• What is this?
    I want it, yet I can't grasp it.
    It's so aggrivating, but am I content?
    My sanity's been strangled, my mind bent.

    The records of me have been torn, frayed, burned.
    My limit's torn.
    And yet..am I satisfied?
    No I want more..right? I don't know, my doubt's been denied.

    The struggle is complicated.
    Any hope's been annialated.
    My soul is tainted.
    The demon took over after I fainted.

    It's changed me in ways I love to hate.
    It's tempted my destiny, screwed up my fate.
    I want to scream, but all I can muster -
    Is a deafoning whisper.

    What happens next?
    I never gave it my best.
    Help. I'm lost......
    I never knew the cost.