• My teas gone cold Im wondering why i..
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window..
    And I cant see at all
    And even if I could itll all be gray,
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that its not so bad,
    Its not so bad..

    Dear miranda, I wrote but you still aint callin
    I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
    I sent two le-mails back in march, you must not-a got em
    There probably was a problem at the server or somethin
    Sometimes I type addresses wrong when I jot em
    But anyways; ******** it, whats been up? girl hows your father?
    My my fathers dyin too, Im bout to be a orphan
    If I have a son, guess what ima call him ?
    Ima name him ronnie
    I read about your aunt bonnie too Im sorry
    I had a friend kill himself over some guy who didnt want her
    I know you probably hear this everyday, but i luv u much
    I even know that s**t that you did with skam
    I got a room full of your papers and your pictures babe
    I like the s**t you did with rawkus too, that s**t was fat
    Anyways, I hope you get this babe, hit me back,
    Just to chat, truly yours, in your tracks
    This is Alex




    dear miranda, you still aint called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
    I aint mad - I just think its ******** up you dont answer friends
    If you didnt wanna talk to me outside your school
    You didnt have to, but you coulda kissed me
    Thats petty man, i luved
    i waited in the blistering cold for you,
    Four hours and you just said, no.
    Thats pretty shitty babe - youre like my ******** wife
    my sister wants to be just like you babe, she likes you more than I do
    I aint that mad though, I just dont like bein lied to
    Remember when we met in denver - you said if Id write you
    You would write back - see Im just like you in a way
    I never knew my mother neither;
    she used to always cheat on my dad and hurt him
    I can relate to what youre saying in your poems
    So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and read em
    Cause I dont really got s**t else so that s**t helps when Im depressed
    I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
    Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
    Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
    See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
    My girlfriends jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
    But she dont know you like I know you miranda, no one does
    She dont know what it was like for people like us growin up
    You gotta call me babe, Ill be the best friend youll ever lose
    Sincerely yours, Alex -- p.s.
    We should be together too




    Dear miss-im-too-good-to-call-or-write-my-friends,
    Thisll be the last package I ever send your a**
    Its been six months and still no word - I dont deserve it?
    I know you got my last two letters;
    I wrote the addresses on em perfect
    So this is my cassette Im sending you, I hope you hear it
    Im in the car right now, Im doing 90 on the freeway
    Hey miranda, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
    You know the song by phil collins, in the air of the night
    About that girl who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
    But didnt, then phil saw it all, then at a a show she found him?
    Thats kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
    Now its too late - Im on a 1000 downers now, Im drowsy
    And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
    I hope you know I ripped +all+ of your pictures off the wall
    I love you miranda, we coulda been together, think about it
    You ruined it now, I hope you cant sleep and you dream about it
    And when you dream I hope you cant sleep and you scream about it
    I hope your conscience eats at you and you cant breathe without me


    My teas gone cold Im wondering why i..
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window..
    And I cant see at all
    And even if I could itll all be gray,
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that its not so bad,
    Its not so bad..