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Posted: Sat Oct 17, 2009 1:54 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 17, 2009 2:00 pm
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Posted: Sun Oct 18, 2009 12:49 pm
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Well I grew up with this one guy I know, and started liking him around 5th grade. A small kid crush. He liked me too. We were like brother and sister, always did everything together, and were inseperable. We'd show up at eachothers house without permission and we always had fun together. Oh the simplicity of childhood. Then we really really started to like eachother in middle school. Our friendship was split apart by a fight these other friends of ours set up, but we continued to like eachother. One day I spilled my heart out to him and told him I liked him but he didnt feel the same way (we liked eachother on and off, even though we wouldn't admit it). On the last day of 7th grade, he invited me over to his house and told me he liked me back. He kissed me, but I can't remember why we didn't try a relationship (even if we were only going into 8th grade)
8 grade, I really really really started to fall in love with him. I again told him I loved him, hoping he would go with me to this huge dance. He turned me down and went with the girl who sat next to me in science. I had never been so depressed about a guy, especially since I had to be reminded about it every day. Over the summer going into 9th grade, we started to hang out again. I stayed at his house late after a party, and we were just hanging out as we always used to. We started talking about how good our friendship used to be, and just the past in general... eventually, we ended up making out for a good 10 minutes before my parents called and demanded I come home. The girl he went with in 8th grade cheated on him over the summer (Karma is a b***h), and he was still very hurt, and not in the mood for an actual relationship. But, we dated anyway.
What an a**- all he wanted to do was makeout and touch me, and then completely ignored me otherwise. We went to Thousand Islands near the Canadian border for our birthdays which are in the same week, and he completely ignored me the entire time. I confronted him with it, as he didnt even want me to tell people we were going out, and he said he'd rather be friends with benefits. I'm not his benefit. So I dumped him..... that April we hooked up again, but I've sworn I'll never be in a relationship with him again. And since then, nothing has happened romantically between us.
I liked this guy for over 4 years, and I grew up with him. When I think of my childhood I think of him. He's very important to me and I really do care about him. He became very suicidal earlier this year after an awful rumor that was spread about him, and I cried the entire night for him. I almost feel like I want to guard him, because I'm scared for him. I don't hate him even though he broke my heart. I'll never be in a romantic relationship with him but I love him in a way. Not a romantic love, but just the kind of love where you care about someone and you want them to be safe. We're still friends, though we don't talk a ton, but we're still friends and that's good.
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Posted: Sun Oct 18, 2009 1:16 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 26, 2009 3:30 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 26, 2009 4:03 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 5:31 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 1:05 am
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Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 1:49 am
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So there was this guy in my school, I never really noticed him until I found out we were really alike and we had a lot of the same interests. It took a while, but eventually, I really started liking him, but I know he only thought of me as a friend. Well, eventually I confessed, and he said he didn't think of me in that way...but I didn't give up! So time passes, and one day I learned that he would go out with me, so yeah...we became a couple, but... It was the first time for both of us, and we didn't know what to do...and I could never see him outside of school cause of his schedule. I tried my hardest to make him happy, but I wasn't what he wanted, and he dumped me. So I went really emo and cried so much, and I could only keep thinking that it was my fault and if I'd tried harder, things wouldn't have ended like that. It continued like that until the school year ended, but during summer I recovered completely and I was really happy and better than before! biggrin So I vowed that I was over him and would find someone new. It worked, sort of. I met this guy who liked me, and I liked him too, so now we're dating. But I still can't seem to completely get over the first guy...and I feel bad about it. And I get the feeling that the first guy is also avoiding me and hates me too.
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Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 6:29 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 14, 2009 12:20 am
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What's with all the dark love quotes? XD It's not all bad, darlings~
"Tell him you're a jedi. If he doesn't love you then, he's not worth it." -My friend. XDDD
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances; if there is any reaction, both are transformed." -Carl Jung
"When a young man complains that a young lady has no heart, it's pretty certain that she has his." -George Dennison Prentice
Hahaha. I stole the last one off of my ex-crush's Facebook page. Take that, -censored- XD
I've never had a relationship in my life, so I don't really have any heartbreak stories. The only thing that's happened is that I liked this guy since the ninth grade, and then I'm just finally getting to the point where I think I'm able to move on and to forget about him. He'll always be my first crush, but srsly I'm turning eighteen in March, and I'm tired of wasting my life waiting around for him. Life's too short; I learned that the hard way. I've found someone who treats me like gold, and, if everything works out, he may be the one for me.
me: "How are you today?" him: "I'm perfectly perfect!" me: "That's awesome! I wish I was perfect XP" him: "You just don't know it yet." UWAH >w<;;;
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Posted: Sat Nov 14, 2009 2:08 pm
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