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 Posted: Mon May 11, 2009 8:36 pm
Toasty Marshmallow i just broke up with my boyfriend. i really liked him, but it wasn't going to work out. i feel awful. ah. good for you for going with your feelings though. it's still hard. best of wishes. heart
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Posted: Mon May 11, 2009 8:50 pm
Toasty Marshmallow i just broke up with my boyfriend. i really liked him, but it wasn't going to work out. i feel awful. *Gives comfort* I'm so sorry hon sad
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Violet Song jat Shariff Crew
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Posted: Tue May 12, 2009 12:20 pm
i just got home from giving back his stuff. i didn't want to break up with him, not at all, and when i saw those green, green eyes... i handed him his stuff, told him goodbye, walked out of the apartment complex and cried most of the way home [though i did stop by the magick cauldron and pick up the meaning of witchcraft by gerald gardner for something to distract me and inform me simultaneously]
i'm leaving for washington for college in two months, most likely permanently since the economy fails and i'm poor, and if my mom is going to be able to afford a plane ticket, she's coming to see me, not the other way around, since there is family in washington she can see, too. so, this just might be the last two months i ever spend in houston [home].
which is why i ended the relationship. i'd go into details but that's boring.
still, it's so strange to think that these just may be the last two months i ever sleep in my bed. i love my room so much. i hope i don't get super homesick.
i also feel like i'm a very naive person, not all there when it comes to common sense, and it feels strange that i'm eighteen and moving out of the house. VERY strange. i'm still about 11 in my head, it seems. maybe a year or two into college i'll start feeling grown up.
on that note, i'm going to go college bedspread shopping.
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 12:33 pm
I'm so excited. I've been accepted and I'm ready to register for my new college this coming semster. I FINALLY, get to start taking classes towards my major.
Now I just have to choose them sweatdrop
What's extra great, is that my major needs foreign language to go with it, and I'll get to learn German with my significant other. 4laugh
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 1:15 pm
I FINALLY HAVE INTERNET AGAIN. *dies*
And I'm pretty sure I'm going to wind up on academic probation for next semester. I only passed one class--missed a pass in two others by only a couple points. sad
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 1:27 pm
Calixti I FINALLY HAVE INTERNET AGAIN. *dies* And I'm pretty sure I'm going to wind up on academic probation for next semester. I only passed one class--missed a pass in two others by only a couple points. sad I got so close to academic probation this term. My Korean class ended up boosting my mark up enough. sweatdrop And I think tomorrow I should take a break from the exercise. My arms and legs are killing me right now.
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 5:22 pm
This seems to be the time of year to worry about school stuff. I've got three weeks of classes to go, a summer job to find, and fall classes to choose. Plus, I think I may be able to graduate two quarters early if I do my capstone project next summer. I'm not used to being this busy with the logistics of life. sweatdrop After being rejected for the two internships I wanted, I've been trying to think of ways to beef up my resume. While I'm at home working this summer, I might try to get in contact with the local conservation groups to see if they need help with trail maintenance and stuff. On a completely unrelated note, I found another critter to add to the list of Things That Should Not Be! biggrin http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDu1E4EndJw
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 5:30 pm
I am probably giving myself a mental health day tomorrow. I haven't been able to focus on anything. I had to take five breaks during a 20 minute meal prep. UGH.
I hate having ADHD. I hate that it feels like an excuse to have a day off.
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 5:34 pm
Sometimes I want to hit zyzzva (a regular in the witchcraft thread in the GD) in the face with a shovel for excusing the actions of decontextualizing ignorant assholes and saying that we should use fluffy definitions of words just because a lot of people use them.
Respect disappearing rapidly for that guy.
Can anyone with a running knowledge of Karma and Dharma critique and correct if I got anything wrong?
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/general-discussion/the-witchcraft-thread-read-first-posts/t.8258746_25756/#25767
Thanks.
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 6:33 pm
I know the karma part pretty much by heart now, and could possibly fit it with Dharma, though I know it more in relation to reincarnation. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 11:31 pm
Welcome back Ainwyn. surprised
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 12:06 am
For those who are fans of synchronicity:
I've read a little bit about Norse culture and runes in the past, but I never got very far in my studies. Specifically, I only read up on Fehu, Uruz, Thurisaz, and Ansuz. Anyway, a few pages back I saw the recommendation for the Midnight Moon guild. I figured I'd take a peak, poked around a bit, and stumbled across the thread on runes. It's mostly incomplete. The only runes with info posted are Fehu, Uruz, Thurisaz, and Ansuz.
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This could easily be either a coincidence or a flashing neon HINT sign. Either way, I think I'll be doing some more reading on the aforementioned runes.
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 6:48 am
So I'm taking the day off, because not only am I needing a hard reboot of my brain and attention span, I do physically feel like crap. I had to run one errand (getting a key from my old car to the mechanics, cause they lost the one I gave them) and I run into someone from work.
...guh. My life, in a nutshell.
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 10:18 am
I'm having a hell of a time catching up with things because of my ADD, so I definitely feel your pain Nuri.
I'm considering going back on the stomach violating medications again, it's gotten so bad.
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 10:49 am
this week has sucked something awful, but i am taking it one step at a time and my hopes are high and i will get through this!
and i'm a bit confused as to what is keeping me on track. i've been paying attention to my life a bit more and the weirdest things happen to me that keep me away from total disaster.
for instance, last night i didnt know when my philosophy final was today. i thought it was in the afternoon, either 12 or 1. but early this morning i just /happened/ to wake up, not be able to get back to sleep, roll over, pick up my laptop, get on facebook, and find out that someone said my test was at 8:15 AM. what time was it? 8:02.
i was ten minutes late, but i got my exam done.
has anyone had any experience with personal guardians/spirits/what have you? or maybe my intuition is on overdrive? i'm a spiritual newbface so i'm thinking it's not coming from me. these "coincidences" are getting pretty frequent.
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