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-Forget-Me-Never-Ever- Crew
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 Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2016 3:47 pm
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AiRozu-chan [OOC: shity post is shitty; gotta start this back up some how. xD Btw I lost my phone and this time I got a totally different kind of phone so I don't have ANY numbers again, so text me whenever so I can let you know when I post again. Also, I gave Aarik a second theme song to give a bit of an insight of his actual personality. xD]
 xxxＡＡＲＩＫ x ＦＡＥＨＬ xxxx
And if I believe you, would that make it stop?
If I told you I need you, is that what you want?
And I'm broken and bleeding, and begging for help.
If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?
If I'm lost now, then how can I find myself?
xxxAs Quinn walked into the apartment, Aarik followed behind leisurely, watching the other walk toward what he assumed to be the bathroom he grabbed a chair from the dinning room and placed it opposite of the couch at a fair distance. Running his hand through his hair loosely, Aarik sat down, slipping his shoes off and setting them beside his chair neatly before leaning back in the chair and waiting for Quinn to come out of the bathroom.
xxxAs Quinn walked to the kitchen and wrote something down, Aarik observed the young man in silence, watching each of his moments quietly and as the other put earbuds in a began to sing to the music he was listening to, Aarik sat there, listening to it while he looked around the living room, waiting for Quinn to calm down, address him, or even just look up at him again before he said anything again.
I've got a God-shaped hole that's infected.
And I'm petrified of being alone.
It's pathetic, I know.
And I toss and I turn in my bed.
It's just like I lost my head.
If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?
Then how can I find myself?
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2016 7:49 pm
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gaia_nitemareleft Quinn Cooper gaia_nitemareright
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
Quinn went through about five songs; which was about the amount of time it took for his meds to kick in, or at least make things less vivid. Opening his eyes, he had relaxed. It didn't take much to cool him down anymore. Well, at least on the good days.
He looked around the room, eyes landing on Aarik. He tensed up again, seeing as he hadn't disappeared. "s**t...." He mumbled, squeezing his eyes shut as he looked down at the floor. He started fearing at this point that maybe Aarik was real. Then again, his behavior was too ******** strange. For real, nothing he did made sense, and Quinn had some weird ******** habits, himself. He started wondering if this guy was real, if he was as crazy as he was.
He started singing again, wanting to try another five or so songs to see if he will leave. Maybe he needed to get an extra strength dose of his anti-psychotics. If Aarik didn't prove himself or go away, that was his next goal.
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of s**t
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here |
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-Forget-Me-Never-Ever- Crew
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2016 8:18 pm
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xxxＡＡＲＩＫ x ＦＡＥＨＬ xxxx
And if I believe you, would that make it stop?
If I told you I need you, is that what you want?
And I'm broken and bleeding, and begging for help.
If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?
If I'm lost now, then how can I find myself?
xxxAarik continued to sit in silence and just listen to Quinn singing, enjoying the soothing voice of the other as he looked around the small apartment. As Quinn started singing the third or fourth song, Aarik couldn't tell, he got so lost in the sound he couldn't tell when one song ended and then next began, he began to think about what he should say to Quinn to try and make him believe him. Should he be upfront and just tell him the straight truth and everything? No, that would be ridiculous. Besides, he couldn't give away all his secrets.
xxx"s**t...." He heard Quinn mumble upon looking at Aarik again, and that was when he decided it was time to say something. He stood up and stretched, his arms being so long that when he raised his arms to get a full body stretch, he had to bend them at the elbow so as not to hit the ceiling, before he stepped over to Quinn, tapping him on the shoulder lightly and waiting for him to look up at him so Aarik could gesture to him to pull the earbuds out with a hopeful smile.
I've got a God-shaped hole that's infected.
And I'm petrified of being alone.
It's pathetic, I know.
And I toss and I turn in my bed.
It's just like I lost my head.
If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?
Then how can I find myself?
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2016 8:32 pm
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gaia_nitemareleft Quinn Cooper gaia_nitemareright
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
Quinn kept singing, a bit irritated that a chunk of his day had been taken by hallucinations and failed suicide attempts. Jesus Christ, he just wanted to be dead by now and this s**t was happening. He about jumped out of his seat when he felt the hand, shoving his back into the couch as he stared at Aarik. ********. Either his hallucinations were to the point that he was summoning deities or he was actually just ignoring this weirdo who broke into his home. Finally, he relented, giving a long, exasperated sigh as he took his headphones off. "Alright. I guess this is happening today. ******** it," he groaned, running a hand through his bangs to reveal his bright blue eyes ringed in dark bags. Fine. He was just going to have this kind of day today. Upside: Aarik wasn't violent, nor a pain in the a**. Downside: He might talk to himself and might even end up stealing food at a diner of Aarik was still "paying" for it. "Alright, what do you want?" He asked finally, eyeing the male in distrust. He was expecting him to maybe give him some stupid riddle or something, anything to prove that he was fake.
