alright... first of all yes i'm only 13 but at the moment several of my friends have already had their first kiss. some even second and over third. I have always tried to be the girl who didn't care about boys till i was 16 but that didn't happen. so please don't say i'm to young or anything. trust me I know you think that so please you don't have to say it/type it. Gosh even i know i'm to young to like some1 but i can't help it.
so this is what the deal is. I have this best-guy friend. i've always had them. I met him this year along with another guy friend. I am always hanging out with the both of them. Austin is the the one i will be talking about. For the past couple of months (i'm talking since about November maybe?) I think we have been kinda flirty, flirty. My birthday was in November and I told my whole table of friends that if anyone of them got me the cd from the new band i like (christain band, the table i sit at it full of christians) that i would be like their bestfriend for ever (i was going to say love them forever in the sense of friendship love but 2 guys sit at that table one of which is austin). so my birthday passes and no cd. well no surprise.
Then about the first week of December Austin comes up to me and says that he almost got me the cd i wanted. i softly smacked him up side of the head and told him he could have gotten the cd for himself and then burnt me a cd. his respons was "oh that is a good idea". a couple of weeks pass and its the monday of the week we get out of school. I walked over to his locker to talk to him. when i got there he said to wait a second then he reached into his bag and he got this square shaped gift out and hands it to me. I already knew what it is because it is the exact size a cd would be.
i didn't have time to open it at the time so i had to wait till the next locker break. i open it and there it is, the cd i wanted for my birthday. When i saw him after locker break i thanked him for the cd. I told cheyanne my other best friend about the cd and she said he gave it to me b/c he liked me. I was thinking what ever. Cheyanne thinks that austin and i should go out.
the day is over and i have cheerleading practice. i told evelyn my 8th grade sister about it (i tell her everything and she tells me everything). when i told her she had this huge smile and she said that he liked me. that had made my mind up i really thought he liked me. so i do what everyone always told me to do, flirt. so i do and end up almost losing austin and I's friendship.
^^ that was the past month this is the now! Its a month later and we still flirt but i don't think we do it on purpose. at about the second week of January he burnt me a cd FULL of music. but the crappy part is that it didn't work (but that is a minor detail) and my friends STILL think austin and i should go out.
Now here comes my question: Does he like me, is he trying to be nice, or am i getting my self into something that will break my heart in the end? HELP!!!
(again) confused 13-year old
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