I am PROUD

• Artist: Mjosi
• Description: I am a lesbian, I am and I am proud of it. <3
• Date: 06/24/2010
• Tags: proud

I am who I am
I don't care what you think
I am proud to be who I am
at first I was scared
I didn't understand,
Why didn't I like the boys that every one had paired me with
Why were they cute to me
Not hot
Why didn't I want them to touch me
to kiss me
to even come close to holding me
but then...
When I was around her,
when I was around the girl
I would crave to feel of her skin under my fingers
I would long to lean over and kiss her
but I couldn't I was scared
I had always been told how bad those feelings were
how they would make me go to hell
how if I loved anybody of the same sex,
I would forever burn in hell
and have no chance for redemption
but it hurt, the feeling of loving her
and that's what it was,
not lust
not a want for attention
not a need to be different
no, what I felt
what I still feel as love,
nothing less, and maybe something more
it was the slight tug at my heart when she was around
it was the craving for her to hold my hand
the want for her heat
the craving for her arm over my back
or resting on my hip around my waist
you may think this to be made up
you may think this to be stupid disgusting or impure
but I don't believe that, not for a second
this is the most true pure thing Ive felt by far in my life
I don't care what you think, I am PROUD.

Comments

[Mjosi]

It's meant to be read out loud, all of my poetry is, I perform spoken word.

[Stormgem]

Wow...pretty much what I'm feeling at the moment - same as the others though - the format is strange. But poetry is poetry, use it how you like.
4/5

[snowy-kitty]

Same as Shikusuke- but I give it 5/5
Great job (:

[Mjosi]

I fixed the spelling and grammar errors, thanks for alerting me! =]

[Shikusuke]

I feel for you I myself am not gay, but I feel that someone can choose the life they want.
There is still a tad bunch of gammer errors, but over I love the pictures painted in my head.
3/5