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of s**t
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here |
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-Forget-Me-Never-Ever- Crew
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2016 8:40 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2016 8:49 pm
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gaia_nitemareleft Quinn Cooper gaia_nitemareright
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
Quinn raised his brow at the question, setting his devices on the coffee table. That was a new one. "I don't know if you've noticed, Aarik," he said, gesturing toward his chaotically scribbled walls, "but I'm kind of a nutball," he said, gesturing then to the pills on the counter. Of course, he was breaking his rule of not speaking to a hallucination, but Aarik was...different. "Not to mention I met you in odd circumstances and you're acting like a ******** weirdo," he said bluntly, eyeing how tall the guy was just sitting down. Jesus. Quinn was already a pretty tall dude, but Aarik took the case. Aarik's looks were even askew and a bit...unnerving.
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of s**t
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here |
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-Forget-Me-Never-Ever- Crew
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2016 12:30 pm
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xxxＡＡＲＩＫ x ＦＡＥＨＬ xxxx
And if I believe you, would that make it stop?
If I told you I need you, is that what you want?
And I'm broken and bleeding, and begging for help.
If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?
If I'm lost now, then how can I find myself?
xxxListening to Quinn speak, Aarik placed a thoughtful finger on his own lips and nodded his head slightly, looking as if he was lost in thought. "All true, and very valid points. But is it that odd to think that I might be real? I could just be a total stranger who has no boundaries, got lucky busting in on you at the right time, and am now just trying to make things positive from here out." He offered, raising his eyebrows hopeful of Quinn's response. "What could I do to prove to you that I'm real?" Aarik asked, taking a leap of faith.
I've got a God-shaped hole that's infected.
And I'm petrified of being alone.
It's pathetic, I know.
And I toss and I turn in my bed.
It's just like I lost my head.
If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?
Then how can I find myself?
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2016 9:13 pm
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gaia_nitemareleft Quinn Cooper gaia_nitemareright
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
Quinn pondered what Aarik had said. True. Although it was odd, it wasn't like he hadn't seen weirder things. Everyone had their ways of coping, and Quinn had some weird habits of his own. Finally, when Aarik asked the question, he thought. So far, he was actually breaking a few rules to decipher whether something was real or not. There was only one way he could think of right off the bat. One thing he knew that could help him figure things out.
He reached out and took Aarik's cheeks in his hand and brought him forward, pressing his lips against the other's. He knew that he could feel his hallucinations, but often the tastes were...off. Kissing usually tasted like he was licking concrete after it had rained. He pushed his tongue passed Aarik's lips to sample his teeth, just to make complete and total sure that he tasted...real.
He pulled back, eyeing a small strand of saliva that broke between them and cracked a grin. He tasted...fleshy. Sweet. Real. He checked out. "Holy s**t," he said, laughing as he ran his fingers through his bangs, "I guess you are real. Sorry, dude," he apologized for, well, everything. He laughed again, shaking his head. "Can we start over?" He asked, holding a hand out to him with very little faith that Aarik would stay after that. "Quinn Cooper, at your service," he joked, a sloppy smile playing on his lips.
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of s**t
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here |
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-Forget-Me-Never-Ever- Crew
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2016 10:46 pm
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xxxＡＡＲＩＫ x ＦＡＥＨＬ xxxx
And if I believe you, would that make it stop?
If I told you I need you, is that what you want?
And I'm broken and bleeding, and begging for help.
If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?
If I'm lost now, then how can I find myself?
xxxAs Quinn leaned in, Aarik knew what was coming, but he didn't resist. The sudden pressure of the other's mouth on his wasn't unpleasant, but Aarik was a bit surprised when he felt Quinn's tongue in his mouth. As Quinn pulled back, Aarik held a pleasantly surprised expression and smirked, looking into the other's piercingly blue eyes as he ran his fingers through his bangs, "Well, it's quite a pleasure to meet you, Quinn Cooper. My name is Aarik Faehl." He smirked, and grasped the other's hand, shaking it firmly and standing up, pulling Quinn up with him. "I believe, however, that that kiss is going to cost you. I'd say a breakfast spent with me?" Aarik teased, walking over to put his shoes back on.
I've got a God-shaped hole that's infected.
And I'm petrified of being alone.
It's pathetic, I know.
And I toss and I turn in my bed.
It's just like I lost my head.
If I'm lost, then how can I find myself?
Then how can I find myself?
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Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2016 11:01 pm
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gaia_nitemareleft Quinn Cooper gaia_nitemareright
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
Quinn grinned at his expression, finding it kind of cute. It wasn't exactly the expression he expected, and he found himself relieved. He took his name into consideration. That was an odd name, one he never heard before. Well, at least the last name was unfamiliar. He stood with him, laughing lightly at his "price" he'd have to pay. He thought about giving him a pervy retort back, but thought better of it. "Well then Aarik Faehl," he started, testing out how his name felt on his tongue, "if I must, then I guess I don't really have a choice, eh?" He asked, joking as he followed behind him. "There's a really nice diner nearby. Real nice lady owns the place," he suggested, shoving his hands in his pink hoodie. "I'm a bit of a regular so you better tip nice. Gotta make me look good," he teased, winking at the male. Honestly, it didnt take much for Quinn to become comfortable with someone. He was started to become his usual goofy self again.
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of s**t
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here |
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