Mmmkay?
I was looking through the thread in this guild and I saw some of you guys were saying that you want a subforum for just Ryan and Jon.
This extremely difficult for me to type becuase I'm about to start crying and after what I've been through, please just listen.
This is a Panic at the Disco Fan Guild, and Jon and Ryan are no longer a part of Panic at the Disco.
We simply cannot have a guild that's dedicated to Panic and have another band as another main topic.
These past three days have been horrible for me and all of you. I know how it feels to have the best part of your life taken away. Two years ago I was depressed and suicidal, and if it weren't for Panic, I would be dead. They really and truly are the only people keeping me alive and I understand that you guys don't want to let go of Ryan and Jon this fast, but please hear me out and understand that we simply cannot keep on dedicating this guild to them.
On Monday, I was so sad, I threw up. I don't know how that's possible but yes, I understand that you guys are upset also.
Go on, yell at me for saying this. I don't care. :/
All I'm saying is that, it's been tough and we can and will get over this mountain.
I was looking through the thread in this guild and I saw some of you guys were saying that you want a subforum for just Ryan and Jon.
This extremely difficult for me to type becuase I'm about to start crying and after what I've been through, please just listen.
This is a Panic at the Disco Fan Guild, and Jon and Ryan are no longer a part of Panic at the Disco.
We simply cannot have a guild that's dedicated to Panic and have another band as another main topic.
These past three days have been horrible for me and all of you. I know how it feels to have the best part of your life taken away. Two years ago I was depressed and suicidal, and if it weren't for Panic, I would be dead. They really and truly are the only people keeping me alive and I understand that you guys don't want to let go of Ryan and Jon this fast, but please hear me out and understand that we simply cannot keep on dedicating this guild to them.
On Monday, I was so sad, I threw up. I don't know how that's possible but yes, I understand that you guys are upset also.
Go on, yell at me for saying this. I don't care. :/
All I'm saying is that, it's been tough and we can and will get over this mountain.