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 Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2008 2:38 pm
one reason i cut is simply cause i like the pain. i mean once in a while when i cut im not that mad i just really really want to feel the pain and i want it even more every day. i like the pain and i tend to cut deeper after so many times. i just really enjoy the pain that cutting brings, the physical pain not the emotional pain. i just, i dont know. usually i cut when im depressed or miserable or i want to die at that point in my life. i like the pain and i think im kinda addicted to it. is this normal? can anyone help me figure out why im addicted to the pain?
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2008 3:44 pm
 Masochist. start using rubberbands. instead of poking and prodding your skin. just make frekkin welts. because I'm pretty sure those last longer if you snap em hard enough.
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Posted: Sun Aug 17, 2008 11:29 am
The rubber band thing is an old trick...
sometimes works, sometimes not so much....
Im a virgin, but i have a wonderful fantasy of anything to deal with scratching.....*sexy eye look*....
But for me, cutting is a release. For you it may simply be a notion to turn pain to pleasure.... Which is sexy. wink
But masochisism isn't a bad thing, you just have to be careful....
I know you now fallen, so if you want to let off alittle erotic steam, be my guest! I'll play along as long as you want! smile
*i'm not a perv, im just telling the truth!! mrgreen
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Posted: Fri Aug 22, 2008 1:15 pm
i know what you are going threw im the same way....idk !
rubber band ?? ima try it !
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Posted: Fri Aug 22, 2008 10:24 pm
same thing. but i dont cut, i call it scratchin. ok i no it does sound painful but is it. see i have long nails so it hurts more and it does bleed sometime.
for me the physical pain cancels out the emotional, like 2 negatives cancel each other out. it is a form of release
im gonna try the rubberband thing.
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 7:17 pm
XLeo_Lady93X The rubber band thing is an old trick... sometimes works, sometimes not so much.... Im a virgin, but i have a wonderful fantasy of anything to deal with scratching.....*sexy eye look*.... But for me, ####### is a release. For you it may simply be a notion to turn pain to pleasure.... Which is ####. wink But masochisism isn't a bad thing, you just have to be careful.... I know you now fallen, so if you want to let off alittle ###### steam, be my guest! I'll play along as long as you want! smile *i'm not a perv, im just telling the truth!! mrgreen *waves* hello leo_lady! i've been ####### since 7 th grade [im now a freshman]. sometimes bcuz i wanted to feel pain [ i like it ] and other times bcuz i was really pissed off. i also agree with leo, its kind of a release
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 7:19 pm
i am going to murder my computer!
all of the ##### u see above, my parents
blocked out certain words crying
grrrrr
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 11:47 pm
Tiana_Terror i am going to murder my computer! all of the ##### u see above, my parents blocked out certain words crying grrrrr So you can't even use cutting within the context of cookery? Or describing a Lumberjacks occupation? Or the million other connotations that word has within the english language? Man you should talk to you're parents, get them to take a ******** English class or something, I mean seriously, to block a word like that, they have to be ******** morons.
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Posted: Fri Nov 21, 2008 9:35 pm
XLeo_Lady93X The rubber band thing is an old trick... sometimes works, sometimes not so much.... Im a virgin, but i have a wonderful fantasy of anything to deal with scratching.....*sexy eye look*.... But for me, cutting is a release. For you it may simply be a notion to turn pain to pleasure.... Which is sexy. wink But masochisism isn't a bad thing, you just have to be careful.... I know you now fallen, so if you want to let off alittle erotic steam, be my guest! I'll play along as long as you want! smile *i'm not a perv, im just telling the truth!! mrgreen i know its been a while since you posted... but i just remembered my thread, so i will definitly be sending a you a pm... *wink*
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Posted: Sat Dec 27, 2008 2:24 pm
don't feel bad
i don't cut
i hurt myself just to feel the pain....
i'll randomly punch a wall or hit myself or scratch myself until i bleed...
i don't know why either
it just...seems so....natural
it's not an addiction to me but it just feels right,like i'm meant to be in pain...
like i should be hurt..
i don get it
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