• I can't breathe, my mind is breaking
    My head is spinning, I'm suffocating
    My lungs are filled with flowing air
    I can reason, I can care

    My bruises burn, my scars tingle
    With many lovers, I still feel single
    You smell the sweat, you taste the tears
    you fight infection but not the fears

    My blade is dull, my needle's broken
    My drink is bland, I think I'm choking
    Life is dead, my soul is not
    I tie the ribbon in a knot

    I hold my balance on a stool
    My blood's collecting in a pool
    I taste the leather, I take a jump
    The ribbon snaps, I hear a bump

    Am I dead? or is this heaven
    I've been to hell, am I forgiven?
    I scream from pain, I hear no sound
    I can't move my head, life spins around

    I taste the steel and hold the trigger
    I'm on the floor, it feels much bigger
    I count to three or was it ten
    I pull it back and then.........