• It started when mom went away
    My brother promised her he'd stay
    He emptied too many bottles
    Invited too many friends
    Beleive it or not this is where it began
    He crept into my room
    Shushed my scared whining
    He pulled off my covers
    And peeled off my clothes
    Instead of leaving me alone
    He pushed apart my bones
    He put his hands on my thighs
    And kissed between my legs
    I tightened mmy body
    But he kept kissing
    His friends came on the bed
    They bit and held my chest
    My brother told me to relax
    This night would make me a lady
    This night would put me to rest
    I felt hot as he pushed his mouth between my legs
    I let out a moan
    He said this was silent pleasure
    I wasn't to speak again
    My body tensed and something came out
    He flipped me on my belly
    He pushed something up and in me
    I tightened a grip on somebody
    My brothers hands came under me
    They grabbed my chest and sqweezed hard
    He was sticky as he laid on me shoving
    Suddenly I felt something hot inside me
    He let out a sigh
    His friends pulled him off me
    They said it as their turn
    They took their sweet time
    I was bleeding on the bed
    I wonder what mom would have said
    When my brother woke up
    He carried me to the bath
    He told me to relax
    His hands washed my body
    I wouldn't let my eyes leave him
    Would he do it again?
    "I love you, Ben. Do it again." I said
    He smiled and pulled me out
    He kissed me naked
    This time I put him in me