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I have a lot more, these are just a few.

Broken
Broken hopes and broken deams,
Hide in the darkness,
Smother my screams,
Painful words and violent acts,
Burden my life,
I cannot relax,
Lies are spread and hatred is born,
Destroying my spirit,
My heart is torn,
My flesh is white from razor blades,
And the scars inside,
Will never fade,
The past is haunting, it won't go away,
It stays in my thoughts,
Day after day.
My wrists are slit and pain has won,
I stare at the blood,
Death has begun,
A razor blade,
A bloody knife,
Calm my soul,
And end my life.

Move
Something deep inside of me,
Something I cannot find,
Has left me hurting deep within,
Has left scars on my mind.

I don't want to move forward,
To afraid to look back,
Should I stay here where I stand,
Or move and make a track?

I am afraid to look at the futre,
I am afraid of my past,
The wounds on my heart won't heal,
And I am fleeting fast.

I've been hurt and abandoned,
I've always been abused.
I feel mistreated and left out,
While others stay amused.

They laugh at me while I crawl,
They push me when I stand,
No one reaches out to help,
No one will lend a hand.

I moved forward without thought,
And I didn't count the cost,
I've always fought these battles,
And every time I have lost.

Should I just give up my life
Or try to think things through?
Should I try once again,
And to myself be true?

Even though I am cut deeply,
Even though I am scared,
I will give it one last try,
I'll pretend that someone cared.

Light and Lost
Reality is so far away,
I can't seem to find my way.
The world is spinning and it won't stop,
With every turn my hopes drop.
My only friend is a razor blade,
It causes all of my pain to fade.
The heart inside my chest keeps beating,
But my life and soul is quickly fleeting.
Faces stare, they are insulting me,
This is a dream, it cannot be!
They laugh, they taunt, when they see my tears,
They single out my every fear.
I'm lost within a world of black,
Unable to turn and run back.
I'm stuck inside my paranoia,
Unable to see the light...


Homocide
Your lips move senselessly,
Causing devestation and decay,
Slowly your lethal injections flow,
And we begin to fade away.
I'm fighting fire with fire,
I'm down on the floor,
Your blood on my hands,
I'm gasping for mnore.
You've taken it way to far.
You've pushed me to the edge.
You've taken it way to far.
You've pushed me over the ledge.
Revenge is sweet, but cold,
Malice, hatred, torture, be prepared,
I'll rip you limb from limb,
And laugh as death takes you.
You've taken it way to far.
You've pushed me to the edge.
You've taken it way to far.
I've pushed you ofof the ledge.
Homicide.
Homicide.

My Chamber
Ropes to bind the hands that hold,
Chains to weigh the body down,
Needles to stick into the skin,
A bloddy cloth for a burial gown.
I'll cut the flesh from your bones,
I'll whip the skin that remains,
I'll rub salk into your wounds,
I will make you feel my pains.
I'll cut the tongue that told the lies,
I'll gouge out the eyes that stared and judged,
I'll sever the hands that covered your mouth,
While your lips wagged and your mind didn't budge.
The only nourishment you'll recieve,
Is the blood from your severed tongue.
I hope you enjoy the taste of traitors blood
because that is all you'll ever get and all that you'll ever be.
DIE AND ROT IN HELL.
Farewell...