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Posted: Sun Sep 26, 2010 4:23 pm
I'm looking for a female role player, who wouldn't mind doing an rp revolving around drugs, and music. I want to be kind of intense with it, so I need someone who isn't afraid to be descriptive about the drug/music worlds, and how they coexist with each other.
It will be a romance, and I intend on playing a male role.
The basic idea is that two people, my character, and (yours), will find each other in a rehab where music is the only thing holding them together. Once one character is released from rehab, they will begin to write each other. They're romance will begin to blossom as each month goes by, and once the other character is released they will find each other again, though miles, and miles apart. Life holds to be pure, and good, but once again addictions take hold, and they wind up in seperate rehab buildings. They sing back and forth through the bars of their windows, and eventually, they find a way to be together for even a short amount of time.
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Weed, nor any other natural growing drug, is not an addictive drug, so please, for the love of the un named god, don't use it as your drug of addiction. You can say that your rpc smokes weed, or at some point have them tripping on psycadellics, but the main focus are heavy drugs. Good examples to use are as follows:
~Pills (i.e Hydrocodone, Xanex, Oxycotton, and other pills) ~Cocaine/Coke ~Heroine ~Opium ~Acid ~Extacy/Molly (pure form) ~Alcohol (In heavy amounts)
Examples of what NOT to use: ~Weed ~Shrooms ~Peyote ~Any other naturally growing thing that is known as a drug
I do not condone drug use, I just find that it adds good drama to movies, books, and things of the like. I want this to be as serious, and dark as possible, so you have to be comfortable, and maybe do some research to ensure that your character is having all the proper with draw symptoms, or all the right feelings while on the drug(s) you shoose to use.
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The rpc profile is as follows, just pm with it all filled out if you're interested:
Name- Age- DoC- (Drug of Choice) Appearance- The Life of a Drug Addict- (A paragraph or two about your rpc's life, and how/when they started using. Also include how they got caught) Addicted to- (any other drugs you may want to have your rpc abuse) Music interests- (If your rpc plays an instrument, or likes certain bands, put them here)
Just pm if you're interested...
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 2:50 pm
Name: Rain Storm LeMasters Age: 21 DoC- Cocaine
Appearance- Black hair, lost, lonely green eyes that search for the love of someone, as well as empty in the search for another fix. He wears bandages on each arm, as he hides the junkie side of him that abuses heroine. He stands about five foot eleven, with pale white skin, and dark circles under his eyes from the lack of sleep that cocaine provides the user with.
The Life of a Drug Addict- Rain had a mixed life growing up. His mother and father fought constantly, and so his father was constantly in and out of his life. Finally one day his father never came back, and at only twelve years of age he became the man of the house. His twin sister, Keelan Lilly, became addicted to sex, and heroine when they were sixteen.
One day after school, Keelan didn't come home. Rain and his mother stayed up for days waiting for news on her condition, but after several weeks of searching, her dead body came up in a landfill twenty miles from their home. After that, Rain quickly became addicted to Cocaine. He felt that it washed away the pain of losing his twin sister, and their father. He hid his addiction from his mother, whom he loves with his entire being, and he knows that if she knew she'd be devastated. She was all he had left.
One day when he was out on the street looking for some drugs to obtaine for cheap, he met up with a shady dealer in an alley behind a pharmacy. As he was walking back towards his home, he was suddenly surrounded by the poilce force, and tazed as he tried to run. He began to cry as his mind thought of his sister, and how his nother would be worried about him. Immediately, he was taken to prison, and found guilty. He was sentenced to two years in a maximum rehab facility, and visited often by his mother.
Addicted to- Rain also likes to use Heroine, hence the bandages on his arms, and will smoke weed from time to time. Music interests- Rain plays the guitar, and his favorite song is Closure by Divine Hersey
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 3:13 pm
Name- Anna Elise Vortage Age- 19 DoC- Heroine Appearance- Sorry it's true, I look like your average trouble maker. The Life of a Drug Addict- Getting started is the easy part, it's hanging on while you're stuck in rehab that's hard. How'd I get addicted? the same way a lot of people do, have, or will. You start small, and with a motive. Why did I start doing drugs? Before I even get into that, I'll set you up with some background knowledge. Not all people who do drugs, don't realize the affects. Not everyone does it to be considered "cool" which has always been the stereotypical explanation for doing drugs. I started doing it, because a girl said it eased the pain.
