• I walk both day and night im surrounded by both dark and light things rush through my head while your dead in our bed Im sorry for what ive done I wish i didnt have the gun the pain that i feel makes me feel even worse i have to live with this curse but not for long as i sing this song the darkness draws near with lifes biggest fear for death is my only need my soul will for ever bleed I know that ive lied this is why ive attempted suicide my limbs are loose as i swing on th nuse this is my attempt at suicide