In Real Life... News, and other updates

[midnight-writer1031]

sorry I have not been active I have been very sick not sure what's going on with me but I hope to be active in a few more weeks lots have been going on but I have been managing. Much love to all and have a great new years.  

[hypnocrown]

Hey Drizzt! I hope you had good Holy days as well. 3nodding

That's ok Prema, I haven't been able to be here often either. And with my new job on Jan 11, I doubt I'll be able to be here as often as I once was. I'm sure I'll still be able to visit and post at least twice a month or once a week, depending on real life events and whatnot.  

[midnight-writer1031]

that's true. At least we have Facebook to keep in touch, my laptop completely broke so I have to get a new one eventually for now its only access in school when that starts and the library. And its my last semester in my community college I am graduating in May and then starting a university in August smile  

[Sightless Wisdom]

Whoa it's 2010! School has been keeping my way too busy to be on Gaia. But now I'm back and I should be around for awhile. Exams start at the the end of next week for me so for awhile I'll just be popping into to look around but after that I start a new semester which means less work for me for a good few weeks.

Anyway! I've been involved in all sorts of school related events and volunteer stuff lately but other than that life is boring as ever. So how goes it for everyone else?  

[midnight-writer1031]

Things are going okay I haven't even started my semester yet at my college I start on Tuesday.  

[hypnocrown]

Cool! I hope you can still come back even if it's not very often.
I haven't been able to be here for about a month till now. I hope Mandy and Mel are not angry with me, he-he. sweatdrop
I've been fine, busy with the call center job but otherwise fine.  

[midnight-writer1031]

Yeah I have been checking on the guild and accepting new members, thankfully a lot of my work is on the computer so I can come on just a bit more often, although the guild kind of is dead but hopefully we can get it active with the new members that have been acepted.  

[lonewolfsega]

ill try and recruit more people as well as post but well i've been rather busy lately ^^  

[midnight-writer1031]

I think a lot of us has become busy outside of gaia as it seems.  

[lonewolfsega]

midnight-writer1031

I think a lot of us has become busy outside of gaia as it seems.

too true lol damn you economic ecconomy DX  

[hypnocrown]

Yeah, you know what they say: busy, busy, busy!

Right now though, I'm in a bit of a dilemma cuz of an amazing lady I met and I can't get her out of my head no matter how hard I try. You see, I actually have been getting to know her more ever since I met her on the training. And I gotta tell ya, she's just incredible. Every time I know more about her I like her even more and without really noticing I fell in love with her. The bad news is that she has a boyfriend and I don't want to mess things for her cuz right now I can't do the same things for her as her BF can do (like driving her to and from work). On Monday the 22nd of February was awful for me cuz she got to sit far away from my cubicle and I got to see her talking to other guys from the exact training where I met her and I was left wondering why I can't get along with her as well as she gets along with them. I think I didn't do very well on my calls that day even though I did my best.
But guess what? This Monday (March 1st) was the best day in my life so far. Why? Cuz I finally got my wish and she pretty much had to sit right next to me. That fact alone made my day and I was able to really concentrate on my work and I think I did better than on most days. Just sitting next to her was a revitalizing thing to be sure. I can't get enough of her voice, her smile or her eyes. I know should probably get her out of my mind but this is the first time I have ever felt this way about anyone and I can't get her out no matter how hard I try. It's like holding my breath and try not to breathe again, it's impossible.
So what do you think I should do? Should I tell her how I feel or should I do something else first?
If you want to know more about how I've been feeling, check out my journal. If you care...  

[lonewolfsega]

Well I'm not sure what to say mate I know exactly how you feel since its what i feel for my girl anne, all i can say is to take your time ^^  

[midnight-writer1031]

Hey all: I just wanted to say hey. I been busy with school and I cannot beleive it is already midterms and midway through the semester that is just insane. I finally graduate with my Associates degree this May!!! I am then going to a university to finish the remainder of my degree as I am in a community college currently. I am sooo excited!!

Hypno: I think that you should just tell her how you feel, at least being honest and telling her how you feel may help but might not change her decision if she has a boyfriend already. I think that just to tell her might help you to get it off your chest but don't expect her to leave her boyfriend to be with you if she does not want to. However it goes at least you guys can be best of friends if it doesn't work out in a romantic way  

[hypnocrown]

Thanks guys but I think I blew it. It seems that in my nervousness and lack of decision made me tell some co-workers of mine about this first and at least one of them told her about it before I did and now she won't even look at me. She even asked me to stop bothering her and since I respect her so much, that's what I'll do. However, I can't stop thinking that she's the one for me. I even posted a lot of song lyrics in my journal about this recently.

I just wish I knew exactly what went wrong to make her so mad at me that she can't forgive me even after I asked her to. I never meant to make her feel uncomfortable but that's what happened! crying  

[midnight-writer1031]

hey guys, sorry I have not posted or anything, it definitely does seem forever. I am still around as I hope everyone is doing okay.