And growing up, I had a lot of it. If pain were electricity, I could have fueled the world for awhile. But setting my pent up hatred aside. It started out as "I'm just going to do it one time" which, was weed, but that's not addictive. Weed is only addictive if you convince yourself you need it, that it makes you better at whatever it is you do. Me, I've always been advertorials. From a joint, to a bong, to popping pills, to coke, and then to my beautiful heroine. Yeah, heroine sound's pretty cool eh? It is-.. Till you get caught.
Thing is, I wanted people to notice I was hurting.. I just didn't want to be the one to tell them. I wanted them to take a long hard look at me, and to see me. See how I was feeling, see how awful everything had gotten. I just wanted someone to see me, for me. But then when it finally happened... I wasn't so happy to be noticed...
It kind of became this odd snowball- Yeah. A downhill snowball affect. Where everything just get's bigger. And bigger. And bigger. And it doesn't slow down, it just blows up. Well, I had a little confrontation...With a couple of girls. No, not just one, a couple. And these couple of girls, got together and formed an "I hate Annabelle" club. Eventually the stupid s**t that went down between us, well, it had the snowball affect, thing's just got worse, and worse... And eventually, I got caught. They did something far worse than tell the Principal. They told to cops. Because our Principal, was "hippie" kind of guy, and if he found out you were smoking' it up. Rumor is, he'd ask you for some.
And since that was well known...They played it out well. But, it really all just came down to the drug test. Of course.. They did one on the spot.. So I had no chance to flush my system, or anything. So. I got caught. I thought "Oh big deal, I'll go to Juvie for awhile, and get out for good behavior or something..Wrong. I'm stuck in Rehab.
All because I didn't know when to keep my mouth shut. Addicted to- It's not addiction honey, it's a habit. But while I'm filling this out, I kinda like weed, and I do like my cigarettes. And alcohol is pretty on Friday's. Music interests- I play the violin, the cello, and I sing. And I like anything from classical, to heavy metal.
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 4:30 pm
It had been three months since Rain Storm LeMasters had been sentenced to two years in maximum rehab. It had been three months since he'd lost his freedom, and he one thing that held his pain at bay; Cocaine. Everyday it grew a little better, but he still had the memory of the photos in his mind.
knock knock
A soft wrap on the door signaled the request entrance of one of the many nurses. Today it was Consuella, a beautiful latina woman who had a wonderful personality. Rain liked her a lot, and had on several occasions wondered if she would have a private dinner in his room.
"Enter, Consuella." Rain said standing, smoothing out the few wrinkles in his rehab uniform. He hated the light blue color, but he found it calming some days. Besides, the outfit was comfortable.
The door opened, and the beautiful nurse entered. "It's time for lunch Rain. I thought maybe I would esscort you down to the cafeteria" Consuella said with a bright smile, and a wink. Rain had been waiting to see her beautiful smile. She'd been the only person in the enire facility to bring him small gifts. Just something to get him through till the next month. If he were ever caught, Consuella would be fired, and he would be sentenced to years in prison instead of more rehab. He would never tell on her though. She meant the world to him.
"Alright then. I will allow you to esscort me to lunch mon cherie." Rain said extending his arm for her to take a they walkd out the door, and down the hall for lunch and free time.
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Posted: Sun Oct 10, 2010 7:34 pm
♫♪═♥ "Beneath the stains of time, the feelings dissapear.".♥═♪♫ ♠♣♥♦ Annabelle Elise Vortage ♠♣♥♦ No one ever tells you about the hard things in life, about the things that'll break your heart and render you helpless. There are some things in school they just don't teach you. Maybe we're all liars, stuck in a version of reality no one understands. Maybe they don't teach you about how much these things are going to hurt because they want you to stay young. Maybe they should prepair you for life instead of college or university. There is no such thing as a simple yes or no answer, because there are consequences both good and bad for everything we do. That's the only thing in life that'll never change. That was the thing about Anna. She didn't learn, until she got caught. But another thing about Annabelle was... She didn't look like the type of person to get into that "sort" of thing. Being a raging heroin addict, probably wasn't the plan any mother or father had for their kid. But underneath the social pressure of living up to the expectations Anna didn't want to have to live up to. She managed to fall into the wrong crowd.
Or well, that's what Anna would like to be able to say. Truth was Anna had no real reason to be doing heroin. The way she felt wasn't a reason for a raging drug addiction, but suicide really. Because Anna lived in a world, where everyone kept a clean poker face, and when s**t hit the fan, everyone acted like nothing was the matter.
