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 Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 9:51 pm
 Am I crazy for getting weirded out by all this? Am I worrying too much about the sudden change in his behavior? Or is there actually something behind all of this that I have the right to be concerned and confused about?
I just feel so lost right now and I have no idea what to do.
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 9:53 pm
And I'm sure my past relationship track record doesn't help either. Occasionally I get moments where I'm worried that something will cause our relationship to end. My second relationship lasted for pretty much 5 months. So, maybe a part of my concerns is connected to subconscious recall of a relationship ending at this point in stage.
Though I have to say that I'm more close and happy with my current boyfriend than I was with that former boyfriend.
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 9:55 pm
And another thing... my boyfriend changed his profile picture between yesterday and today (which is a rare thing; he had the same profile picture for the longest time until we went to the beach the other day). It used to be a picture of the two of us... and now it's just him. I know it shouldn't bother me that much... but it was just odd.
I think my worried state right now is just causing me to notice little things and over-analyze them when there's no need to be.
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 9:57 pm
I just wish there was something that could ease my mind about what's going on. Rather than having day after day of over-analyzing, worrying, and getting annoyed at others who question about my part in the relationship.
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 9:59 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 10:02 pm
The university's Drag Show is tomorrow and the theme is "Cirque du Rainbeaux". I'm still trying to determine what I want to wear to it.
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 10:06 pm
Why is it so hard for me to come up with an outfit that I can create utilizing the clothing I already own?!
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 10:09 pm
I potentially have one outfit idea... but it's not really completely formed. If I can't think of anything else... or get inspired for a different outfit, I may just end up going with it. *sighs*
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 10:19 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 10:32 pm
Still coming up with nothing. *sighs*
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 10:36 pm
 Maybe I should take some inspiration from this little kid and dress up in my cat costume... or at least part of it and say I'm some circus feline, lol.
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 10:59 pm
Considering the circus is pretty popular and would be considered an easy theme, there doesn't seem to be very many costumed themed parties surrounding it. At least not adult ones. There's plenty of young kid ones (like toddler age) - which doesn't help me with my outfit research.
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 11:11 pm
Still nothing to inspire me. My goodness!
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 11:12 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 11, 2013 11:21 pm
Well, I guess I'm just going to stick with the original idea I had because nothing else is coming up that looks good for what I have available to work with.
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