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skool has been really bad for me these past 4 year. i get picked on constanly becuz people think im werid and nerd and i dont have any friends in my senior class. only uderclassmen now. i did have some in my second year but they changed skools. now im stuck for last year in the same skool. i been made front of already and laughted at by seniors and some underclassmen. bein made front of makes me real depress. i even thought of sucide but i dont want to kill myself. i just want to escape. then my cell phone was stolen just recently in skool. was kinda of the last straw. that phone was very special to me. limited editon. i almost had a break down and luckly right after we went on xmas break so i got some time to think and clear my head. im afraid if i continue to go there im goin to hurt myself or do something drastic. i cant take peple constanly making front of me. i kno i shouldnt care but it gets to u after awhile.plus the stress of being senior doesnt help. i dont do anything to nobody and i try to help people but i gets no luv. im thinking of dropping out. gettin a GED. should i? be nice. please. im very serious. cry

i'ts half way through the year, try to change schools at least, unfortunately this has been the only year where i haven't been picked on much, i've been able to do a lot of things. but hell being picked on is part of life i don't think it's as bad as you make it out to be.
but good luck :3

I did a 360 when I got in highschool. But I see things didn't for you.
I had almost the same problem, only a little different. I had to do 5 years, I was a english class short. So all my pals left and I was stuck to deal with almost everyone knowing, well minus the 9th graders.

Fact is, you are the top dog, so don't take their s**t. Don't let some little underclassmen give you crap, they are ones that are low on the chain, even if they are popular in their grade on the whole they are s**t without upperclass.
Things will work like this till who knows, so use what place you are in the chain.

As for the kids in your grade, some people are just douches. Just treat them like trolls, don't feed.

Sucks about your phone, but people steal had my cds wallet stolen. That's about 60 cds all at lest $18 to $25.

I'm in my last year in high school. My freshman year was tough and most of my years in school was filled with misery. But then I figured out a way to stop laying down and taking the bullying without going on a shooting spree. Simply don't back down from them. Now, people don't mess with me because I've shown that I don't take teasing and crap anymore and I've learned how to scare them off even. This is something you have to do on your own because as far as I've known personally, counselers and any other adult in school can never stop it. You need to take things into your own hands

awwww. u r all so very kind. its hard for me to fight back becuz im a very timid person and i dont like to start trouble. i will try. thank u for ur advice. by the way i got a new phone. same on but better. i will try to not take anymore stuff. i really will but it will be hard. sad

i would just finish high skool than go to collage and u might make some friends there and after u have a good job go back to everyone else and say, "look whose the loser now b***h!!"

That sounds terrible, I'm sorry.


Tried changing schools? Thats what I've been trying to do lately.