Anna, had no poker face, or so she thought. Maybe she was a better liar then she'd ever dreamed of being. It took people long enough to notice. But Anna didn't like the feeling of being noticed as much as she'd thought she would. It was this scratchy feeling, that creeped up your throat, and rested there, eventually sinking into your stomach. Which was the point where you felt like throwing up everything you'd just ate, or a pail's worth of bile because you hadn't eaten. Anna had dreamed of being caught, but having not realized the consequences that would come with being caught, she not wished, to go back and time, and never, ever do drugs again But Annabelle couldn't change time.
So for now, she'd snap back to reality, and remain calm as she was escorted into her new home. Rehab.
Anna shook her head as she blinked, her eyes glancing between the two- well, yeah buff men beside her. "Where are you taking me?" she asked, her voice shaking slightly. She wasn't scared. But Anna didn't talk much at all. Her eyes following the marks on her arms, which were now bandaged.. Who knew.. She wasn't bleeding. Maybe it was for a physiological purpose? She saw none. But it seemed to her Doctors always liked to make you feel incompetent and stupid. Which wasn't Anna's case.
She wasn't a low life, or an idoit, and she'd liked to say she was a good person. But did all good people do such bad things? Yeah, that was it. Annabelle was a good person, doing a fed bad things.
Slowly pulling her arms out of the mens grasp as she passed a door. "I'm hungry.." she said blinking as she glanced to her left, the door leading to the cafeteria. "Can we eat please?" she asked, her voice stronger now. She wanted to eat. She would give them a hard time if they didn't let her.
So before they could even get to her she was walking through the door. Her stare blank as people began to turn and stair. Yet another thing about Annabelle. She didn't look like the sort of girl... that belonged in Rehab.
♫♪═♥ "You are someone else, and I am still right here..".♥═♪♫
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 11:55 am
Rain and Consuela sat down at their private lunch table nearest the large bay window in the cafeteria. The veiw outside was actually rather beautiful, aside from the barbed wire fence tat ran the length of the facility. He had considered breaking out on night just to feel the cool water on his skin, but Consuella's gifts were already enough heat to worry about. If he got caught they'd piss test him, and then the jig would be up for sure. And Consuella, well she'd probably be deported, or sent to jail. He didn't actually know if she ws legal to be living in the country.
He looked at the face of the woma he'd been fantasizing abut for thepast few months. Rich, copper tan skin, surprising green eyes that suggested a celtic heritage somewhere in all that Latin. Her freckles were many, but you couldn't see them unless you got close enough to smell her. Rain had seen them many times, not only in his dreams, but one or twice in reality. She didnt know this however, and he would never tell her unless their relationshi went to the next level.
"Who would want a junkie?" Rain thought to himself. "Someone else sent to this hell hole. I'm not good enough for her beauty."
He heard foot steps enter the door. A girl, nervous looking maybe, walked in followed by two large men. The very same men who had escorted him in when he arrived. This girl, however, didn't look like she belonged.
"Consuella, darling, pray tell who she is visiting? There's no way that she's being admitted here." Rain said with a frown on his face. The girl was beautiful, for sure. Her beauty rivaled Consuella, but again there was no way she was going to be living here.
Consuella smiled. "She's a new ward here. Annabelle is her name, though he last name alooves me." She said absent mindedly. "Come on. Eat up. You know how the doctors on duty like to talk while you eat, wasting your time." She said placing her hand on Rain's.
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 9:34 am
♫♪═♥ "Beneath the stains of time, the feelings dissapear.".♥═♪♫ ♠♣♥♦ Annabelle Elise Vortage ♠♣♥♦ No one ever tells you about the hard things in life, about the things that'll break your heart and render you helpless. There are some things in school they just don't teach you. Maybe we're all liars, stuck in a version of reality no one understands. Maybe they don't teach you about how much these things are going to hurt because they want you to stay young. Maybe they should prepair you for life instead of college or university. There is no such thing as a simple yes or no answer, because there are consequences both good and bad for everything we do. That's the only thing in life that'll never change. Anna scanned the room, there were a lot more "crazy" people then she had thought. Maybe the world wasn't perfect. Of course it wasn't, Anna had first hand experience's with ridiculous imperfections. She glanced back and forth between the two men, until she came face to face with a rather attractive man, who was her ward. Anna didn't smile, she gave him a rather lost look, she wasn't sick, she wasn't stupid, yes doing heroine, maybe was stupid to some people.
