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Posted: Sat Jul 05, 2008 7:26 pm
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Hey, AHKyle here.
I love and have loved only one person, and now, after many ups and downs, mistakes and misunderstandings, I think he might actually feel the same way.
This person is my best friend, and he's ambiguously straight. He likes girls, but he straightens his hair and wears(and spends copious amounts of money on) stylish clothing and accessories. I know, those aren't great 'Look, a gay guy!' qualities, but if you knew him like I do, you could recognize it easily.
Well, recently(actually several months ago), he decided he liked one of my good friends(who is a girl). I've slowly warmed up to the idea, and I've lost my jealous feelings I used to feel when he took interest/flirted with girls. It's been a long and tedious tug-of-war battle to try and get her to like him, and now that it's finally seeming to work out... He's been sending me vibes of uncertainty. Not just that, but he's been not-so-subtly hinting that perhaps he might... like me? Can it be?
Despite the emotional high that I've been submerged in ever since we parted this afternoon after a joint spend-the-night-then-go-to-the-movies-with-his-family experience, I am skeptical.
I've been wrong before. Several times. Several explosively horrible mistakes, which nearly destroyed my friendship, and I've made a point to not fall for that trick again.
But I love him, and I think he loves me too. I'm afraid if I believe that I'm actually right, I'll ruin everything and just be disappointed again. So I'm asking you guys, what do you think? Am I reading to far into it or am I perhaps onto something big(I didn't really give many explicit details, but still.)?
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Posted: Tue Jul 08, 2008 9:12 am
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Posted: Tue Jul 08, 2008 3:45 pm
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It's okay, the almost certainty has passed.
The only way that I'd have been right would be if he suddenly stopped being interested in my friend. And from my most recent outing with him(A day later), that hasn't changed.
He started asking questions, like... well, I thought there were several, but the only one I can remember was when he asked, "How have I changed you?" and I told him that he had made me stretch myself and do more outdoorsy things, like Airsoft and stuff, and he was like, "Well, you've had a huge impact on me," yadda yadda.
That was on Sunday, so that doesn't count, but it was one of those things that would give me strong faith in our friendship.
And we were tubing and he was like "I LOVE YOU SAM!", which I luckily know better not to snag onto, but it still felt good.
I dunno. On Friday night my mom was like "Anna's not coming home, so he can sleep in her room or on the couch," and Chase was like, "I'll just sleep in your room." And he did for a bit, but since he was on the floor he was uncomfortable and decided he'd sleep on the couch, but I was getting vibes from him.
There are some examples.
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 8:13 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 29, 2008 2:50 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 5:05 pm
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