• What is this feeling?
    Inside my heart?
    A mixture of love and hate.
    I wish that I could open the gate,
    That would erase all this.
    I wish I could grab that shooting star and keep it forever,
    And no matter what,
    It will always be my treasure.
    To have one wish,
    Just one.
    To erase all this bliss,
    To restart my life,
    And live it out loud,
    I'd get the microphone and scream to the crowd,
    This is my life!
    I will live it the way II want
    NO more hate,
    NO more taunts,
    NO more lies.
    Because they have filled my eyes,
    With tears of sadness.
    For if my life,
    Was filled with gladness,
    I would live it to the fullest.
    But its not.
    I will forget all this one day.
    But all the scars in my heart will stay.
    But I know this hurts my friends,
    As much as it hurts me,
    To see me cry,
    To them is like dying.
    So ill try my best to restart,
    And never to tear my friends apart.