But one thing that always rang in her head, was that "You do what's right for you, and don't worry about anyone else." She could use that as her defense, yeah, her defense. Defense for what though? She wasn't going to jail, she was probably going to hell if anyone believed in that sort of thing anymore. But that was it. Annabelle would go to hell, and that was it. It wouldn't matter. Anna by that time would convince herself Hell wasn't real, because if she didn't believe in it, it technically didn't exist. But she was imagining the end of things before it even began.
Anna shook her head, tilting it to the side as she followed the man, her ward, Jeffery. He said to call him Jeff, she thought. "Jeff right?" she asked blinking. "Sorry, I just don't always give my full attention."
"It's alright," he said, "it's kind of a lot to take in when you're first getting here." he seemed to pause and give her a once over, she didn't know if he was diagnosing or second guessing what was wrong with her, or if he was checking her out. Anna couldn't tell with people anymore. They did strange things for strange reasons.
She followed him, her shoes pressing flat against the pavement, silent and graceful, she walked behind him, following him to the table, he seemed to sit next to the boy he'd called Rain and across from a woman who had a name tag reading Consuela. "C-On-Sue-La" Anna sounded it out to herself, a meerly whispering so as not to be herd.
"Hey Rain, Consuela, this is Annabelle, she's our newest addition to our little family." Jeff said jokingly as he smiled at the people around them.
Making Anna hang her head in almost shame as he did. That was the problem with regular people, they didn't feel the same way about things.
♫♪═♥ "You are someone else, and I am still right here..".♥═♪♫
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 7:32 pm
Consuella beamed brighly, as Jeffery, another of the may wards here, walked the girl towards their table. As introductions went underway, Rain's eyesopend wide.
"You've got to be shitting me, Jeff!? She doesn't belong here! There's no way in HELL his girl is as messed up as the junkies t that table," He said pointing to a group of patients at a table across the room,"Or those pills heads at that table." He said pointing yet again to another table, this time at a group of people once addicted to Oxyctton.
Consuella rested her han on Rain's, ad heseemed to calm down. He got this way when he needed his fix, when with drawl set in. "You'll have to excuse him right now, Miss Annabelle, he's having a difficult time right now." She said with a sad expression on her face. Rain stared at her incredulously. Her words made him seem a messed up as everyone in te rehab center.
"I'm sorry, Jeff, Annabelle. It's been three months with out my mask. I sometimes forget myself." Rain said poilitely Standing up, and bowing as he took Annabelle's hand in his, kissing it as would a southern gentleman.
"This girl just can't belong here." he thought as his eyes fell on her arms. "Or maybe she does. She's a junkie too. We've got something there."
His eyes then bounced up to meet Jeff's glare. He could see jealousy in them. It seemed that he already notced Annabelle's beauty. Some of the wards in the rehab were sick themselves, but in a different way. They would ******** the residents, and the residents didn't like it. Rain had already broken ito several rooms where male wards were raping the patients. He'd been given days of solitary confidment, but he hated to see women, or men, being forced against their will to suck the d**k of someone's sick obsession with sex for false promises of getting a drug fix. He'd never caught Jeff in a situation like that, but he had that feeling in his gut that Annabelle could be in a sort of danger in the place.
"Would you like to sit with us, Miss Annabelle?" Consuella asked charmingly. She'd noticed the way Jeff looked at Annabelle. Jeff was attractive, and there'd been a few times she'd wanted to sleep with the man, but where was the love i that? Now she ust cared about Rain, but she could see that Annabelle had a beauty that rival hers in Rain's eyes.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 6:21 pm
♫♪═♥ "Beneath the stains of time, the feelings dissapear.".♥═♪♫ ♠♣♥♦ Annabelle Elise Vortage ♠♣♥♦ No one ever tells you about the hard things in life, about the things that'll break your heart and render you helpless. There are some things in school they just don't teach you. Maybe we're all liars, stuck in a version of reality no one understands. Maybe they don't teach you about how much these things are going to hurt because they want you to stay young. Maybe they should prepair you for life instead of college or university. There is no such thing as a simple yes or no answer, because there are consequences both good and bad for everything we do. That's the only thing in life that'll never change. Anna looked at the boy before her, Rain. He seemed to be perplexed as to why she was here. But Anna knew exactly why. "Looks can be deceiving, and not everything is as perfect as it appears. I'm here because of my faults.." Anna soft voice trailed off as she slowly wrapped her fingers around the bandaging, pulling it off. "Do they make all new patients ware this? Is it supposed to make them feel guilty?" she asked quietly to Jeff as she slowly looked down at Rain.
