• Should I try,
    try to deny
    the feelings i have for you

    lost in the grain,
    of becoming insane
    all because i wish to be with you

    caught up in the tide
    unable to hide
    under your watchful eyes
    most of which hold lies

    To describe you,
    would be hard.
    To love you,
    would be impossible.
    To understand you,
    would be harder than cutting diamonds

    Should i go with my heart,
    or stick with the truth.

    The truth.
    the only thing that may hurt me mentally,
    but not physically.

    Music is my escape,
    it is my life, and my way of becoming
    who i was really meant to be.
    without it, well im a wreak.

    Soon, i will be allowed to step away from that clinging need,
    Soon, i will be able to look you in the eyes
    Soon.. one word could last a life time.
    Are you willing to wait?