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 Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:09 pm
http://vocaroo.com/?media=v0b6B98JmIsFodpmvBreathe, by yours truely. I'm trusting all of you not to spread it around the internet, its not copy written yet. Oh and totally didn't see you were christian too till after I sang the song. >.>  "α ʛαɱɛʀ ɧαs cαƿȶuʀɛɗ ɱʮ ɧɛαʀʈ."
...&& ɧɛ іs ɱʮ  оɳʆʮ ɳɛʀɗʮ іɲȶɛʀɛsȶ.  I know what it is like to have people make fun of you for being different. All my life I was an ADD/OCD/ADHD child without medication (because the meds make you worse than not being on them) and I also had problems making friends. My problems weren't because of being different disability wise but because I said things that made others uncomfortable. Said things without thinking I guess.
I also drew dragons, and drawing is also my strong point. Remind me to post my art when I'm not lazy, I draw realistic with a hint of cartoon now.
When I went to a catholic school with my cousins people were weirded out because I drew characters from Diablo II. (XD Good times, good times)
I can talk alright but I can't express myself very well. I have trouble 'saying' what I mean, but WRITING is a different story. I can write day in and day out.
Recently I've been diagnosed with really bad asthma, am now a nonepileptic (I have seizures from stress and fear) and I have a slight hearing loss so now people who don't know me think I'm REALLY weird because not only do I not do any physical activities (aside from power walking class) but I also don't do overly exciting things, and people hate that they can't have an argument with me cause I'll drop. (Not good when trying to date, since whoever I'm with won't be able to let out frustrations with me)
One thing I've been able to let loose with is singing. I'll make a vocaroo recording some time for you. I'm christian so all my music I play on guitar and sing is christian, but I sing songs of healing and peace, so I'll record something some time. I have found a man who accepts me despite my limitations with stress and reactions, and takes very good care of me that I have my inhalers because after my first grandmal seizure I started having memory problems. I also have an amazing little sister named Korrey who totally joined this guild and hasn't posted anything, but she too helps me with my memory and helps me with my seizures and asthma. Me and her sing together too and play guitar.
So you're not the only one who has disadvantages, but don't ever let them get the best of you ok? I turned out alright. :] And I don't know you but I love you with all my heart and will pray for you.
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:20 pm
Very eye opening, and don't worry, those people that made fun of you will get judged in there time to come ^_^
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:21 pm
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:23 pm
Doesn't matter, can't wait to hear 3nodding Oh and about the art? Do you have a D.A.?
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:27 pm
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:29 pm
Heheh, sounds like me when I need something badly .__.'' I have accounts all over the internet that i can't remember off xp And okie, take your time 3nodding
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:35 pm
Thank you for sharing your life story with me Gatita, its touching. Did I do this? Did me sharing my story give you strength to share yours? What ever the cause I'm glad you did, I wish I could relate to your health problems besides the asthma, I can't be very active but I can at lest power walk or do short sprint if I have too.
I hope I do turn out alright, many times I think I failed at my life and wish I can start over. So many things that I did that I wasn't proud of. For once I want to stand up to my father and tell him how I really feel about him, he wasn't the best but hes my father, I love/hate him. I am also christian and When my depression gets the best of my I talk to my pastor. It always helps me out.
I hope I'm not rambling about random things. I'm just touched, my hands where shaking with I saw this topic. :3
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:37 pm
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:46 pm
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:50 pm
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:55 pm
Gatita, you're voice is beautiful!!
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:57 pm
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:58 pm
Far from it!
You did wonderful!
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:58 pm
I'm crying right now, I'm so very touched that you wrote this for me, this is the first time ever that someone has done this for me. -huggles- Your voice is amazing and beautiful, William thinks its wonderful too! X3
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 8:59 pm
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