Her face turning red as he kissed her hand, his apology working wonders. She was a sucker for anything cute. "Don't apologize. Everyone had a breaking point." she said as she offered him a sullen smile as she looked to Consella, slowly she sat down next to Rain, leaving a slight gap between them, she didn't notice the look from Jeff or from Rain, she only sat there.
"Thing is, you've got to watch the people who look like they'd never do something, or belong in such a place, because chances are, that's what they'll be into, or already are into. People like me, we're crazy." she teased playfully whispering it in Rain's ear.
"Thank you for the invitation Ms.Consuella." she said as she admired the womans flawless skin tone. She saw nothing all that attractive about herself, compared to someone like Consuella, then again, at the same time, she pictured someone who looked like Consuella.. To be found at the red light district. But that was because there was a type of beauty, that went so far it looked ridiculous.
"So why do you believe I don't belong here? I mean.. I could be just as bad as any one in here. I- Sorry.." Anna said. She didn't know why she was so reluctant to stop talking. It didn't exactly occur to her that maybe it was the feeling she had nothing to lose. She lost what she had, by receiving what she'd desired. Though, it was no longer what she wished she'd wanted. She wished very differently now. But...Now she wanted to never wish again.
The guilty feeling crept up on Anna, almost consuming her as she looked to her newly exposed arms. Which had several poked wholes from the one night she had freaked out, and couldn't find the right vein. "Gimme a fix.." she whispered with a short laugh. "Sex Poistols." she said following, so she didn't sound complete and totally out of it. "My addiction, reminds me of Sid Vicious."
♫♪═♥ "You are someone else, and I am still right here..".♥═♪♫
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Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2010 5:45 am
Rain did his best to keep his eyes on hers. He didn't want to watch her remove her bandages, but when she asked Jeff a direct question Anna looked at him. Curiousity killed he cat and one again he couldn't help himself. His eyes slowlsy fell upon her bandages, and he saw the truth.
'She is a junkie afterall. Oh Anna, beautiful Anna, what pain hides behind your eyes?' he thought to himself.
Rain continued to hold onto her hand, not wanting to let go in fear that her pain was too great for her to handle alone. He had his own fair share of pain, and Cocaine had helped him to relieve some of that pain. Never fail though that once the rush that drug provided you with, time would slow way down, and you'd be hurting even more than before. He had done his fair share of heroine though. It wasn't his favorite, but it helpd him hid from the world a while. It only used it to feel closer to somene in his past. A ghost, a memory, the other half of his soul.
As Anna sat next to him, he finally released her hand. The space between them was little, and he swore he could feel the heat of her nervousness. "Don't be nervous, crazy beauty from beyond the gate." Rain whispered back to her, his nose barely touching the edge of her ear. "I'm crazy too." He said with a smile.
"Consuella, would it be alright if I showed Annabelle around the center? Instead of a regular ward that is." He said, his eyes full of hatred for Jeff. He wanted Anna no where near the man he suspected to be sick in the head like some of the other wards. He understood that everyon needed their fix, but not like that.
Consuella looked up at Jeff, and then back at rain and Anna. A smile sprad across her face. There was som jealousy in her heart, but she understod that sometimes drug addicts chose to love thier own "kind". Rain was much younger than her. Younger by about fifteen years if one wanted to get technical, but that didn't stop her from wanting to help him become someone for her to love. "I don't forsee a problem with it, Rain Storm. Just have her back here in one hour so that I can get her checked into a room. After that, you're more than welcome to continue the tour." she said her eyes sparkling emerald green in he light of the room.
This girl, Anna, was lovely. She may not of had the beauty of a Spanish dancer, but as far as American beauty went, she had it all. "I'm going to leave you two to get better aquainted. Come on Jeff. I'm sure there's plenty for you to be doing while they talk." She said as if bossing the male ward around, and she was. She ranked higher than him in the system.
As Consuella walked away, Rain turned to Anna. "I thought you didn't belong here, but now-" he started carefully, not really even sure what to say. He didn't want to be here either, but sometimes he realized that he was here for a reason. Maybe even something other than his drug habits. "Now I think you do belong here." He looked into her eyes. "For some other reaon. For reasons like me. Unknown." He said hoping that she understood wht he was talking about, that mybe by some unknown power she would grasp he consept that he knew they weren't bad people. That they just did bad things in hopes of leaving the past behind.
He ran a thumb gently over her beautifully marked arms. "It's okay, Annabelle." He said "I like the Sex Pistols too." Rain smiled standing up, leaving his tray for someone else to get. "Come on, Sid Vicious. Let e show you around the place we call home." he said as he extnded his arm.
