed in a car wreck while getting my cake. I feel so horrible right now, and i'm freaking out right now. I have a condition most people call hypersensitivity, it basically means that I have a hormonal problem which makes me super emotional, and right now, i'm seriously considering killing myself. Please, I really need to talk to someone..  

[Kiiwii Kisses]

I just don't know what to do. She was basically all I had left. Now it's just me and Mom sad . I just want to see her again.  

[jesusgirl115]

T _ T I'm praying for you<3

While I too have lost loved ones and suffered through grief, I don't know exactly what you are feeling and going through, but I do know that while things are tough right now, they will get better.

We all love you and lean on us as much as you need to.

If you ever need to cry, rant or talk please PM me. I'm not saying that just to say it I truly mean it and am here for you.

"Crying Does Not Indicate You Are Weak. Since Birth It Has Always Been A Sign That You Are Alive."

 

[M i n i R e d S t a r s]

I am very sorry to hear about this. *cyber huggle* emotion_bigheart
You need to focus on life, please, please do not think about commiting suicide, it will do no good, and this will cause more greif for your family.

A friend of mine was in this situation a year ago, when her father figure was killed in a motor vehicle accident. She was feeling the same as you. But, with the help of friends, and family, she worked through it and has over come her sadness.

I know it will take some time, but you just need to focus on your well-being and work though it. If you need to talk, pm me.

Do anything to get out anger. Cry, scream into a pillow  

[Kiiwii Kisses]

It's not that i'm angry, it's just that she was pretty much my only friend. It's just that now that she's gone, I won't have anyone to talk to about school or anything else. I just feel awful.  

[jesusgirl115]

Kiiwii Kisses

It's not that i'm angry, it's just that she was pretty much my only friend. It's just that now that she's gone, I won't have anyone to talk to about school or anything else. I just feel awful.

You are not alone. I am your friend<3

 

[M i n i R e d S t a r s]

Dont think that you are alone.
We are all here for you. We are here if you need someone to lean on, or if you need to talk. We are all a pm away. emotion_bigheart  

[Mistress of The Fae]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish I knew what to say, but I'm here for you if you need to talk to someone

 

[vxrs]

Wow. -hugs-
So, it's going to be hard...
But people heal and their own, and tears dry on their own.

I urge and beg you not to commit suicide.
It won't make things better.
And you'll sis would have just died in vain...

 

[Ayniu]

What Vintage Tarte said - let it out, but don't end your life. You and your mom are there to comfort each other, but don't further hurt yourself and your mom by considering killing yourself. It is hard to get through, but you both will get through this. Support each other, be with each other, talk to each other, and don't hesitate to sob if need be - a good cry does a world of good.
I'm shocked to hear what happened, and I totally can see why you'd be freaking out. But you must hang in there and not write your life off because of this. [Hugs to you]  

[Vessel of Eve]

I know how you feel I figured out I lost my Grandpa after a very happy day with my 3rd grade teacher(female) when I was 11 and I was very close to him he was my best friend but it's not something to kill yourself over and we are all here for you to talk to I try to get on everyday and I normally am on everyday unless something comes up so feel free to pm me anytime