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tomatotomorrow I know how many people say that they want to end their life because they want the attention. But for the past year I have been seriously contemplating suicide more and more...the past two months or so I have been searching for ways to do it. I want to do it in such a way that will ideally be the least painful, and quick. Although most importantly, I do not want to mess it up and be living in a coma or with brain damage or something like that. Anybody I have tried talking to about my feelings just laugh it off and say I want attention. I am 20 and I have bipolar disorder, severe anxiety and depression, things I have battled my whole life. I was able to try and move through it, but lately I see no hope. I have never had a job before, and just recently I was convicted of two felonies, which makes me feel like I will never be able to get a good job and never be able to live the life I have dreamed of. I plead guilty to the two felonies because of a plea bargain; and now I am completely regretting it because I pled guilty to the things that I did not do. I have never been able to keep friends. The friends I have made have always wanted nothing to do with me after a while because they say that I am crazy, and I think they are right. I fear that I will never be able to make true friends after everything I have done in my life, and who I am. I do not want to live anymore; I feel like I will only be living a life that is full of hardship more than most people encounter in their lives. I am so lonely all of the time and I have nobody to talk to. I have spoken to counsellors and taken meds but it still does not fix my feelings of wanting to end my life. Does anybody know of any websites that offer serious suggestions on how to commit suicide properly? Any advice or suggestions are greatly appreciated.
im with you i think when im going to die why i was made why anything was made and i just wanna go reach for the needles or my siccors and just stab myslef over and over,but then i think about all the people that love me,what about them?
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tomatotomorrow I know how many people say that they want to end their life because they want the attention. But for the past year I have been seriously contemplating suicide more and more...the past two months or so I have been searching for ways to do it. I want to do it in such a way that will ideally be the least painful, and quick. Although most importantly, I do not want to mess it up and be living in a coma or with brain damage or something like that. Anybody I have tried talking to about my feelings just laugh it off and say I want attention. I am 20 and I have bipolar disorder, severe anxiety and depression, things I have battled my whole life. I was able to try and move through it, but lately I see no hope. I have never had a job before, and just recently I was convicted of two felonies, which makes me feel like I will never be able to get a good job and never be able to live the life I have dreamed of. I plead guilty to the two felonies because of a plea bargain; and now I am completely regretting it because I pled guilty to the things that I did not do. I have never been able to keep friends. The friends I have made have always wanted nothing to do with me after a while because they say that I am crazy, and I think they are right. I fear that I will never be able to make true friends after everything I have done in my life, and who I am. I do not want to live anymore; I feel like I will only be living a life that is full of hardship more than most people encounter in their lives. I am so lonely all of the time and I have nobody to talk to. I have spoken to counsellors and taken meds but it still does not fix my feelings of wanting to end my life. Does anybody know of any websites that offer serious suggestions on how to commit suicide properly? Any advice or suggestions are greatly appreciated.
I wont tell you how but I'll tell you that there is no foolproof way of doing it. When I was depressed I tried, many times. I regret each and every one of them. That's enough about me. You aren't crazy smile there's nothing wrong with you biggrin If people can't understand that then they're not worth it at all smile Life may not seem worth living right now, but soon things will pick up biggrin If you want a friend, I'll be here biggrin always smile I don't have Bipolar but I'm not completely sane xD I have Borderline Personality disorder :/ I have a couple of friends with Bipolar and theres not too much difference between them and some other of my friends smile
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