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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2010 11:17 am
♫♪═♥ "Beneath the stains of time, the feelings dissapear.".♥═♪♫ ♠♣♥♦ Annabelle Elise Vortage ♠♣♥♦ No one ever tells you about the hard things in life, about the things that'll break your heart and render you helpless. There are some things in school they just don't teach you. Maybe we're all liars, stuck in a version of reality no one understands. Maybe they don't teach you about how much these things are going to hurt because they want you to stay young. Maybe they should prepair you for life instead of college or university. There is no such thing as a simple yes or no answer, because there are consequences both good and bad for everything we do. That's the only thing in life that'll never change. And yet another fact about Anna. The sweetest of words never meant a thing to her. Why should they? Everyone could be sweet, it was all behind the motive. If they wanted something, wanted you, for whatever reason and under what ever circumstances. A good liar, would say anything they damn-well-pleased just so they could have you. It's not that Anna thought Rain was a liar when he said those pretty little words, that majority of girls would swoon for. It was the fact that Anna had undergone relationships without compliments, and she didn't find it to be a problem. Even though while in those relationships, Anna loathed the fact she never received a "Hey Beautiful" or a "you look pretty". But, the way Anna had always seen it was if you're pretty, and someone loves you, how do you know they love you for you, and not just what's skin deep. But, if you were appearance challenged, the couldn't love you because of how pretty you looked, or how hot you'd be naked. They loved you in sincerity. Or it was a bet. But chances are, the first one is more logical. People now-a-day's weren't as cruel as the movies say.
It seems to go by Anna in a blur, everything that was happening, Rain wanting to show her around, Consuella and Jeffery leaving. She didn't pay it much mind though. But it did strike her curiousity as to why the boy was so damn eager to show her around such a place. He acted as if he was proud to say he knew the place like the back of his hand.. She didn't like that feeling. And it irked her how he said crazy... Even if it wasn't a joke. "If being crazy.. Is why I'm here, then I should head the hell home.. Because I'm not crazy, I'm aware of what I've done and what's going on. I'm not stupid, or crazy..." she said her eyes peeled as she shook her head. "Your mistake, is looping me in with everyone else in this place, no I'm not saying I'm better than them. But in no way in hell, am I like anyone here.." This was like a consecutive all about Anna, and Rain would surely learn more about her. Possibly because Anna was upfront about certain things, and possibly because Anna wore who she was like someone wore their heart on there sleeve.
She glanced at Rain as she hung her head, she wasn't shameful, just maybe he was right, though she was demerited for him to be wrong.. She slowly stood, she found it strange how he was all over her. Maybe it was because although Anna was a junkie.. She was a realist to. "Alright there Johnny.." she said with a light laugh. Johnny was always telling Sid what to do.. Especially when Sid had Nancy...HAD being the key word.
♫♪═♥ "You are someone else, and I am still right here..".♥═♪♫
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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2010 2:32 pm
Rain looked taken aback. Had not caught his reference to the whispered comment she'd madeabout being crazy into his ear? "Look," Rain said wrapping his arm around hers. "I make no mistake. These people aren't crazy. They are normal. Do you understand? Don't you get it?" He said as he led her out the door.
Rain couldn't understand understand her resentment towards what he had said. She liked Sid Vicious, and yet when he tried to use it at a sort of pet name, she withdrew, and then suddenly she just bounced back. He remained slient for a moment as he thought. "We are the crazy ones." Rain said finally. "It's us not them" he whispered as he leaned into her slightly with a content smile on his face.
"They all grew up around drugs, you can ask anybody. Their parents were addicts who have probably been to this very clinic, and the apples didn't fall far from the tree. We- I-" he paused, "I'm here for reasons unlike these people. A dark past..." He said looking away from her, tears threatening to form in his eyes as the thought of what had happened all those years ago. "Keelan...forgive me." He said with a quite breath.
"You're right," Rain said looking around with a smile planted on his face, his eyes watering slowly. "You're not stupid, and you're aren't crazy. Annabelle, you aren't like anyone here. You've just done some bad things, but you're not alone. You remind me so much of the realistic reason I'm in here."
Rain stopped himself from speaking any farther. To talk about the angel of his torment meant breaking down again, and twice in one day was enough. He couldn't take a third time. "Anyway," he said as a tear slid down the cheek opposite of Annabelle, "This is the rec room." He said gesturing to a door that was propped open. There were a few game systems, a large tv, and many shelves of books. There were also several musical instruments in the far corner of the room.
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